I am not making a N. Y resolution I am just making hopefully from now on, and change.

You can read back in my blog me talking about B.H.S, well I obviously didnt keep up with it, nor the excercise or the healthy way of eating.  Well, that is changing I want to feel and look hot again!!!!

I am noticing I am not getting the looks like I did when I was smaller.  And, hey I am not dead, getting checked out gives every women a boost. (if he is good looking of course LOL)

Josh always tells me to matter the size or shape he loves every inch of me.  Well, that is nice and sweet but I would love for it to be a lot less inches. lol

I think I just needed a taste of confindence to remind me how I feel, and carry myself when I was taking better care.  Me and Edith one of the Octagon Girls I take care of.  We were walking to the bar @ Mandalay Bay before the 79 fight.  And we were walking on the casino floor and struting (not realizing of course) until we sat down and we looked at each other and started laughing.  We were like "We were totally acting like Charlie's Angels struting like that, and all the men were watching us.  There was not one group of guys that we passed that did not drop a jaw or totally run in to something.  Granted she is HOT, but I was getting looks too because I was CONFIDENT!

So, guys here is the first new post for B.H.S, k so stay tunned.

Leslie

To all of my Myspace friends and family that read my blog.  Can you send me an email/message with your addresses.  Your prompt response to this request is gratiously appreciated.

Josh and Leslie

Sorry for the length of time since the last update.  But, if you know us well you would know we were traveling once every week last month.  Only home for 2-3 days at the most in between.

So here it is!!!!!

After Thanksgiving and all the eating, and even after Cabo San Lucas I have managed to continue loosing weight.

New weight !!! 222    

I have hit the 30lb mark   !!!!   YEAH YEAH YEAH

I know I am a goober.

Love all, Leslie

WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is my next update. 

Weight 225

Total Inches lost 18 3/4"

Previous clothing size range 18 thru 22

Current size 14/16

I just wanted to say how humbling it is loosing weight.  I never thought it could be scary at the same time exciting. What do I mean by that?  I have shopped at full figured stores since I was a Junior in High School.  The feeling I felt on Sunday shopping and trying on clothes to see where I am.  Then to find out possibly in 1-2 months I will be no longer able to shop at the micro-scopic quantity of full figured stores.  That I will enevitably be able to shop just about anywhere.  Is humblind but also scary as hell.  I guess Lane Bryant, and Avenue have been my crutch, my safety net. 

I want to start crying just thinking about it.  But, most of all I could not have done it with out Josh in my life.  He has been so strong and ego boosting for me.  Lol  Then when he started Weight Watchers with me, everything was easier and now we were working more as a team. 

I can say that I am so proud of him.  This weeked he got into one pair of jeans that he has not be able to wear since maybe 18 months ago.  I just gave him a big hug.  We are definitely happier, and more positive.  We had a terrific week last week and the weekend was great. 

P.S Sex is definitely better now.  Only because my cardio is better. LOLOL LMAO

Well, here it is another measure day!! I am feeling a little heavier since returning from FL.  But, wait.!  What? I have lost again!   LOL Trust me I was surprised to.

I am 227.2 lbs

This miss is taking charge of her life and it is rewarding her back.  I haven't felt so figuritively light on my feet.  But, I have noticed I walk faster.  I just feel better.  I more awake and am happier. Of, course the happy vitamins don't hurt.  What am I taking.  Here is the list

Women's daily, St. John's Wart (positive mood), Gingko biloba (mind clarity, positive mood), Calcium, Magnesium, Sam-E (Joint helper, inflamation reducer, and Positive mood)

I think there working.  I hope that when I post changes that they do not bring anyone down.  I would love nothing more than to be a good influence, and an inspiration.  Trust me I have been heavy since I was 12.  It is mainly just a choice, I want to have a healthy and long life.  And, where I was standing my body was not holding up.  With all our travels and busy life I was sick all the time.  And, now everyone at work is sick and who isn't, ME?!

So, please if your feeling down and need a boost never hesitate to call or message.  I will be what you need when you need it!

Leslie

Well, I need to come up with an abbreviation on the subject line for my weight loss, and healthy eating updates.  You, know I thought that when I started this entry I would be able to brain storm, or that it would hit me.  It hasn't. 

Maybe everyone can help me!?

Reply to this post if your interested.  Write the abbreviation, and the definition.  IE

"WB" Weight Blog, or something cute.   "BHS" Becoming Hot Stuff.

LOL HA HA HA yeah I know that was corny.  But, hey that is me.  So, help me!

Well, my last weigh - in on Saturday was...

232 lbs   I have made it to my first 20lbs!!!!!!!!!

stay tuned....

So, me and Josh have come to the conclusion of......

That I have a LOVE TANK!  So to speak.  And, that lately is has been low.  So, we are working hard on working better with each other.  And, he is working on filling the empty LOVE TANK.  LOL Corny I know but hey what ever works right?

Stay tuned.....

Well, more and more this is the story of my life.  The angry short tempered Josh.  He works his ass off, and should I give him a get out of jail free card for that.  Sorry, I wonder if I am just getting burnt out.  On, what?  My mundane, repetative, and way to busy, and materialistic life. I wish when people say their going to change and work on things. That they don't just do it 100% the first day and 80% the next and 0% the third day. And, that is when things get back to normal. No romance, no sweet nothings. And, always being told that his work is more important. I wish our relationship could have just 20% of the heart that he puts into his work. But, where am I ......with 0!!!!!!!!!!!

Weight 234.6 lbs (almost 7lbs gone)

Accumalative of 3-1/2" gone!