Success is in the goal in which you choose to define life. Never just allow certain circumstances influence your path. Life a journey that u take or give whether good or bad. Not to say its easy but hardships come with the fact that u live your life to an extent partially or fully to get the ultimate happiness.

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This frequent grievance going for so long, now bursts my temples and now the pressure is on, crashing like a wreck are these thoughts, a heart overloaded from all that it has caught, oh how repetitive actions get so tired and sick a world painted gray what u have taken so quick, at night sleepless is the rest fallen short when u gave it your best

Clear anger is whats left within on this very day when something special was suppose 2 begin chasing me is not getting any sleep from just tears of no relief dealing frequently close are dysfunctional relationships attempts to stand firm but your feet slip

Exhausted with the b.s. Is how i feel
giving 100 and people cant keep it real
working with all these neutral chances
all u see is the circumstances
closest than u know is who u thought u knew
then you are put in an situation and see the truth
how is it that they see you but they really don't
if they are worried about asking for anything cuz i won't
i know at times everybody has struggles
but my life shouldn't be they're troubles
but it's yet another dip in the roadso much on my mind it's about to explode right now  therapy seems to be to blog writing so i can deal with it without hiding it all of my thoughts come crashing into a place what hits so hard is shadyness thats in my face attempting to be consistent in handling my business i ask myself is this really it but the next time my feelings bundled up i am going have a final release and say this is enough

whose to say she wouldn't make it
after all the situations she dealt with
it didn't knock her side ways
everyday was a different day
with the same shit but she's optimistic
for living she gives life her best characteristics
visualizing over and beyond
she sees clearly that she can be that special one
despite arguments of senseless topics she's quiet but holds the key to the locket because thats how it now

After a journey of trudging
i finally received a true judging
 what was said was never done
after a couple attempts i became number one
now at a point where I am happy to be
because I am being just me
remembering where I come from
into a new career program to learn
in this place to only branch out
now I see what life is all about
oh god oh after all that pushed
after being hushed
I am so successful bound
it's so amazing feeling how sweet is the sound
if I trust myself I call be all that need
after seeing lots in my life, clearly I see

The weight seems 2 be lifted from my shoulders now wondering if the nonending could ever be over and how 2day shes left with yesterdays troubles trying 2 find her way still she struggles taken for granted a heart thats broken but it cant stop here because the last word hasnt been spoken to the world she has so much to contribute her individuality, dreams, her many attributes to the world that doesnt hear her and to those that hasnt seen her past it all shes faced shes here and has finally found her place

For her its not coming closely , whats complicated is not knowing mostly, Planted to get sunshine and to see through the rain, a flower blooming pass whithering pain, open thoughts turned hazed and unclear, what was there isnt here, nothing seems 2 really even matter, an easily broken heart because love hasnt had her, not worth the several times of hurt, a born passion like a renaissance, of her many attributes a poettress at work

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feeling not wanted sleeping restless, she's hunted i scream and i yell out to a world not so well her hands take with such force not the way nature is suppose to take it's course oh i cried and i cried because all i did was try tight ever so inside hurt and hurt couldn't hide she just wanted to call the quits no is no, but he had to get his he was grimey, she didn't offer, so what did have to give degrading, what it was, against her will what it is no one heard her, no one cared no one to come, to be there darkness was casting, it stared emotions of the unreal and real if you aren't her, you couldn't imagine how she feels it's not just figuring it out some may or may not know what she's talking about but she never bluntly, flaunted it , to flaunt it a unforgeting feeling not wanted

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