Well all, it has been a pleasure to be here with you on MySpace, but with the bureaucracy of the site turning more and more conservative, even toward those who make the attempt to follow the rules, I'm heading out.

It has been an honor to get to know all of you and to be a part of this community.  Please know that you will be in my thoughts and I will still be around...simply moving over to WhosNaughty . com instead.

You are more than welcome to join me there if you are a performer, participant or fan of the adult industry and the content we take so much pride and pleasure in bringing you.

Much love, hugs, kisses, gropes...and all that stuff to all,
Kedra

OK, so I realize that MySpace is used by thousands all over the world
I realize that there are underage viewers and that they "can" have access to all pages...LCN
UNLESS those of us who are responsible actually set our preferences not to allow viewers under 18, to be able to access our pages!LCN

I made a point of setting my preferences, of making my page accessible to those who are "of age" and not allowing the yung'uns to be on it...and still I get my links blocked! WTF???LCN

I'm sorry, but add an AVS to the fucking page if you have an issue with underage viewers going to pages they shouldn't! 
I followed the rules that MySpace gave me. I haven't posted any explicit content or intentionally contributed to the delinquency of minors!  I have made sure that only those who are approved as "over 18" have access to my page and still I get this bullshit about Adult Content Links being banned.LCN

Ya know what?  I guess that MySpace is unwilling to face the fact that 88% of internet users are surfers of porn.  That 88% is obviously in the moral minority ...ppffttt as IF!LCN

It's a sad thing when you can't actually be yourself and take pride in what you do for a living because they've decided that their own security measures aren't up to scratch and instead of fixing them, you are penalized!

Screw this...I'm a little bit tipsy..I'm a lot pissed off and I'm sick of people telling me that I am not allowed to be active in an environment that I have made pains to respect.LCN

Kiss my ass, MySpace.
Fuck You, Tom!

Peace to all those who did make it fun to be here.
Kedra @ LCN

Just a quickie this afternoon, to say thank you to all of the friend who spent the night with me last night!  You guys kept me awake, alert and having so much fun that I didn't even realize it was almost 4am until the last few seconds that I was online.

Thank you!

It is always such a pleasure to spend the night chillin' with the LCN crowd and I don't know if you guys have any idea just how much you are all appreciated for the fun, laughter and craziness that you share with me.

So, after a decent morning's sleep (can you believe it, I actually slept for 7hrs this morning) I am planning to spend the rest of the weekend relaxing and taking advantage of a bit of SWG time before the "regular work week" begins! 

I hope that everyone has a fantastic weekend and I will be back online on Monday evening to start the perviness all over again!  I think I am going to need it after my first real day in the office!

Huge hugs and kisses to everyone!
Love,
Kedra

Finally! I'm back to my regular schedule at LCN and tonight is my first overnight shift of 2008!  I can't wait!

Not only will I be online but we will also have the pleasure of Atish's company for the early morning hours as well!  Whoo hooo! 

I'm so happy to be getting back into the swing of things and I'm also soooooo nervous about what will be coming after the weekend!

On Monday, I start working in the studio office, full time! EEEKKK A desk job?  Me?  It feels so strange to be typing that!  I have never really been an "office type" and the idea of spending 5 days a week doing that 9-5 gig is really mind boggling! At least my boss has no problem with me doing sales calls and customer service in lingerie, right?  That has to be a bonus! *giggle*

Not to worry, I still plan on spending my evenings being silly, sex-starved, psychotic lil' ole me, but I guess that my 18hr/8days a week sessions of SWG will be on hold for a while...ok, the weekends are still MINE, damn it! 

*sigh*  I have to say that there is some satisfaction in the knowledge that I will be doing a bit more for a company that has given so much to me over the past 2 years.  It will be a blast I am sure, but do me a favor?  Keep your fingers crossed for me? Pretty please?

Hugs and kisses,
Kedra

Yes, it's begun!  A whole new year and all of the excitement and fears that go along with it.

I woke up this morning and I started to wonder...
Will I get it all done this year?
Will I find the time for the fun things I want to do?
Will I get everything straightened out?
*sigh*

It almost feels like the first day of a very long week ahead and no clear plan as to how to tackle all of the tasks that I know are waiting for me as soon as I sit down at my desk.  Overwhelming, I suppose that's a good word for it.

On the bright side...

I did get the new buisness card design mapped out and I'm happy with the results.  I can check that one off the list.

I made it through New Year's without getting TOO drunk or out of control and I didn't wake up with a hangover! Always a bonus!

And Hey! I'm here, I'm writing and I think that I have finally gotten it into my head that each time I get to share something with all of you, it reminds me that there are friends out there who mean so much to me that I MUST make more time to spend with. I am trying, folks. I am.

So I guess the year is starting out better than last, in a few areas.  Keep your fingers crossed for me? 

A special Thank You goes out to Cara at the start of this new year.  I realized last night that it's been 18 years now since that first day we decided that our differences were not the obstacles that we had thought and we became such good friends.

Thank you Cara!  Thank you for being my sanity, my grounding point, my GapGirl/AnnTaylorWoman!  My dose of reality when I desperately need one.  And thank you so much for putting up with my craziness for so long.  I love ya girlie!

Huge hugs to all,
Kedra

Bring on 2008!!!  I am so ready for the new year to begin!
I have been thinking back, this weekend on all of the different things that happened to me in 2007 and I have to say that if I can continue to have years like this one, I will be a happy camper indeed.

I've made so many new friends, re-connected with old friends, found new directions to travel and experienced so much that I'm a bit overwhelmed with the changes that I see in myself and the world around me from the events of 07.

I wonder what the new year holds.  Will it be as good a year or better?  I have faith that no matter what happens, there is so much more to find and do out there that it will definitely be a year to remember. 

Resolutions?  Nah, not my style.  I have plans, but I don't think that making a declaration of intent is really necessary for me to accomplish my goals.  I know what they are and I hope that the friends and business associates that surround me will help me to find a path toward fulfilling my own hopes and dreams. 

I want to thank everyone who has helped to make 2007 such an amazing year for me.  You know who you are, even if you do need a BITCHSLAP once in a while to remind ya!   Thank you!

I hope that 2008 is a special year for everyone and that you find yourself celebrating each of the little successes as well as the big ones.  Don't be disheartened by the little failures, we all have them and it's so much better to learn from our mistakes and try not to repeat them than it is to wallow in the little things that can't be changed.  Be happy, be safe, be kind and most of all...be yourself!  No one else can do it better!

Love and warm wishes to all,
Kedra

Just a quick one to say that I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday and a very merry New Year!  Please be safe, enjoy the company of family and friends and begin the new year with the spirit of renewal that it brings. 

Each day is a new day, but to me, the beginning of a new year signifies the challenge of setting new goals and doing your best to meet them while still having the time and inclination to enjoy the simple pleasures that each new day offers us.

I hope that 2008 is a special year for each of you and that you are able to do all of the things that you wish to over the coming months.

Cheers,
Kedra

Howdy all!

Well it seems my weekend of partying left me with a bit of a cold that just won't let go!  I swear that colds are worse than anything else when it comes to being ill.  You get the flu and in a couple days it's out of your system and you feel fine.  A cold seems to hold on forever and whether it's the sniffles or body aches or chest congestion...it feels like it goes on forever.  But what can ya do?  Overdose on nyquil and vitamin C seems to be the only real relief.  Ah well, tis the season, right?

And what a season it is turning out to be.  Snow, snow and more snow!  Monday my car was buried in a snow dune and I woke up this morning to find it once again covered in a blanket of white.  Pretty as it is, what a pain to dig it out (especially feeling like dren already) and make a path to the street.  The good news is...all that effort makes a body ache for a different reason and takes my mind off the cold for a bit.  A nice warm cup of tea and all seems to be well at the moment.

Tomorrow I am off to Maine again.  Christmas with my dad and his girlfriend should be fun, though a bit stressful as this is the first since my grandmother passed away.  I hope that being there will lighten his burden somewhat and not make it worse.

It's strange for me to think that there will be no more of those large family gatherings with my grandmother presiding over the entire group.  She was such a feisty woman and could start an argument with anyone...but what a heart of gold hidden behind the sarcasm.  She will be missed greatly, especially over the next few days.

To one and all, I hope that the next week is cheeful and full of fun.  Enjoy the time with family and friends and if you are far away...make at least one phone call to a loved one and wish them a happy holiday, ok? 

Love and kisses to all,
Kedra

So it's 1:30am, I just got home from the Penthouse bash and I just had to say that my faith in the Spirt of the Season has been rejuvinated a bit.

Last night was my first Christmas party of the year and it ended up being a wonderful evening/early morning of spending time with friends that I had missed and new faces that I was incredibly happy to meet.  I didn't realize how much of a "family" I have acquired over the past couple years and I suppose that I really did need to feel that sense of warmth and belonging a lot more than I had imagined. 

Tonight, being more of a "work" party was even more of a surprise.  Seeing folks that I know primarily via email and icq for the first time since February, catching up on the local biz scene and even having some fun with those that had joined us last night made the experience not only profitable from a work point of view, but fun and silly and crazy and ok..ya know what...I had a dayum good time and that's about all there is to it.

Somewhere between greeting everyone that I hadn't seen in months and drunken hugs from friends who will be there on Monday, I found myself speaking those wishes of Holiday Cheer with REAL CHEER in my voice and in my heart.  Ok the hottie Penthouse Pets in Santa gear didn't hurt either, but...seriously...I guess I really did need a weekend of parties and egg nog to lighten my thoughts.

A huge Thank You goes out to all of those who helped to get me back in the spirit and I truly hope that everyone has a great holiday.

Off to veg in front of the tube for a bit so I can wind down and relax enough to sleep.

Sweetest dreams to all and a very good night.
Lots of love,
Kedra

So, I finally got back to the unusual grind that is my life and I started thinking about the Holiday season and all of the BS that has become such a part of it.

Ya know, when I was a kid, the magic of the holidays, to me, was always wrapped up in seeing the entire family together.  Grandparents, aunts and uncles, cousins and family friends would all get together and we would have this looong table (please understand that I am talking a minimum of 25 people here) decorated with pine boughs and candles and deep red crystal glasses by the plates, along with an assortment of bowls and serving dishes filled to the brim and steaming as we all sat down to a meal together.

Yes, of course, there was the traditional opening of presents, "Alright, but just one before bed ...you have to wait for Santa to visit before you open the rest."  It was always a magical thing to open each gift and discover that one thing that you had asked for all year inside the very last one opened.  The presents were always fun, but reconnecting with my couins always seemed more important to me during that week off from school.  I knew that it was the only time that I would see them until summer rolled around and growing up as a kid in Maine, the time between December and June seemed like it was forever away.

Now, I find myself so wrapped up in purchasing the right gift for a family member or friend, getting the greeting cards sent and figuring out where everyone is going to be for the holidays so time consuming that the magic is gone.  Thirteen days until Christmas and I still haven't found that spark of Holiday magic that always seemed to light up inside me by the end of Thanksgiving day when I was little.  I don't even have a Christmas tree, for the second year in a row.

I saw a card in a shop window yesterday, an old Norman Rockwell Christmas print on it's cover and for a moment I just stood there looking at it and wondering where the simple joy of the season had gone.  Partying in Jamaica, I'll bet!  Buying a round for Birthday Excitement and Valentine's Passion!

I suppose that I am just trying to say that I miss the simplicity of childhood and the  fun that used to be a part of this time of year.  I am sorry that my first post in months is such a downer, but I just had to get it out.  Hopefully the parties kicking off this weekend will improve my outlook, huh?  I hope so.  Keep your fingers crossed for me?

I hope each and every one of you has a Happy Holiday Season and that you remember to give a hug to a sibling or friend when you greet them.  Keep the gifts simple and heart-felt and take a moment to toss a snowball or two if you are residing in climes that allow.

My love a good wishes to all.
Kedra