Ms. Childs this is too let you know how I feel,

I love you. I know men have told you that before and you may ask what makes my love different, Let me tell you what make my love different you are my air....and now I can breathe knowing that I have a women that wants me and loves me. You are the wind behind me pushing me forward when I think I can't go on, And I am ecstatic to have you in my life. So when you see me smiling for no reason know that your the reason why. Fate has brought you to me and there is nothing that can separate us because at the end of the day as I lay with you in my arms its your mind,body, and soul that I hold.

For my so called friends WET_PUSS_KIM and D_Boy79

watching how he treats you, cause i know he ain't right
watching his comings and goings, day and night
listening to you complain daily about all the bullshit at home
hearing you constantly crying and wishing his sorry ass was gone

now i could tell him he's fucking up, you know give "my boy" a clue
but i ain't bout to tell him shit, cause I'm scheming on you
he got one more damn time to let me hear you cry
leave you at home weeping, I'll wipe tears from your eye

I'll comfort you and treat you like you deserve
oh sorry ass half-a-man, he got some damn nerve
I'll make him regret the day that he forgot what he had
I'll make him regret the first time he made you sad

touching you in places he never chose to explore
doing it in positions he never knew you had in store
make you say shit while we fuck that he had never heard
cause oh baby oh baby is not the only fuck word

keeping a smile on your face that you are proud to wear
and when he sees you he'll want to smile but the happiness ain't there
I'm doing all this because i sat back and took my time
i observed, listened and studied his fuck ups in order to make you mine

and now that i have you you are not going to leave me
because you are more happier than you thought you could ever be
well let me tell you something that might fuck up your mind
sit your smiling ass down cause i ain't got much time

this shit was all a game from the very beginning
yeah yeah i know you thought that love you was winning
you can't win shit if you're not playing the game
you was in it for real now bow that head in shame

you got played from your throat to your ass
but you said "you loved me", shit i say that to my cash
you see my boy bet me that i couldn't take you outta his home
he said he had you whipped and you'd never leave him alone

so i came in and provided what was missing
and it went from his to my dick you was kissing
now don't get me wrong, i always wanted to fuck
your feelings and heart just had a stroke of bad luck

go ahead and say it "nigga you ain't shit"
i never said i was, but your spot i did hit
i gave you what he wouldn't and some situations he couldn't
and i didn't want to because i knew i shouldn't

you left yourself open and now you mad at both of us
i say "fuck both of ya'll, cause ya'll is scandalous."
how you gone let your boy fuck your girl and fake like it's for real
and how you gone fuck your man's partner when you already know the deal

both of ya'll broke rules in the game so both of ya'll got to pay
some may think i broke rules too and to that i say
i was used as a pawn in order to prove a point
about some bullshit that could have been settled with some henny and a joint

scandalous ass motherfuckers treat each other the same
they can't see the wrong cause they call it by another name
but I'll keep fucking your girl and trying to make her fail your test
cause when it comes to fucking over scandalous motherfuckers, I'm the best....

To my bbw goddess you know who you are...

I got to know Toya pretty well. She and I would exchange greetings everyday when she was on her way in from work and that eventually turned into conversations and we became good friends.

Toya had a fetish. One that I did not think that she would be into but you live and u learn. Her thing was that she liked to have her ass beat. I mean she liked to be spanked. She had two ways by which she liked her spankings either by open hand or with a cat of nine tails. She asked me if I had one, I said no I like to play my part. She asked what did that mean. I said I can be all things to all people, within my boundaries of course.

We would have these teasing sessions sitting on her porch at night. Acting like we was in high school and shit feeling each other up and talking about erotic shit. She told me about a time when her ex tied her up on spread eagle on her stomach and spanked her with a leather cat o nine tails. How he would give her a hard lash and then lightly drag the tails across her cheeks to sooth it. She said she could literally cum from that alone. She said he loosened the rope around her legs and positioned her doggy style. He entered her from the rear and with each deep stroke he give her a lash. After about 9 or 10 strokes and lashes she came so hard that she shook for hours afterward. Now, me being the inquisitive person that I am, I wanted to see this. So I kept it real with her when I said that I am in now way a Dom; however, I do have dom tendencies. I asked her when was the last time she had her ass whooped. She said it had been awhile and she would like to feel my hands smacking her ass. Well, who am I to deny a lady in need?, We went inside and I put on my dom demeanor. She told me to do whatever I felt I had to do to make her submit because she wasn't gonna just give in. With that said, I tore off her skirt and put her over my knee. She gave some resistance overpowering her was easy. For a big girl she had a bulbous ass and a fat neatly trimmed cooch. I raised my hands spreading my fingers wide and came down with a hellasious smack. Then I rubbed the red mark in gentle  circles. Again I smacked her ass. I did this for about 5 minutes alternating between cheeks. As I looked between her legs I could see how wet her pussy was and how she enjoyed me punishing her ass. I know she could feel my dick poking her in the stomach and she reached her hand under me to tickle my nuts through my shorts. I could feel the precum leaking from then tip. I stopped spanking her and started playing in her wetness. Sticking my fingers into her pussy until she wiggled and then I would slap her ass. She was in extacy. I fingered her and slapped her ass randomly. Until she came. Sho nuf, her orgasm lasted a good 10 minutes. She laid across my lap shaking and twitching while I rubbed her ass cheeks.

When she stopped cumming she asked me if I was through with her. I told her no and asked if she had a cat o nine tails. She said no. I sat thinking while she rubbed my hard dick. I could not fuck because I had no rubbers so I had to improvise. I told her to get on the couch doggy style and suck my dick. She move quick to obey my orders. She was naked from the waist down and she had her hair in long Micro braids. She began giving me head and took instructions well. She wet my dick just like I told her too. I told her I wanted spit to run down my balls and she did just that. While she sucked me off. I grabbed her braids and used them to beat her ass. I grabbed just enough to make a nice cat o braid tails and while it was not the leather version it served its purpose. As she suck my dick with no hands I whupped that ass with her braids. She got more and more excited with each lash. The more excited she got the faster she went down on me. I controlled my nut because I wanted to come with her. She went all the way down on my dick and made a OOOOOF! sound. She came up and fell back onto the arm of the sofa taking hard short breathes and pinching her nipples I stood up and started jerking my dick. I wanted to come with her she hugged herself and I worked hard on timing my nut to meet hers. Finally, I felt the hot fluid raise from my balls. It felt like it started in the soles of my feet and whoooooose. I came so hard that I dropped to my knees jerking the whole way down. She looked over at me and started giggling. There we were cumming and giggling together. We composed ourselves and cleaned up. We shared these sessions and massive orgasms on a number of occasions that hot summer.

To my bbw goddess you know who you are.....

Thickety Thick Thunder
You making me wonder
What you hiding
Between them thighs

Tongue wanna wonder
Fingers trying to explore
Mind caught all up
in an electrical storm
Your positive
Meets my negative
Eyes definitely wanting to see more

Spread...

Yourself all across my face
Like some expensive preserves
Yes I deserve
The right to preserve
This sight all night

Your legs....
Damn girl
Regain your composure
Lick one
Lick two
Me humming on your clit
And you screaming
---ooh baby that's my shit
Hold on...

Vaginal face mask
Inhaling
You
Is
So

Intoxxxicating

To my bbw goddess you know who you are...

You had a long day, a bunch of non stop craziness at work. You head straight to the bed, undress yourself down to your thong and jump directly into bed. Within minutes you are sleep. I lock up, and head directly into the room behind you. You look so good right now. You are laying on your stomach, your ass looking so juicy and plump in your red thong. Your thighs are slightly parted, should I or shouldn't I. I have to... Ever so gently I position myself between your thighs. Lightly I reposition you; creating more space between your thighs. You shake a little, so I back off until you resettle into your slumber. I have you just where I want you at; legs apart, ass up and ready. I start rubbing your always wet pussy, you lay a little moan and mummer something that isn't really audible. I make sure that you are still sleep before I continue on. I slide your thong to the left, and start to lick your moistened lips. Slowly pushing my tongue inside of you. You call my name out and ask me what's going on. I don't answer; continuing to lick your pussy and heading to your clit. As I wrap my tongue and lips around your clit you jump and moan. I wrap my arms around your thighs; forcing your ass higher into the air exposing your pussy to me. I tongue fuck your pussy with no regards. Pushing my face, my tongue as deep as I can get it. Your juices are flowing, you are moaning. I tug on your clit, flicking my tongue across it as gently as possible. I move my tongue from your clit to your pussy; licking your walls and lapping up as much of your juices as I can. You are bucking; moaning, screaming from the pleasure that has awoken you from your sleep. I can feel your pussy pulsating with every flick, every move of my tongue. I go back to your clit, and slide my finger into your pussy. You know what's coming as you try to regain your composure. It's too late; I lock onto your clit at the same time that I work my fingers over to your g-spot. You buck wildly; and within seconds you release...Loads of cum shoot out of your pussy, but I don't release you just yet. I keep sucking, licking, rubbing. "Oh shit, I'm going to squirt!" I tug on your clit and suck. You convulse as you the intensity is to much to control. "ohhh shhiiiittt" You squirt, a steady stream of your hot cum drizzling out of your steaming pussy. I release you, and you immediately drop to the bed; panting heavy and still shivering from the encounter. I caress you from behind; holding you tight until you fall back into a heavy slumber. Then I wispier in your ear "GOOD NIGHT"

It's when so many things are going fantastic but there's still monkey wrenches being thrown into the plan. I fight failure with everything inside of me. It's ok to fall, but I don't let myself fail. I always believe there's light at the end of the tunnel--because there is. I have faith, because regardless of your religion beliefs. We as human beings need something to believe in--and for me, myself and my faith is my nucleus. I need to always believe that things will be ok, that things will always work out. I've been like this since day one, and I'll be like this to my last day. This unforeseen faith is what drives me day to day. But today it's just one of those days, I ran into one hell of an obstacle but I'll be alright I'll just pick myself up again its just sometimes I wish I had just a little help, because it's just one of those days.

Have you ever found yourself looking for the perfect orgasm???

You know sometimes you want to have sex but sometimes it's not the sex but the orgasm that your looking for. For everyone that ultimate orgasm is different. For some it is the first time they finally get naked in front of a person for some women it's the size of a man's dick for some men it's the wetness of a women's pussy, but for me its the kissing the touching the heat from my partners body the way my partner sounds when I'm hitting her spot. The worse part is when your single and you can't call on old reliable for the special thing anymore and you have to find new friends. Because then you have to find a new friend and sometimes it takes forever and on nights like this its no fun being home alone.

HOW TO LOVE (ME),A BLACK MAN

The first thing you must understand

There`s no easy way to love a black man

You`ve got to figure him out

Learn what he`s about

And know he`s someone you can`t live without

Shower him with sweetness

But never let him mistake your kindness for weakness

It`s hard for him to give himself to you

So be appreciative of the little things he tries to do

Let him know he can confide in you

And in return he won`t have to hide things from you

So be supportive-Be his friend not his foe

When he makes a mistake don`t say I told you so

Be understanding-not demanding

Let him unwind

He faces a world of rain

So be his sunshine

Don`t get too cozy in the comfort zone

You`ll take him for granted and end up alone

Keep love exciting and new

Go the extra mile

Keep finding new ways to make him smile

Remember to be sexy because without a doubt

He wants to be proud when he takes you out

Don`t let yourself go, don`t forget about you

Love yourself and he will love you too

Don`t smother the man - Let him breathe

The tighter you hold on

The faster he will leave

And when you love him

Love him all the way down

Don`t be afraid to explore him pound for pound

If you don`t give him what he needs to feel

I guarantee that someone else will

Be honest, be patient, and demand respect

Show him your pride, stand by his side

And a wonderful black man is what you`ll get