In a daydream present time is lost.. my thoughts are filled with the images of you. My mind, body, and soul is sent out to this place in my head where we are one free and happy. I daydream and time passes with delay…. but then I'm sent back with out warning! I close my eyes in hopes that perhaps you'll return to my once uninterrupted daydream.

I awake hoping that somehow we can engage in each others company. Happy to be in one another's presents.

Simply happy to be in each others arms, happy to feel the warmth as our skin touches and the feel of your loving lips.

xnight

side note: I don't remember when i wrote this i was in a daydream

Bliss the day, bliss the night, bliss the world and all it's bright

Consumed are we with greed and lust

Look inward, look out

I gather my thoughts and I exhale the past

The sun, she shines

The stars they glow

The moon he lights up the dead of night

Remember what you do today affects your future. If you don't want it in future don't do it in the present. The out come can be greater then the day itself. Actions do speak louder then words. Actions are the past, present, and future of your life.

AQUARIUS

Welcome to Part Two of your outlook for the second half of 2008, Aquarius. We're checking up on how you're progressing with the challenges you were given near the end of last year. I'm hoping six months from now, you'll look back and make the following declaration: "This is the hardest I've ever worked to be free. Liberation always came pretty easily to me before, but this year I had to find a new ways - complicated, interesting, highly advanced ways - to carve out the space to live the life I want. I'm glad I was challenged so deeply. It has made me a genius of emancipation."

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Yup I'M LOOKING … but right now it feels more like waiting... What I want and what I can actually have are two totally different things.. Yes we all know this.. Well as times goes on and days start to turn into months faster then you can keep up with you start to realize that waiting is about the hardest thing to do when it comes to ones own happiness. .. NO ONE should have to wait around the best time of their lives just waiting for the right one to come along. Sooo what to do …. What to do… get out there and see if he or she can be that one to make all your sad days shine…. The one that can make you feel like the best thing since sliced bread…… don't lose focus!!! Not for one minute!!!! If you fall and lose, get up, brush yourself off, remember what you've learned and aim for the xskyx! Each and everyone of you needs to know that love is a gift and finding someone to share life as partners is truly amazing and one of God's wonderful gifts to have such attraction and connection. I LOVE LIFE and I love God for the life he's given me but now I'd love to share it with that one person. LIFE IS SHORT too short for anyone to play games, or even to be dishonest or even a villain. LISTEN wake up and stop the hate. Whatever you may believe in you can't deny that one day your time on this Earth will end, either to end or start a new.. This is life, this time, is where you are and the freedom to LIVE is amazing! Sharing is caring! With all the beauty in the world why not have someone there by your side thru think and thin. HOPE BELIEVE AND LOVE

It's been a while since I've posted... I'm not sure anyone really reads this stuff but o well. It's been a place for me to let my emotions free. And It's allowed me to grow : D

So right now I'm in a pretty good place... as good as it's getting for now... I'm sure as time goes on things will fall into place for the better. One only hopes! But ATM I'm happy. Eh I don't want to speak too soon.. but I'm hoping.. This last year was pretty eventless and I hope that this next part of this year will hold better things for me. Meeting new people has really helped me realize that there just maybe someone out there for me and just maybe better people in the world! Life is short and knowing what you want out of sucks. So I'm glad I at least know what I want... Obtaining it something different.. BUT being negative will never help. So I strive to be happy. If my parents can't support that then there is something wrong with them! But I'm sure they love and just don't want anything or anyone to hurt me. Unfortunately no one can stop that. bad things happen and people hurt one another everyday of every min. I can't let that stop me in my journey. If you knew me a year ago or maybe even two years ago you would thought I was heading off to college with everyone else and knew what to do in college but as time went by I saw that slipping out of reach due to fanatical reasons and lack of it! I'm helpless w/o a vehicle. I can't believe how not having a car can effect my day to day life! It sucks!! Then gas prices!!! No need to say more..... ANYWAY I'm on my way!

I'm going to rise above this!