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mardi, septembre 05, 2006

stolen quiz thing
Humeur actuelle :

endormi

01. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? i prefer them to be closed. i hate open cupboards/closets

02. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? heck ya. i save them for the next time i'm going somewhere.
03. Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room? you betcha.

04. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? no. what if someone was trying to find an address and they couldn't because i took the sign? maybe they were going to visit their long lost dying grandma or something and she dies before they get there to meet her because i took the sign. that would be super bad karma.

05. Do you like to use post-it notes? ooh yes.

06. Do you cut out coupons and not use them? no. i don't generally cut coupons. mostly because i know i'll just forget about them anyway

07. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? i don't know. i watched that Grizzly Man documentary the other day, and quite frankly being eaten by a bear sounds pretty brutal. although i know my dad is allergic to bees so i might be too. thats a tough call

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09. Do you always smile for pictures? no. i make my pouty "french" face. i perfected it at Paris Las Vegas, hence why its the french face. i'm also pretty good at the emo-myspace picture face.

10. What is your biggest pet peeve? driving in parking lots, loud chewers, never finding clothes that fit right.

11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? out. i like to be able to move

12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? oh man, i do that all the time.

13. Have you ever peed in the woods? i'm sure i have, but i avoid it on principal. plus i have poor balance.

14. Do you ever jump up and down to make your privates jump? why would i do that?

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? from time to time.

16. How many people have you slept with this week? just one.

17. Do you like popcorn from those big tins? no, not really.

18. What is your "Song of the week"? hmm i dont know.

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? sure. i don't see why not. i've tried to get trevor to wear pink but he won't.

20. Do you still watch cartoons? i watch probably too many cartoons. mostly the simpsons and family guy though

21. Whats your favorite scary movie? Blair Witch Project. except that i can't actually watch it. when i saw it originally i had to go buy a night light.

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? in that space in the trunk of my firefly that i've been too afraid to look in for the last two years. i'm sure if i feel that way so will others

23. What drink do you have with dinner? water or diet pop.

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? ketchup or honey

25. What is your favorite food/ cuisine? basically anything i shouldn't be eating.

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Swingers, Bridget Jones, The Breakfast Club, Ferris Buellers day off, Finding Nemo

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you? Trevor

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? yep

29. Would you ever pose nude for a magazine? is it tasteful? maybe playboy, but only if i get to hang out at the mansion and go to the parties.

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? i wrote a billion thank you cards, does that count?

31. Can you change the oil on a car? I probably could if i tried.

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? nope, not yet. the new car may be more likely to get them than the firefly was. it goes fast

33. Have u ever run out of gas? No.

34. Favorite kind of sanga? ?

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast? french toast.

36. What is your usual bedtime? if i'm working days then it's around 10, if not then sometime around midnight

37. Are You lazy? unfortunately yes

38. When u were a kid what did you dress up as for halloween? i was a cat a few times, a clown, a mermaid

40. How many languages can you speak? only one well

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? no i used to get rolling stone but not anymore

42. Which are better lego or lincoln logs? Lego's.

43. Are you stubborn? i can be

44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman? meh i dont' really care.

45. Ever watch soap operas? i've watched young and the restless before, and days of our lives

46. Afraid of heights? only if i'm up on a ladder

47. Sing in the car? of course! i'm a regular beyonce in the car.

48. Dance in the shower? yep

49. Dance in the car? too often. just after i moved to ponoka, i was heading home for the weekend and got behind my mom at the light waiting to turn onto the whitemud. i'm happily dancing away in my car and my mom calls my cell and says "what are you dancing to? you have no stereo in that car?"

50. Ever used a gun? yep. my dad took me to the firing range once.

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? at the wedding

52. Are musicals cheesy? no, i'm all for song and dance

53. Is Christmas stressful? yes, and generally disappointing

54. Ever eat a pierogie? actually i did today. wedding leftovers, yum!

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? i hate cooked fruit

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? paleontologist

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes.

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? yep

59. Take a vitamin daily? no. i bought some when i did the curves diet and it turned my pee super yellow. that spooked me so i quit taking them.

60. Wear slippers? No, but i have cute ones.

61. Wear a bath robe? sometimes.

62. What do you wear to bed? depends. usually tank top and underwear.

63. First concert? MC Hammer

64. Wal-Mart, Target or K-Mart? Wal Mart

65. Nike or Adidas? neither thanks

66.Cheetos Or Fritos? i like those Hawkins cheezies.

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts.

68. Ever hear of, "gorp"? hmm not sure

69. Ever take dance lessons? i would love to!

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? well my current spouse is a baker. thats pretty neat

71. Can you curl your tongue? yes

72. Ever won a spelling bee? hardly

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yep

74. Own any record albums? i have some, but they live at my moms. i think my coolest one may be "disco mickey mouse". the record has a picture in it. pretty rad.

75. Own a record player? nope

76. Regularly burn incense? no. it gives me a headache.

77. Ever been in love? Yes.

78. If you were going to a music festival tomorrow, which 5 bands would you most want on the line-up? Big Bad Voodoo Daddy, Captain Tractor (with Brock, not this new guy they have), Guns N Roses (not the new version, the old one), The White Stripes, Jimmy Buffet

79. What was your last concert you saw? its been awhile. maybe Velvet Revolver?

80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot.

81. Tea or coffee? Tea

82. a.) Favorite Subway Sandwhich? BMT
b.) Favorite kind of cookie? Ginger Snap

83. Can you swim? Yes

84. Can u hold your breath w/o manually holding your nose? Yes.

85. Are you patient? at work, yes. at home, not so much

86. DJ or band at a wedding? i had neither myself. a band would be neat

87. Ever won a contest? i won a hundred dollar savings bond once in a poster making contest. say no to smoking!

88. Ever have plastic surgery? Not yet.

89. Green or black olives? Neither. I dislike all olives.

90. Can you knit or crochet? i crochet poorly

91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room.

92. Do you want to get married? I just did that.

93. If married, how long have you been married? a month

94. Who was your high school crush? Matthew. i don't remember his last name. i guess he was more junior high, but man he was cute.

95. Do u cry and throw a fit until u get your own way? i know that crying can work, but i try not to use it

96. Do you have kids? No.

97. Do you want kids? eventually. there is some talk of trying next summer

98. Whats your favorite color? right now its purple

99. Do you miss anyone right now? Yes.

100. Who do you wanna see right now? no one really. i'm enjoying some alone time

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jeudi, février 09, 2006

mmmm
Humeur actuelle :

rempli

i just wanted to say that i made the raddest potato salad ever today.

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lundi, janvier 02, 2006

year in review
Humeur actuelle :

ravi

1) Was 2005 a good year for you?
overall, ya it was a good year. i got more into the groove of going to school, trevor moved out here and we got a place, i had some fun times with my friends and family. what more could i want?

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
hmm... there were a few. nicoles birthday stands out because we all got together and hung out, the days in the summer when mom would come out for the day and we would putter around the house doing whatever needed to be done, july long weekend having everyone here, trevor moving out here and moving into our house

3)What was your least favorite moment of the year?
a few unpleasant family moments, trevors grampa passing away

4) Where were you when 2005 began and who were you with?
i was at trevors house in fort saskatchewan watching scarface

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
at the druid with trevor and nicole

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
see above

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
i don't know if i made any. i've continued on trying to accept myself as i am, worked on losing weight, etc.

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
stick with the diet, only 26 more pounds til my goal!

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
fell deeper in love :)

11) If yes, with who?
Trevor

12) If yes, do they know?
i hope so, i tell him often enough :)

13) Are you still in love with them?
even more

14) Do you regret it?
nope

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
nope

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
i actually did, thats kind of a miracle for me

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
Melissa

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
summer

19) Did you travel outside of the your country in 2005?
no

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
no states but i went to BC

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
nope, but trevor lost his grandfather that he was very close to

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
i guess it would have been Charlie and the Chocolate Factory ooh or the 40 year old virgin, or wedding crashers or maybe walk the line. or harry potter. it was a pretty good year for movies

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
from 2005? ummmm... gold digger

25) What was your favorite album from 2005?
i don't know

26) How many shows/concerts did you see in 2005?
a couple i think. its been awhile

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
velvet revolver unless we saw the captain because they always win

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
i miss my friends and family every day

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
nope not really.

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
i took some reactine last week and i had eye drops for conjuctivitis

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
just the one

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
not that i can think of

32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2005?
i don't think i told any big ones

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
i don't know and don't really care to know

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
i hope not

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
no

36) how much money did you spend in 2005?
as much as i had :)

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
getting through my first year of school

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
my whole life tends to be embarrassing moments.

39)Did you learn anything in 2005?
that i'm capable of doing far more than i ever thought, and that i deserve more than i used to think

40) What are your plans for 2006?
finishing school, getting a job, visiting my grandma, going to texas with trevor, going to charlenes wedding (!), just having fun :)

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jeudi, décembre 29, 2005

ladies love cool j
Humeur actuelle :

confus

is it odd that i had a dream about LL Cool J? i don't think so, but i think what is odd is that the best part was that he had a very cute guinea pig in this dream and that was the highlight.

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jeudi, décembre 15, 2005

celebrating my navel
Humeur actuelle :

étourdi

ha ha. to celebrate my recent weight loss and the rediscovery of my belly button that had been hiding in an unsightly fat roll, i went and got my navel pierced today. well its sort of above my navel, but ya know there's still a little buddha belly that needs to go before i can really get it done right in there. it may not be the prettiest belly button in the world, but what the hell right?!

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dimanche, décembre 04, 2005

why being a girl sucks sometimes
Humeur actuelle :

agacé

you can tell it's PMS week when a three legged dog on tv and a song about mama needing new shoes before she meets jesus make me tear up.

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vendredi, novembre 25, 2005

life right now

well i decided to delete a good hunk of what i had written here. why i'm not sure but really its not like i had anything profound that will be missed. i used to be really into this whole blogging thing, i had no problem sharing my whole silly life with whoever cared to read it. but now i'm just not so comfortable with that. i mean you can still go find my old site and read all about what i did every day for oh two years or so, but why?

in general my life if pretty damn good right about now. besides my never ending battles with student loans i'm basically happy. its pretty great to be happy, because for a long time there i wasn't. there are still some shitty things in my life like missing my friends and wishing i was just a little bit closer to home, but at the same time, i'm making a pretty good life for myself out here in the sticks.

so thats basically my life right now.

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mardi, août 17, 2004

gah... boys!

what is it that men want?! i've been trying to wrap my brain around this lately and i can't seem to figure it out. being inquisitive i decided to ask this one guy that i chat with online, and went out with once, what makes the difference between someone he dates once and someone he asks out again. he answered "flirting". there's a problem with that. i'm not one that by nature is flirtatious. i don't understand quite how its done, and with out a few drinks to get me socially lubricated, i am very unlikely to flirt with anyone. it just makes me feel foolish. i guess it can be chalked up to generally poor self esteem and low self confidence, but i rationalize it by saying that i'm not that frivolous and i don't want to play silly coquettish little games. so this is me. i'm fat, i'm weird, i'm probably not the sort of girl that your mother is going to approve of 100%. i don't want to be put up on a pedestal. i DO want to be accepted as who i am not what you want me to be. i don't want to play games. i don't want to have to guess if you like me or not. and i don't want to be afraid to let you know that i like you. take it or leave it. being single again is taking some getting used to. i had really gotten used to the comfort of knowing that there was always someone there that thought i was beautiful and wonderful and that wanted me (sometimes). but in many ways i know that he was just in love with the vision of me that he had in his head, and not the real me. he wanted the glossed over me, without imperfections other than silly little things that added some character to the two dimensionality. i just need someone to want me as i am. but i guess until then if i ever want to get laid i had better get busy dumbing it down and working on my airhead laugh...

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vendredi, août 13, 2004

new place

wow, a new blog. i guess i'll have to come in and fix it up all pretty one of these days. just not today. i'm not feeling very creative at the moment. work somehow sucks the creativity right out of me. i was thinking the other day about whether life if like riding along one long highway, winding your way over the hills and through the valleys and ending up at your destination or if its more like streets and avenues where you occasionally stop and turn down a side street. right about now my life feels like i'm just pulling up to the corner before a major intersection. i know i've made a few turns before but i'm not sure whats around the bend on this one. until a few months ago, i had what probably appeared to many people as a pretty decent life, the only problem was that i was entirely miserable. i was living with my boyfriend of three years, working full time and not doing too badly, and supposedly getting married. the problems i had at the time were many and odds are i'll get to them sooner or later as i kind of like this having an anonymous place (aka somewhere that my friends don't read) to write. basically my bf wasn't being much of a boyfriend and my job was starting to go downhill fast. so i swallowed my pride (which was holding me back for a long time) and moved back home with my family. i've been there just over two months now, and havent' spoken to my ex in over a month. it seems strange sometimes that i left behind an entire life i had made but at the same time i remember how sad i was all the time. i don't think there is anything worse than being in a relationship and not feeling loved. i know andrew loved me but it was a distant love and not the kind i want. the next big corner in my life is heading back to school. i have known that i was going back since december when i found out i was accepted but now that its coming up so soon i'm starting to get nervous. actually as i write this i'm sitting at my last day at my old job. its wierd knowing that this is it, i'll never be back here. everything i do i think " this is the last time i'll do this" and its a funny feeling. almost unreal. it kind of feels like watching someone elses life. i'm not the sort of person to give up everything and make a total change am i? i guess i am. who knew i had it in me? not me. the fun of it is that i feel like i get a whole new chance at my life. i'm 26 and i get to start again. i get to work towards something, i get to start new relationships, i get to have new heartaches, i get to face new challenges, i get to feel like i'm really doing something. mostly i get to be myself again, something that was slipping away from me before.

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