Tonight was supposed to be a movie night with Lindsey and it kinda put a downer on my week. It's funny.. Things keep getting more complicated the older I become. More responsibility for what I do and how I go about doing it..
Don't get me wrong, the problem has nothing to do with Lindsey at all, it was everyone else. A lot of people call me a straight edge even though I'm really not.. There's just a few things I really don't want any part of; one of them being drinking to the point of being retardedly wasted beyond the point of sensibility.
I'm sure a lot of you are mocking me about it saying "Oh well that's the point, it's fun" or whatever but I just feel that it's not only a waste of money and health, it makes you look like a total idiot. You know, maybe I could handle it a bit better if people I knew didn't do that around me and did it on their own time.. I don't know.
The fact is that's part of the reason why I don't get along with people easily.. If someone is into something like that and chooses to do that crap around me even after they know full well that I don't want any part of it, then that's it for me. I'm done with them. Time to move on to someone else and give them a shot.
Problem. A lot of people this day and age, no matter how old they are, think it's fun and the in thing or whatever.. but you know what? Why do they think that they need something to alter themselves just for a kick? Is their life really that bland that there is no alternative? Has the world just kind of blocked out the fact that you don't have to screw with your head by drinking or doing drugs to be entertained?
No. Of course not. It's not like you do it all the time.. There are plenty of other things to do too right? Then take it from someone who's obviously smarter than you, and take your pick.