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Monday, April 07, 2008 
Tibet always remain as my dream destination.  The allure has always been spiritual.  I likened the place to Shangri-la.  Unfortunately, like Shangri-la, one wants to covet it so.

I pray for Tibet...for what it stands for in this world...and for what it gives the world.

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Tibet is the prime source of Asia’s great rivers. It also has the earth’s loftiest mountains as well as the world’s most extensive and highest plateau, ancient forests, and many deep valleys untouched by human disturbances.
 

Traditional Tibetan economic and religious value systems led to the evolution of successful environmental protection practices. Their belief in the Buddhist teaching of Right Livelihood stresses the importance of "contentment" and discourages over-consumption.
 

It also frowns upon over-exploitation of the earth’s natural resources as this is perceived to harm other living beings and their habitat. As early as 1642, the Fifth Dalai Lama issued a Decree for the Protection of Animals and the Environment. Since then, such decrees have been issued annually.
 
 
 
With the colonisation of Tibet by Communist China, Tibet’s traditional environment protection system has given way to an "ecocide" of appalling proportions. The effects of this are especially notable in the grassland areas, the cropland areas, the forests, the water resource and the wildlife.

                                                  (Thanks Rajeev for sharing this.)
 
 
 











Saturday, April 05, 2008 

Current mood:  good


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Thursday, March 27, 2008 

"Why doesn’t this realization about death spread around the globe like wildfire?  Why don’t we simply shake off death?  Because...I am the only one who can experience this.  I have to go through the experience of dying, I have to let go of everything I want to cling to.  Mystical death is the death of the ego, but we clutch this ego feverishly.  We...have become so identified with the ego that we equate it with life itself.. this gives us this illusion of autonomy.  This is the illusion, pure and simple, that must be abandoned."

 

- "Search for the Meaning of Life - Essays and Reflections on the
   Mystical Experience" by Willigis Jager, OSB

Thursday, March 27, 2008 

"The prayer will be peaceful at times and at other times heavily laden with thoughts and emotions.  Both experiences are part of the same process of integration and healing.  Every kind of experience can therefore be accepted with the same peace, gratitude and confidence in God.  So if you are suffering from barrage of thoughts, you do not have to articulate the sacred word clearly in your imagination or keep repeating it in a frantic effort to stabilize your mind.  If your desire is to consent to the presence and action of God, how can it fail to be fruitful despite what you may feel?"

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"In the method of Centering Prayer all thoughts of whatever kind are dealt with in exactly the same way.  Whenever you become aware of thoughts, return ever so gently, to the sacred word as the symbol of your intention to consent to God’s presence and action within.  To help us remember how to deal with the thoughts, we speak of the four R’s:

1.  Resist no thought;
2.  Retain no thought;
3.  React emotionally no thought;
4.  Return ever so gently to the sacred word.

We do not try to keep back the flow of thoughts.  That would be futile as trying to halt the incoming tide.  Thoughts are going to come no matter what we do, and we just have to get used to that.  If we try to resist thoughts, we are turning away from simply being in God’s Presence in order to fight the thoughts.  Our intention for the moment has shifted from consenting to the presence and action of God within to a desire to do battle with the particular thoughts that happen to be worrying us."

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"The night of sense enables us to perceive that the source of the emotional programs for happiness is selfishness.  By letting go of our desires for satisfaction in these areas, we move toward a permanent disposition of peace.  Upsetting thoughts and emotions arise but they no longer build up into emotional binges.  The immense energy that was required to bear the afflictive emotions...is now available for more useful things, such as loving the people with whom we live and whom we are trying to serve."

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"With particular thoughts it can be enticing to try to remember them for later.  This again is shifting our intention, even if rather subtlely.  It can be difficult not to react emotionally to some types of emotionally charged thoughts.  For example, the thought of a recent argument may impose itself during the time of prayer.  It would be very natural to become upset and carry on the argument in our head instead of simply consenting to God’s presence.  However, the advice is the same as with all kinds of thoughts - whenever you become aware that you are reacting, simply return very gently to the sacred word.  Do not get upset with yourself, as that is pointless.  The fact that you react to emotionally charged thoughts is not a sign that this kind of prayer is for saintly people.  It is simply an indication that you are human.  The fact that you have thoughts does not matter, but what you do when you become aware of what you are thinking instead of praying does.  With all kinds of thoughts, whenever you become aware of them, just return to the sacred word."

                                   - "A Deeper Love" by Smith and Chalmers

Thursday, March 27, 2008 

"The Centering Prayer method helps to identify the false self, which is the defensive mechanism we have built up over a lifetime.  The false self comes about because of our experience of the world, how we were treated and how we coped, our reaction to change, our feelings of insecurity, and our loss of self worth.  We blissfully imagine that we do good from the best of motives, but when this dynamism begins to operate within us, we begin to perceive that we are not as generous as we once believed.  This is a very uncomfortable feeling, but this transformation process brings with it self knowledge and it is only through self-knowledge that we can discover our true self, our true potential as well as our limitations.  This gives us a much more realistic view of ourselves."

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"We learn to live with anxiety and tension as we develop various forms of defense mechanisms to cope with life.  Ordinary rest does not get rid of this tension, but in the deep interior silence that Centering Prayer can bring about, the emotional blocks within us can begin slowly to soften.  When this softening process is going on, the debris will come to the surface of our consciousness in times when we allow the silence to make sufficient space in the noise of everyday life.  Sometimes insights into the darker side of our personality will emerge during prayer.  We can begin to see below the surface of our actions and come face to face with our real motivation.  Our good intentions can begin to look very shabby to us, and we realize we are not as generous as we once thought."

                                 - "A Deeper Life" by Smith and Chalmers

Thursday, March 20, 2008 

"There is always the tendency to run from this battle, because it is very hard.  However, we must trust that God is really on our side.  God shows us little by little what is in us…

Humility is the foundation stone of the spiritual building.  It involves knowing and accepting the truth about ourselves.  We often think we are much knowing and accepting the truth about ourselves.  We often think we are much better than we really are, and so being made aware of our reality can come as a profound shock to our system.  We are asked to accept what is pointed out to us and to learn from it.  It is a great help if we can look at ourselves with a bit of humor.  We should not take ourselves too seriously.  We are very funny creatures with our silly little pretensions.  At the same time, pretentious though we may be, we are called to share in the intimate family life of God and to become like God." "

 

 

"In the case of relationship with God we need time to get to know God and to learn to trust.  Often this will mean overcoming childish fears arising from ideas about God given to us as children.  So we need to examine our ideas about God.  How does the idea of total abandonment to God affect me?  Do I really know deep within me that God loves me, or, if I am really honest with myself, am I just a bit afraid of God?  If that is the case I can examine the cause of my fear, bring it out into the daylight, and see it for what it is.  We are called to believe the gospel, to accept the Good News Jesus brings, and to entrust ourselves to him.  Remember this, Jesus never condemned ordinary human frailties, but only self righteousness.  Finally, we must let go of our fear and jump into the water.  Ultimately, it is fear that prevents us from making the total commitment."  "

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"Self-knowledge is essential for the spiritual journey because it is the basis for humility.  According to St. Teresa of Avila, humility is the foundation of the spiritual edifice…She described humility as walking in the truth.  However, the truth can be difficult to accept, and so we may prefer to live with illusion.  God will not allow us to deceive ourselves if we are truly open.  Gradually our true motivations will be revealed to us.  If we desire to stand in the truth, we will be given an insight into the emotional needs and demands that percolate within us without being fully aware of them.  This can be a painful and discouraging moment…..  if you want to grow in your relationship with God, you must be prepared for your illusions about yourself to be revealed in order they may be cast aside. "

 

 

"We are invited into a relationship through which we shall be transformed. This is not limited to a moral improvement but changes our whole perspective on reality and the way we relate it.  For our transformation to proceed, we must learn to accept the reality of ourselves and let go of cherished illusions and defense mechanisms we have built up over the course of many years.  Many people think that they are going backward when these kinds of thoughts begin to arise.  They can think that silent to experience is an unending flow of distractions.  Actually, this is a blessed time when we are invited to let go of our own ideas, even of what prayer is and allow the Spirit to pray within us.  The number and nature of our thoughts have no effect whatever on the genuineness of our prayer.  It may very well be that we are bombarded with thoughts when God is most actively at work within us cleansing out the caverns of our heart."
 

                            From "A Deeper Love" by Smith and Chalmers

Thursday, March 20, 2008 
 " "Why do we pray?  What are we looking for from prayer? ...Any relationship that moves beyond friendliness demands a commitment of some sort.  ..Because of the demands friendship makes on us, we cannot cope with too many friends.  We can cope with lots of acquaintances but not lots of friends in the proper sense of that term.  One of the reasons our relationship don’t go very deep is that we tend to shy away from commitment.  The inability to commit ourselves in human relationships will be reflected in our relationship with God. .."



"In the relationship with God, not everything is revealed all at once.  Neither does God expect perfection.  Growing friendship with the Lord like any friendship is a slow and gradual process.  Our relationship with God will go through times of difficulty.  Difficulties can be understood as … negative events we must endure or…as growth points.  The love of a young couple must mature through living day by day with one another and coping together with the events of life.  At times it might seem that the wonderful love of their wedding day has gone forever, but it has hopefully been replaced by a much richer, deeper and more mature love…  At some stage we must really make that commitment to God our own.  God will only give himself totally to those who give themselves totally to God.  There are various levels of commitment, and sometimes we want to stay at one level when God is calling us to a more intimate level.  Rarely will this refusal take places at a conscious level…. 

For any kind of commitment, trust is required, but as we know, trust does not come easily.  This is why we need time for a commitment."

 
From "A Deeper Love" by Smith and Chalmers

 

Wednesday, March 19, 2008 

On Falling in Love

 "It is like when a couple falls in love…Falling in love is a powerful experience.  The emotions explode, and we say and do things we would not do normally.  The couple wants to spend more and more time together.  They may not realize that they want to spend the rest of their lives together.

We can have a powerful experience of God’s love that floods our senses and makes us desire God with a fervor we have never experienced before.  We pray more and more and get much more out of prayer at this time.  In our generosity we may set ourselves a prayer regime that is impossible to maintain.  The feeling of loving God of being in love with someone is not the same as actually loving them.  Love involves commitment."

 

On Commitment

"Few of us make a commitment with completely pure motives.  We may think our motives are pure, but we are unconsciously pushed and pulled by hidden drives.  . A commitment is a process of growth and not something we do at any particular moment.  At a marriage service the bride and groom make vows.  They are vowing themselves to an ongoing process of growth…Growth means change, and so we live our commitment day by day we may have to adjust or change the ideas we have when we first made the commitment.  This is part of the human condition, and the very fulfilling of the commitment strengthens us and enables us to mature.  The difficulties of daily life will gradually reveal our true motives if we are prepared to accept the truth."

 

 

"We do not normally examine ourselves too closely, and so we may be very well totally unaware of our fear of commitment.  We can even deny that we are afraid and be convinced that we are right, but our behavior will give us away if we stop for a moment to reflect on what we do, and why we do it.  We have various ways of seeking to escape from making a commitment.  One way is to pretend that we have already made the commitment and that we do not have to do anything else.  We can skim the surface of life and relationships without getting in amongst it, without risking "getting our hands dirty." …Once you take on a really ascetical course of action, not just giving up sugar for Lent, but actually tackling your hidden motivations head on by attempting to change the direction in which you seek for happiness, you will discover that you more easily become uncomfortably aware of elements in your life that need looking at seriously."

 

From:  "A Deeper Love" by Smith and Chalmers

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 

In the recent book I’ve read, "Jesus – Center of Christianity," the author, Brennan Hill, devoted Chapter VI to discuss on ’Jesus and Women.’  I like the candor of his stance because he challenged the Catholic Church to review her position on women – women priest, that is. Okay, I used ’her’ to refer to Catholic Church because Catholic Church has always been referred to as she or the Spouse, which, for the most part, seems ironic.

First things first, I have no ambition of becoming a priest.  That’s beyond me. Secondly, I am not a feminist.  Is there really a difference?  I don’t know.  Thirdly, I love being a Catholic. I don’t want to think that the very church I love, tasked to teach freedom and liberation, is the very church that perpetuates double standard when it comes to women. (And I’m not even discussing the hierarchy existing within the church, which again defies equality.)  It’s good to read fellow Catholics, like Brennan Hill, expound on the topic.  I guess the more the topic is being discussed, it simply releases the possibility out there.  

I have seen and heard and even mentored by spiritual women who have great potential of becoming priests. It’s such a waste when these women are simply relegated in a position which is limiting simply because the church does not allow them to become priest for whatever reason.  Spirituality being the core of human beings will suffer from that notion and creates dichotomy within unless the Church recognized truly how we all are ONE in Christ Jesus.

Excerpts from the book:

Refocus on Jesus’ Attitude toward Women

One of the most painful struggles in Catholicism today is that of women who wish to gain equality in the Church.  Today Church authority and official ministry are still almost exclusively in the hands of male priests and the hierarchy.

Many talented and well-trained women find it impossible to follow their "calling" in such a Church.  I have known a number of outstanding and deeply spiritual women who have felt called to ministry, even to the priesthood.  Tragically, many of them have moved to the periphery of the Church or even have simply left to serve elsewhere because they did not find acceptance in the official ministry of the Church.  What a shameful loss to the spreading of Jesus’ teaching and the carrying on his ministry!

In my (Hill) view, one way to help bring women to equality in the Church is to refocus on Jesus’ attitude toward women and to study how Jesus’ teachings played out in the earliest Christian communities.  We must constantly return to our Scriptures, pay heed to biblical scholars, listen to the pleas of women disciples today and search for an answer to this crucial question regarding women’s place in today’s Church.

It is indeed somewhat surprising that Paul the Apostle was so open to recognize a woman like Phoebe as a leader of an early community; to listen seriously to Chloe’s report on the difficulties in the Corinth community; to acknowledge the valuable missionary activity of Priscilla in Rome and Corinth; and to give special recognition to such important women as Lydia, Tryphosa, Olympas and Junia.

Hill also recognized a number of key women disciples who played significant roles in Jesus’ life and mission.  First and foremost, there is Mary, the mother of Jesus, who is portrayed as the "Lord’s servant," the central image for discipleship in the early Christian communities.  In her Magnificat, she speaks like a young teacher and prophetess on her share in God’s mission to the oppressed and the poor.   She is the same Mary who is part of the Pentecostal community that received the Spirit and began shaping the Church. 

There are others, as well, like Mary Magdalene, the first to witness the Lord risen, and is commissioned by Jesus to spread the word to others.  Mary Magdalene has been referred to as "apostles to the apostles."  Then, there are the two sisters, Mary and Martha; the Samaritan woman; Joanna, who left the luxury of Herod’s court to live the simple life with Jesus.  These women were pioneers in ministry and should serve as exemplars for the many women disciples today who feel called to share in Jesus’ ministry.

Calling Women Disciples

Jesus’ calling of women disciples was unprecedented in the Jewish religion of his time.  The scribal schools were for men only; the communities of Pharisees were exclusive; and there were no women members to be found among the Sadducees, in most of the Essene communities, or among the teachers of the time.  While it is true that Jesus chose males to be his apostles, the varying lists of these men in the Gospels seem to be more symbolic of the twelve tribes of Israel  We know little of the ministry of the apostles, and as they died they were not replaced, with the exception of Judas’ successor, Matthias.  Although the apostolic witness was of enormous value, it is clear that Jesus was also accompanied by women disciples.  These same disciples were prominently with Jesus during his crucifixion and were indeed the first witnesses to his resurrection. rather than having to do with gender issues.

Jesus’ belief that both females and males were created in the image and likeness of God and his deep love for all God’s children moved him to oppose many of the abuses of women in the Jewish society of this time.  No doubt he found it absurd that women could not be taught Torah or assumes places of honor in Temple.  Jesus made it clear that women would be given equal respect in his community.  Among his disciples, women would be taught the gospel message along with the men and would share in ministry.

For reflection:

In rejecting the move to ordain women to the priesthood, Pope John Paul II and others have said that the Church is not empowered to make such a change because it has never been in our tradition because Jesus intentionally chose males as his apostles.  How do you feel about this situation and the Church’s teaching about it?

 

Thursday, February 28, 2008 

To Nanay Tuble...

It irritates me to think that I have received a message telling me of your passing away through a mere SMS.   It irritates me to think that you have suffered for some time and I did not know that.  It irritates me to think that I haven't prayed that hard for you...when prayer was all I could offer. 

I always think that you would get over your sickness because you always do. You always have that light attitude about you that there seems to be an aura of invincibility...including death. 

It has been years since I last saw you and it pained me to think that I will be seeing you in the state you are in now.  I don't want to think about that box just yet.  I want to remember how we were.  I want to see how we laughed as we go over your small garden and pick those ampalayas and other vegetables you painstakingly cared for.  I want to remember so many things. I want to remember your caring words. I just want to remember. 

I don't think I can look at the box...more so peek at you.  I'm sorry.  But I would rather paint your laughing face and etched it in my head.  I can't bear looking at you now.  I just can't! 

I'm crying...not because you passed away.  I know you have finally found your peace.  I know you are with the man you so loved who went before you to prepare your place.  I know you are excited to meet your Creator and spend eternity rejoicing in His midst.

I'm crying because I just felt the finality of things.  I'm crying to the family left behind...especially Tess.  I'm crying because I haven't talked to you... or wish you something.  I just thought you will always be there.  So stupid of me and yes, selfish.  I'm so sorry...so sorry.

To Nanay Tuble...goodbye and peace be with you.