Working at the movie theater, I see many, many movies.  Lots of them are crap, some of them are cool.  Here's my Top 10 of the past year.  If your favorite isn't on the list, well, that's your (clearly lame) opinion. Feel free to comment and yell at me lol.

10. Black Snake Moan.  There were several badass movies that came out last year.  This one of them.  Once you get past the weird chained up thing, it's got a good story and great acting.

9.  Juno.  So cute!  So funny!  Endearing from beginning to end.

8. Ratatouille.  Yeah, Pixar does it again.  They're just that good, the animation in this is so beautiful and amazing. 

7.  Stardust.  This movie is fun and whimsical and takes you to another world--and isn't that what movies are supposed to do?

6.  3:10 to Yuma.  Great acting, gorgeous cinematography.  This is a non-boring Western, and that in itself is pretty rad.

5.  Waitress.  Nothing else this year will make you smile more.  :) A sweet story with a great cast.

4.  There Will Be Blood. It's very bleak and dark and if Daniel Day-Lewis doesn't win the Oscar for this performance, then something is seriously wrong!

3.  300.  On my list for its sheer awesomeness.  And Gerard Butler's sexy man thighs.  Yowza.

2.  Grindhouse.  Two amazing movies + four hilarious fake trailers = coolest movie of the year. 

1.  No Country for Old Men.  Throughout the movie, you never quite know what's going to happen, it's riveting from beginning to end--no matter how ambiguous that ending may be.  But then again, I've always been a sucker for an ambiguous ending.

Woo!  I got a car!  Me!  A car!  It's a 1998 Buick Century (ooh, aah).  So, yes, it is an old man car.  And as such, it needs an old man name.  Therefore, his name is Ronald Reagan.  lol.

My driving test in on Tuesday.  Wish me luck!  It's gonna be totally sad if I fail it.  And not just in the not happy way, in the lame way as well.  I mean, seriously, I should have done this years ago.  But I'm so excited that it's finally happening!  :)

Me and Carson and Hayley move into our apartment in about 2 weeks!  Yay!  Don't worry--housewarming party to follow shortly! :P 

So, me and Carson and Hayley are going to get an apartment together.  Woo!  Yes, you're invited to the party :P  It's been awhile--okay, 3 years--since I've lived with roommates, but Car and Hayley are cool, so it should be fun.  And right now I'm all about saving some money, maybe saving up for a car. :) 

 The only problem is, finding a 3-bedroom is hard! We're not having the best of luck.  We've been up and down Lancaster, looked in the paper and online, and we're still having issues!  It's totally lame. But we will find something, I'm sure. 

Anyway, wish us luck, and if you know of a place, call me!!

I'm feeling a lot better.  But I'm still a bit mad at myself.  I wish I could just say what I want.  I wish I could tell people what I feel.  But I'm so bad at that.  And it ends up pushing people away in the end.  So sad.  I know I'm not alone, but sometimes it ends up feeling that way.  As much as I love living alone, sometimes it's really hard to go home to no one.  Wait, this is sounding a lot more emo than what I'm really feeling...

On the plus side, I've now lost 30 pounds!  Yay, super yay!!!  It's feels so good, I feel so much better physically, and that makes me feel better in general.  And I'm really motivated right now, I'm so excited to keep losing more weight. The best thing is buying new clothes!  I'm already fitting into a smaller size than I expected, it's so cool! :) Anyway, if you see me, tell me how hot I look! :P

getting my hopes up.  It's always the same.  Just like everything else, I don't get what I want.

I'm so tired of everything always being the same.  It's like perpetual boredom.  I need a shake-up, some kind of big excitement in my life.  Becuase all this same-ness is lame(ness). I feel like all of my days are blending together, and nothing is worth remembering.  Even the drama is just the same drama recycled over and over. Blah. And I'm not saying that there isn't enjoyment in my life--there is, I just... don't know how to explain it I guess.  Maybe I feel a bit purposeless.  Sad.  *sigh* 

And the worst part is that I hate feeling this way, it's kind of lonely to think that way.