BIG BLUE SEA
By: Bob Schneider

My head is twisting in its cage
My mind feels like a twenty gage
I hope it's just a passing stage
My heart's not red it's beige

Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
I think I'll tell you all that I know

I tried to tell you all about it
I thought you might've heard I doubt it
Every day's a waste I know
And everyday's a funeral

I'm cutting out I'm feeling lost
I've lost my mind I'm Mr. Frost
I've collected all the evidence
I'm off the edge I'm on the fence

Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
But I think I'll tell you all that I know
I wanna be alone I wanna be a stone
I wanna sink to the bottom of the ocean
lie there with you 'til I'm gone
At the bottom of the big blue sea
Just you and me

I know I'll never know nobody
Better than I know myself
But I can't even figure out
Just what the fuck I'm all about

I'm sinking, I'm swimming no wait a minute
I'm thinking I'm drowning no I'm not kidding
I believe I just might make it
Sometimes I do sometimes I fake it

Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think
I know But I think I'll tell you all that
I know
Know I don't want to be alone

Anywhere and everywhere
Made up my mind it's getting weird
It's queer to think it might not
Get much better than today I fear
I won't ever know true happiness
I tried so hard I did my best
But my best just wasn't good enough
I swear to god I hate this stuff

Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me
Not to tell you anything I think I know
But I think I'll tell you all that I know
And I wanna be alone I wanna be a stone
I wanna sink to the bottom of the Ocean
Lie there, lie there with you, lie there with you 'til I'm gone
at the bottom of the big blue sea just you and me
at the bottom of the big blue sea
at the bottom of the big blue sea just you and me
at the bottom of the big blue sea

Its days like this that burn me
Turn me inside out and learn me (3x)
Not to tell you anything I think I know

I did a survey on FACEBOOK and I'm sharing the results here, since MYSPACE doesn't support surveys like this:
 

I think most people have forgotten that we're in the 21st century... America has moved forward in the past hundred years, and yesterday's problems should be exactly what they are.. A thing of yesterday. I swear that if I here another racist comment I'm gonna blow up. Or maybe I'll just slug ya. Damned tired of people lookin at each other as if they're any less of a person than anyone else. If you're reading it and you think I'm an asshole for saying it, you can go ahead and delete me off your page. Be one less racist bigot that I'll have to deal with!

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MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family tree - Family tree software
I thought this was hilarious.. When I uploaded my pic, they actually matched me to Kim Catrell (from Sex and the City). And to think I love the show? Maybe I've been drawn to it because one of the star actresses looks like me? LOL

So my high falutin, (POS), way too expensive, (POS), phone up and died, and I lost all numbers. And by all numbers, I mean all numbers.. from best friends, to electric companies, to grammas'.  : /

Aggravating.

So anyway..

Send me your digits so I can keep in touch.

PS, I'm out of here in 43 days..

And I'm siked.

So I've made a major decision to change career paths. This December  I will be separating from the USAF. This comes after years of pondering, and months of serious deliberation.. and I think this is the best decision to make when it relates to me and my situation.

What does it mean for YOU, my friend? Well, for the friends here in Texas, I will be leaving your presence in less than three months (or earlier than that if I'm lucky). I'll be residing in INDIANA, and I'll be attending Purdue University sometime next year (2009). I'm excited beyond believe! But a little melancholy that I will be leaving some of you behind. PLEASE keep in touch.. I'll be on here as long as it's free :).. and you can email me too. I don't plan on living in IN forever.. eventually I'll make my way back to TEXAS.

As for the rest of ya.. well I'll still keep in touch.

For the all of ya who are blessed to know both my sister and I, then you'll have to come visit.. we'll be residing in the same town. :)

Anyway.. that's my news. Let me know if you want to chill before I vanish...

Age is a number. Or so they say. But the older I get the more I realize time is quick. It's sneaks up on you, steals over you, and before you know it you turn to face the mirror, and ..

I feel frustrated. Too many people try to change who they are or how they act to try to change how other people think or feel about them. (Life is too short.) The people you surround yourself with should encourage you, delight in you, and when you need help, guide you in the way that benefits you, with only your interests in mind. An equal caring relationship of this sort would see that you also have the same selflessness and concern for the other person, your friend, so that in the end a supportive building trusting component is built so that if one of you falls, the other is there to pick you up and start over.

Love who you are and think not about what other people think about you, but what you can do to help them. Choose your relationships wisely. Love without holding back, and be loved without hesitation.

Ants were crawling on me everywhere.. I could feel them ticking and scraping, itching my skin like mobile infuriated grains of sand. I clawed and pinched and swatted... But as soon as i opened my eyes they were gone

I like grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup, I do not like uneducated decisions. I like the smell of skunk, I do not like overtime on Fridays. I like bareback riding (on horses), I do not like wedgies. I like the smell of pine and cedar, I do not like rush hour traffic. I like Hard Eight Barbeque in Stephenville, I do not like people who politic. I like running, I do not like liars. I like spontinaety, I do not like having my house burglarized. I like Lambrusco, I do not like dress blues. I like small country towns, I do not like the smell of Newark. I like all my true friends, in-between friends, and acquaintances, I do not like greasy, cold French fries. I like my job and coworkers, I do not like cold weather. I like coyotes howling on my back five, I do not like negativism. I like pink shirts on men, I do not like rap. I like commitment, I do not like eating liver. I like alone time, I do not like loneliness. I like to talk , I do not like when customers are demeaning to service workers. I like Cowboy Fellowship, I do not like dirt under my fingernails. I like reading books, I do not like unannounced visitors. I like spiders, I do not like dirty dishes in the sink. I like high heels or cowboy boots, I do not like "clicks". I like the New England Patriots, I do not like pain associated with sunburns. I like decisiveness, I do not like to being rushed. I like long baths, long showers, long naps, I do not like getting up early. I like good smelling candles, I do not like arrogance. I like two-stepping, I do not like celebrity news. I like giving, I do not like hurting feelings. I like shooting shotguns just for fun, I do not like being ignored. I like dirt roads and muddy trucks, I do not like cable tv. I like being different, I do not like sweaty nasty feet. I like Texas Parks and Recreation, I do not like stubbing my toes. I like Ron Paul, I do not like folding clothes. I like feeling wanted, I do not like bad drivers with cellphones. I like AM 680, I do not like over inflated gas prices. I like the ocean more than I can describe, I do not like waiting in line. I like honesty straight and to the point even if it stings, I do not like beating around the bush. I like meeting new people, I do not like tangles in my hair. I like cooking, I do not like rude people.  I like listing my like and dislikes, I do not like to stop. I like (recovered) for starting the like and not like game, I do no like (?). I like new friends and old friends who like to list their likes and not likes.. so go on! 

I've found that most of the things that we go through in life are twisted by the emotions involved in the situation at hand. Instead of reacting on those feelings, step back, take a deep breath and look at the broad scheme of things. If you can take the emotion (regardless of whether those feelings are positive or negative) out of the situation and look at it for what it really is you can get a better grasp on what you should do. Easy to say, hard to do.