Okay, so I know its been a really super long time since I posted a blog.  One might even say too long.  But my blogs aren't ever really anything too interesting or mind boggling that people really try to keep up with it.  Anyway, I decided its time.

I'm sitting here in my new place. No chair. No desk even. My computer is set up on the Yaffa blocks that I got many eons ago when first coming to Boston.  Not the best set-up, but it will certainly do for now.  You just wait and see, I'm going to make this the greatest one-room abode ever! So, yes, I am sitting in my new place. An apartment? No. But its my own. No more couch surfing for me. And I don't have any roommates. I don't have to put up with anyone in my space anymore. It truly can be my space now.  I am able to do with it exactly how I please.  And that makes me feel good.  I hated living with roommates. I never felt comfortable.  I don't know for sure if it was just those roommates or if its just roommates in general.  I think it might have been more of the latter, but I think in general I just prefer living on my own.  We'll see. Someone said that it'll probably get lonely.  Maybe so, but if that is the case I can always go out and see people. And at the end of the night, not get that feeling in my stomach...that super ICK feeling. I breathe a great sigh of relief to that.

So, on that note, I will end my rambling. I'm sorry to all my faithful readers (not that I expect there are any out there) for letting you down for so long with no blog to read. I am back. On my own. And happy.

More to come.

 L .

stole this from a friend...

I _____ Laura.
Laura is _____.
Laura needs ______.
I want to _____ Laura.
Laura can ______.
Someday Laura will _______.
Laura reminds me of _______.
Without Laura, _________.
Laura can be _______.
Laura is always _______.
Worst thing about Laura is ________.
Best thing about Laura is ________.
I think Laura should _________.
If Laura was an animal, she'd be a ______.
Right now, I bet Laura is thinking about _______.
Laura makes me want to _______.
Laura probably tastes like ________.
If I could spend the day with Laura, I'd ____________.
I'd ______ for Laura.
Laura is made of _________.
Laura is the _________.
If I could be Laura for a day, I'd ______.
I want to give Laura a ________.
The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Laura.

That's right. Go get yo'self a copy of my magazine! It's out.

I have an eight page photo layout and an article in the latest issue. (That's issue #4.)

You can get it at Newbury Comics and Amazings...as well as a few other places.

I know this was a shameless plug on my part. But really what's stopping you? You know you want it. and you know you wanna see me in a magazine...

To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line, If I said
I miss you.
I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine
You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know, that I care
And I miss you

1. Get kissed in the rain
2. Have that one hott kiss where your pressed against the wall
3. Have a guy that thinks you're the world
4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs
5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear
6. Have that moment where you just gaze into eachother's eyes
7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.
8. When you're not with your guy he's all that you can think about
9. Wearing his jacket and everytime you breath in, his scent surrounds you
10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.
11. A guy who squeezes your hand
12. A boy that says he loves you and means it
13. A guy that will play your favorite song outside your window
14. A guy who is loyal
15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.
16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.
17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable...not hot, fine, or sexy
18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.
19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile
20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends
21. A boy that tells you everything honestly
22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family
23. A guy that will always let you win
24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against
25. A guy who calls you at night just to say 'hi' and see how your day has been
26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better
27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you're sad, even if you're quiet
28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with
29. A boy that will just randonmly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you
30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.
31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.
32. A guy who wouldn't mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.
33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.
34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he's washing your worries/troubles away.
35. A guy who tells you you make his day better, just for being you
36. A guy who will tell you that he likes you even if he doesn't know if you feel the same

Still looking...although some come close.

So I've found my new Sunday night bar haunt. Its at least one of the places i can go drink in boston... Good times tonight with Abby and Teresa. It was good running inot Nadine there too. Good drinks and really good food too!

Lets turn Birch Street Bistro into the new kickin hot spot!

fill this out for me

1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

If a Man Wants You....

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition(or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.

Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you
deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends."
A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything.
He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior.
Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not
supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. (Hallelujah, thank you Jesus!)
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to
love them and an entire lifetime to forget them!