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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 39
Sign: Gemini

City: Tampa
State: Florida
Country: US
Signup Date: 11/28/2003

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 

Current mood:  accomplished
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping


Shortly after writing A Danger to Society, I was contacted by a business woman out in California who wanted me to write her life story.  She said it was stranger than fiction.  I could relate.  So, I agreed.

I was taken on one huge ride over the next couple of months.  It had taken her over thirty years to live the life that she wanted portrayed in the book.  But, the book soon took on a life of its own.  She told me all about her sexual pursuits and then she started flirting with me.  I tried to keep the relationship purely professional.  But, she was persistent.

When I sent her the finished book, she invited me to California where we met for the first time.  She said she couldn’t stand how truthful the book had become.  She had completely exposed herself and she wasn’t going to be able to go through with publishing it.  I begged her to reconsider.  But, she eventually ended up giving me the full copyrights as long as I changed the names and places in the book.

I agreed.  I loved the book.  I had lived part of it.  It was a part of me and I didn’t want to let it go.  So, I contacted a beautiful model Paula Kaiser and asked her if I could use one of her photos for the cover of the book.  She agreed.  All she wanted was a mention on the copyright page.  That was more than perfect for me.

Over the years, with each new project I took on, the book slowly faded into a memory.  I don’t know why.  But, I was working so hard on establishing myself as a writer and always thinking in the back of my mind that Ashlie Wrote would get published once I had accomplished some other things in life first.

Then one day, after wrapping up a screenplay for a producer in Texas and writing a treatment for a director in Maryland, I saw the bookcover I had created years ago and I thought about the book.  It suddenly became a passion of mine to publish.  I had a new fire in me burning to make Ashlie Wrote into something special.

But, I wasn’t sure if Paula Kaiser would remember giving me permission to use her photo.  So, I thought about it for a few days and something dawned on me.  I wanted to run a bookcover contest.  I wanted to get models involved and have them compete.  So, I opened up the Ashlie Wrote Bookcover Contest to all models or anyone who wants to be on the bookcover of Ashlie Wrote.

The contest will run until the end of July, 2009 and the Ashlie Wrote community will vote for the winner.  The winning model will be placed on the cover of Ashlie Wrote as well as mentioned in the copyright page along with her website, agency or company if she so desires.  People interested in entering do not have to be professional models.

So, this is the official call for those who are interested in being on the cover of Ashlie Wrote to visit the ashliewrote.com website and enter.  The more active you are, the greater your chances become to win.  Upload videos, pictures, write a bio and stay active.  Promote yourself to your family and friends.  But most of all, make sure you have fun. 

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 
I can't fall asleep.  But, I can't stay awake either.  I don't know how in the world this is going to play out eventually.  But, I hope it resolves itself soon.

How is it that I'm this way?

I don't know.  But, I'm trying to work and I can't keep my eyes open.  Then, I try to fall asleep and I'm laying here wide awake.  I'll probably crash and that will be about the time my phone starts ringing, someone knocks on my door and the world literally seems like it will fall apart without me.

I have a screenplay to write.  I have a book to publish.  I have websites to promote and I can't get one of my websites to stay up for long.

It's not my servers fault really.  I thought it was at first.  But, then I read some of the messages on their forum that is hosted independently of their sites.  They've had their share of users up to no good.  Jamming the system.  Taking up unlawful space.

One user published a paypal phishing site.  That will get your servers shut down in no time.  They resolved that issue and booted the user.  He's in big trouble I can imagine.

But, what's that doing for me?  I can't get my work accomplished with all that going on around me.

One thing I have really come to notice is that there are plenty of people in this world who absolutely do not care about anyone else.  They use resources that don't belong to them and then they teeter off somewhere without contributing or putting back in any way.

And it's more than just one person lately.  It's been a handful that I have experienced myself.  Maybe that's what's keeping me awake and yet feeling so drained that I would just die for a good night's sleep.

I'll probably crash as soon as I get things off my chest.  I hadn't thought of that until just now.

People who have money in their pockets and ask you for some of yours because they say their broke.

People who lie to everyone about everything because they are trying to hustle everyone.

People who use the love and care of others to take advantage of them.

People who think they are above you just because they found a way out of the ditch they were living in for years.

Yeah, I think it's starting to work.  My eyes are going dim and a peace is settling.  I think I'll put these thoughts on hold for now...

But if I can't sleep, I'll be back to continue.


Sunday, April 12, 2009 

Category: News and Politics


I have really been blessed, especially in the past year. I have received several emails a day from people who want to send me $50,000,000 or $90,000,000. I even got one for $110,000,000.

It's unbelievable how often my email address hits in some European Lottery.  And my name must be real popular, because I am the recipient for just about every millionaire who dies in South Africa.

All I have to do is give these people my bank information and they say they will wire the money to me. So, I'm patiently waiting.

My bank account is all screwed up for some reason. But, I'll fix that as soon as my millions of dollars come. It should be any day now.

Saturday, March 14, 2009 

Category: Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you don't get caught

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn...that was fun!"

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you.
MILITARY FRIENDS: laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your vagina.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Are happy that someone picked up a one night stand and leave them alone.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will Low Crawl naked into the room with a camera and hope for the tag team.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will listen to your relationship problems and hope it works out for you.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will listen to you over a long hard road march, and will help you straighten it out better than Dr. Phil.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Might try to hit on your girl behind your back.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Have spooned with you in the field more than your girl has, and would never even think about doing that.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!"

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will try and talk to the bouncer when you get tossed out of the bar.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will man up and go after the bouncer for touching you on the way out.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will wish you had enough money to go out that night, and are sorry you couldn't come.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will share their last dollar with you, drag you along, and try to steal free drinks all night.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say, "You better drink the rest of that.  That's alcohol abuse!!!"

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Want the money they loaned you back next week.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Can't begin to remember who owes who money after taking care of each other for so long.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will say "I can't handle Tequila anymore."
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will say "Okay just one more" and then 2 minutes later "Okay just one more."

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will knock them out!!

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will tell you "They'd take a bullet for you."
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will actually take a bullet for you.

CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will ignore this.
MILITARY FRIENDS: Will repost this.


Friday, January 09, 2009 

Category: Travel and Places
The day I was set to fly, I woke up with sinus problems and I wasn't really aware of them because the weather in Washington, D.C. that day was about 40 degrees Fahrenheit.  Either way, not a good idea to get on a plane.  But, I didn't realize it at the time.

My mother and my cousin accompanied me to the airport and we had a drink in TGIFs before I finally had to say my good byes and venture through security alone.  Mom and Greg watched as I was told to take off my boots and push my laptops through the X-Ray machine.  Then, I was told to take each one of them out with every other device in my bag and put them through separately.  Greg scratches his head.  Mom looks just as puzzled.  Finally through security, I waved to them and they departed.  

Then, I heard the security officer thank me.  Nice guy.  They all were.  I guess they get a lot of slack for doing what they do and they just try to make up for it by being nice to people who actually do make it through security.

Famous quote of the day:  "If you don't have a seat, have a seat."  Uttered by the airline clerk at my terminal where several standbys were waiting to get on the plane.  Of course, I understand what he meant.  But, it just struck me funny.

On the plane, moving into the stratosphere, not only did my sinus problem become very apparent but I was reminded of the dinner I had enjoyed the night before.  Chili cheese fries, need I say more.  The pressure in my head was tolerable.  My ears popped several times and I was now aware that my head was stuffed.  But, gas became very evident.  I looked back to the bathroom where I hoped to find a vacancy and I saw a line.

I held courtesy for forty-five minutes until I finally found an opening.  I darted for the bathroom and was so relieved when I locked the door.  I let it go!  I even burped a few times.  The relief was wonderful as I sat there looking at the door.

Funny observation of the day: A No Smoking sign was displayed high on the door.  Down at eye level, there was an ashtray.  Huh?

Getting back to my seat, I was finally at peace.  My head was starting to get some normalcy although I couldn't hear very well.  It's a good thing too because the guy sitting next to the girl sitting next to me was a sheer know-it-all who was telling everyone who would listen that our flights could be canceled when we make our next connection in Miami.

We had been delayed on the ground because our crew was connecting from another flight that hadn't landed yet.  They zoomed over to our flight and made ready rather quickly.  We took off a half an hour late and the pilot was reporting flight connection changes to us in the air.  I'm glad they do that so that we know what to do.  But once again, I couldn't hear very well and was somewhat at a loss.

The guy sitting next to the girl sitting next to me started complaining that he had been through this before and that crews will often get to their flight limit and quit for the day if they work so many hours.  Knowing my luck, I closed my eyes and let my heart beat a thousand miles a minute.  My destination wasn't Miami.  But, I started thinking how I might have to spend a night there and have nowhere to go until they connect me to Tampa.  Kudos for the positive people who like to rain on everyone's parade.

Descending, I felt my head literally fill with pressure.  But, there was nowhere for the pressure to escape.  Sinuses were making sure of that good enough.  That's when I realized, I finally knew how I was going to die.

You know how you never know how you are going to die?  Well, I figured it out and saw it coming.  I knew how I was going to die.  My head was going to explode.  That's how I was going to die.

Miami:  Off the plane, down the terminal, around the corner to a subway that runs about 200 mph.  I was a little relieved because I kept pace with the pilot.  One snag at the terminal, they couldn't find my name.  That's when I realized, my name isn't technically Michael Allen.  That's my pseudonym.  Gave them my real name and they looked at me like they were going to call security.

Note to self:  Give your real name at the airport.  Don't screw around with those people!

Miami to Tampa: Up to 26,000 feet, a half an hour there, down 26,000 feet.  My head went through it all again.  Only this time, it was in fast mode.  There were no two hours for my head to settle.  Up and down.  Head busting.  Popping and wheezing.  Good times!

In Tampa, someone finds me.  Thank God someone found me.  The Tampa airport is bigger than the town I just left back in Maryland.  I know nothing and my head won't let me hear what people are saying.  I look straight at the stewardess like, "What did you say little deary?"  I felt like an old man.  Then, I saw a hand waving at me and I knew I was going to be alright.  

"Come this way Uncle Mike.  I know where your bags are.  Let me grab that for you.  How was the trip?"

"Uh...huh?  I can't hear you!  No, the Dodgers didn't make it to the World Series.  Oh, what?  No, I don't have any staples.  Why would you want staples?"

That's when he realized I couldn't hear a thing he was saying.  He just waved at me to follow and I acknowledged.  That's the best thing to do right now.  Just get to the bags and get out of here.

I was burning up anyway.  I still had on my leather jacket, and a long sleeve shirt and a long sleeve button up on top of that.  I had embarked on this journey in cold weather.  I disembarked in warm, Florida weather and was literally sweating just standing around.

I'm glad to be here and I have much to tell you.  It's like there's a new story every day.  And you know how I love to tell stories.  Remind me to tell you about the house in South St. Petersburg someday.  That's a blast and a half.

To read more hilarious observations or simply thought provoking ramblings, Michael Allen is a Content Producer at Associated Content:
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Friday, October 17, 2008 

Category: MySpace
I wanted to share a nice little Halloween story with you. My daughter plays a roll. I know that I'm protective of my daughter. But, now you can match a voice with all of the great things I say about her daily. Anyway, I begged and begged. Finally she gave in to be the star of her own Halloween story.

I narrate. She plays a significant roll. And let's just say that it is a...uh...electrifying story! Bwah ha ha ha ha ha...Have a Happy Halloween!

And be safe...Don't let Danger strike! He lurks everywhere....




The Lonely Daughter: How Her Day Turned Out


It had started out as a beautiful day. Gene and his four year old daughter had walked the beach earlier that day in the cool breeze of the morning sun. Then, they enjoyed breakfast at the Capeview Café before going shopping for her Halloween outfit and candy to hand out to all the kids who would be trick or treating to their house in only a few short days.

It was sad that Gene had lost his wife a few years earlier and was raising his daughter by himself. But, he managed to do a great job. They woke up most mornings and made themselves pancakes. She would stir the batter and he would do the flipping. He homeschooled her since he made his living making furniture and chose to work his own hours while she was fast asleep, so he was all she knew.

He had plans of letting her get to know some other kids in a few years, but for now he was content with keeping her all to himself. After they returned home from their Halloween shopping, she went to her room to play with her new Halloween costume and he went into the kitchen to make lunch for the both of them. She came down the steps with her costume on when it was time to eat lunch and Gene caught a glimpse of how much his daughter had turned out to look just like her late mother. What an angel she made. It was as if her mother was still alive.

They ate lunch together in the kitchen and he told her to put the costume away after they were finished. They made plans to pop some popcorn and watch a video together.

"Something scary daddy!"

"Ok hon. But, not too scary. I don't want you to have any bad dreams tonight."

She fell asleep in his arms long before the movie was even over. It was about mid afternoon when Gene realized that he had left his keys in the car. So, he slid out from underneath his daughter and snuck outside to grab his keys before he forgot.

For some reason, it had started raining. It had gone from such a beautiful sunny morning to a rainy afternoon. "This is going to be fun," Gene thought to himself as he pulled his jacket up over his head and started out toward the car.

His car was parked in the street right in front of his house. So, he walked around to the driver's seat and opened the door. There were his keys, right where he left them. But, he hardly got a chance to grab them from the ignition. A huge truck came around the corner a little fast and slid on the slick road. Gene hardly had time to react before he was hit by the truck and thrown over his hood onto the sidewalk.

The truck driver hit one more vehicle parked a little further up the street before finally coming to a stop. The driver got out of his truck and ran to Gene to see if he was alright. Gene was still breathing. So, the truck driver covered Gene's head with his own jacket to keep him from drowning in the rain while he called for an ambulance.

The ambulance arrived in a matter of minutes and was able to haul Gene away. A crowd had gathered around by then and they wanted to know if he would be alright. The EMT said that Gene was okay, but that he would be listed in critical condition for a few days. Later that evening, Gene slipped into a coma. With no next of kin to sign for his treatment, the hospital was obligated to keep him alive until finally one day, seven years later, Gene came out of his coma.

He was discharged a few days later and he had no idea where to go. The records the hospital kept read that the ambulance had picked him up from 1105 Furnace Street. His doctor told Gene that the address might be a good place to start. So, Gene was provided with transportation and he went home.

Nothing looked familiar. He knocked on the door and a lady answered. She looked shocked at first. So, he asked her, "Ma'am, do you know me?"

"Uh no. But, you should come inside and sit down. I have something to show you."

She sat him down on the couch and her two sons had joined them by this time. While they sat together, she ran to the basement and grabbed a box. She brought it up to the living room and set it down in front of him. She said, "There is more, but I thought we would just start from here."

He looked down at the box and pulled out a picture of himself. A picture that had been taken a pretty long time ago. "How do you have this?"

"It came with the house when I bought it earlier this year. For some reason, I just couldn't bring myself to throw it out. There's more in there."

Gene took out another picture. It was of a little girl. He covered his mouth and a few tears dropped from his eyes, "It's my daughter. Do you know where she is?"

The lady became very sad, "No, honey. What happened?"

Gene started, "I was raising my daughter by myself because her mother had passed away. One day, seven years ago, I was hit by a truck right out here in front of the house. My daughter was asleep on the couch. I was in a coma until a few days ago. Please tell me she's ok. Where is she? Where can I go get her?"

The lady, overtaken with tears, could only say, "Oh, dear. I don't know. I don't know."

The two sons who had both been listening to the conversation the whole time, looked at each with suspicious looks and one of them asked to see the picture of the little girl. "Uh mom? That's the little girl we've been telling you about."

"Oh my. I thought you two were kidding. Where is she?"

"Yes, please," Gene interrupted, "Where is she? I want to see my daughter."

"Sir," one of the lads said, "She's dead."

A few minutes had gone by before Gene could compose himself. He asked the two boys what they meant. So they began, "She plays upstairs in our room during the day. We saw her in the basement once. She was looking for someone. I guess it's you."

Gene was holding his face in his hands, trying to fight back all the tears that were overwhelming him. He finally asked, "How can I see her?"

One boy looked at the clock and said, "She would be in the basement at this time of day."

Gene looked up at the clock, "Because it's after I was hit by the truck." Looking at the lady, "May I…"

"Why yes, you may," the lady replied, "And my two sons will show you the way."

The lads looked at each other with fear in their eyes, "Mom, we don't think we should."

"Why is that?"

"Well, the only time we've ever seen her in the basement, something happened. It scared us. We've seen her in the room since because all she does is dance and look at herself in the mirror. But, I don't want to go to the basement anymore when she appears down there."

"I don't either," The other lad chimed in unison.

Gene looked at the boys strange, "Well, what happened?"

"Well yes, at least tell the poor man."

"Well, sir," One of the boys started, "It's hard to tell. She fell, but something caught her. Her eyes got really wild. I ran up the steps and don't know what happened to her. I'm sorry."

"No son," Gene answered back, "You did the right thing." Looking at the lady, "If it's alright with you, I'll just go down by myself."

"Well…that would probably be best," she answered.

Gene nodded and headed down to the basement. He left the lights off because he didn't want to disturb anything. He knew the basement like the back of his hand anyway. Standing at the bottom of the steps, there was a little light from the small window that looked out over the sidewalk. So, he walked around the basement and looked at the boxes sitting in the corner. He remembered all of the tools he had. They were no longer there. Someone had gotten rid of those a long time ago.

He had power saws and skills saws, all kinds of things that she could cut herself with if she weren't careful. He had his power chords hanging across the ceiling so she wouldn't trip on them. He tried to make it as careful as he could. He had his power chords on pullies so they would pull themselves up when they were finished.

And even though he was careful, he told her to only come to the basement when he was there. He told her never to touch the power tools. She had promised and until his disappearance, she had lived up to her promise. He thought of all this in the few minutes he looked around the basement.

All of a sudden, he saw her little feet coming down the steps. She was looking around. Then, he heard her voice.

"Daddy, daddy…"

He didn't know if she could hear him, but he answered her anyway, "I'm here hon."

In an instant, she looked straight at him, "Daddy, what did you do to me?"

"I'm sorry I left you. I didn't mean to baby."

"What? You left me? Why would you leave me?"

"It was an accident honey. I never would have. I didn't mean to."

"It was an accident? Was it the one like mine?"

"What accident honey? What kind of accident did you have?"

"I didn't cut myself on any of your big saws daddy. But, I did have an accident…I'm sorry."

She started walking toward him slowly. He wanted to put his arms out for her, but he never got a chance to hold her again. She fell forward and her head got caught on something. He saw the wild look the boys had talked about. She was choking and spinning in a circle. As she lifted off the ground, he saw her neck snap forward. He knew in an instant what she had done. She tripped over a tool and fell into a power chord hanging across the ceiling. It hung low in that area of the basement. He never thought to put them up higher out of her reach. She was never in the basement without him.

All he could do was watch as she choked and spun in a circle. The power chord picked her up and then it spun the other way and threw her limp body down to the basement floor. She laid there limp with no life in her.

Overtaken with grief, Gene stepped back and tripped on the steps. He grabbed something to keep himself from falling back, but it was the wrong thing. It was the 220 electric line from the fuse box. It came undone while still in Gene's hand. His body was full of electricity instantly as the lights went off throughout the rest of the house. The smell of his burning flesh filled the basement as he jerked and screamed in pain. Smoked rolled out of his mouth while his eyes bulged from their sockets. The flesh on his hands, finally completely burned, let go of the 220 and his limp body fell to the ground. There in the darkness his dead body lay.

His daughter rose from the basement floor and walked over to Gene.

"Daddy, daddy, come on. I have something to show you."

Gene woke up from his death filled sleep and looked at his daughter.

"Come on. I have something to show you."

She grabbed him by the hand, lead him up the steps and throughout the empty house. She walked him to the window at the front of the house and kneeled in the window seat. He kneeled beside her. As she looked outside at the street, he looked at her. So, heavenly. So peaceful.

"Is this what you've been doing for seven years honey?"

"Oh daddy," she laughed, "It's been fifteen now. You ask me that question every day."

Thursday, September 25, 2008 

Category: News and Politics
700 billion with no conditions...I wish I could do that. Listen, I've totally screwed things up and I need a few thousand dollars to bail me out of trouble.  But you can't make any conditions, just write me a blank check and I need it by yesterday.

And then Fannie Mae, Freddie Mac, Lehman Brothers and AIG...all looking for a bailout and getting probed by the FBI if they violated security laws or other crimes. Not only that, but there are 26 total entities being investigated in this mortgage meltdown.

I'm like the Indian with the tear in his eye. I'm looking at this mess and I'm thinking that there are a good number of people trying to get all they can get from this country with no care in the world for who they hurt or what they destroy while they rape and pillage what little we have left. And they are blatantly doing it right in front of our faces. We are watching it as it happens like a magician doing a magic trick. Only this is the way I feel...

It's like someone is looking me straight in the eye and saying I'm going to literally screw you over and there's nothing you can do about it.

But, no use complaining...

If the bailout actually goes FOR what they originally said it would go FOR, it might work. But, the filter down system just seems to always retain too much residue on the way down and what actually gets done is little next to nothing with no justification for what happened to it all.

But, let's do the math. 700 billion dollars would be used to buy mortgages in default and then "flip" them so that banks don't have to deal with real estate issues. They get the money they deserve and move on with their lives. No more headache for them.

So, the government now has the worry. But, they won't be desperate to get rid of the property the way a bank would. A bank might take 75% or 50% of the loan value just to get rid of the headache. The government will wait until someone comes along willing to pay what the government did for that property.

Right off the bat, I can already see the inherent flaws. But, there are so many other factors involved like "liar loans." Those are loans where no proof of income was necessary...huh? Ok, learning a great deal about real estate from the news these days. Ninja loans...no income, no job, (no) assets. Where were these being given away? I would have enjoyed one or two.

Anyway, in a solid plan the government would only deal with people who could actually afford the homes and who could actually show proof that they could afford the homes. Like say, show me the cash.

But other than liar loans, there are a decent amount of families forced to leave their dream homes for other reasons...rising gas prices, rising food prices, rising medical costs...etc. If you have to buy gas to go to work and you have to buy food to feed your family and you have to make sure your family is well, then the dream home gets traded for an apartment. So, are there going to be families who will be able to afford to buy the homes the government is flipping?

First of all, unless I screwed up counting all the zeros, the government would only be able to buy about 5 million homes with that money. Wait a minute! After you buy the homes, who is going to manage the flipping and how much money will that cost? So, it's going to take quite a number of salaries to manage this process. Then, it's going to take quite a few dollars to make it happen.

In the long run, if the government itself manages the loans and makes sure every buyer can actually afford the purchase, then each house that gets flipped would theoretically refuel the program and keep it alive. If the loans are handled with a low APR or even no APR, then more families can manage to buy. No one said there has to be interest on the loans. This is a government bailout for banks who are getting away with "murder." Why not provide a break for the families who can show sufficient proof of income to purchase the homes?

Oh wait a minute, why not make the flip a buy as is? The families are given a huge break on the purchase of the home, they only have to pay what the government paid. In return, they are responsible for the makeup of the home. We would cut down considerably on the amount of capital we would need to run this program, be able to buy more houses and flip them faster, plus hire less people to have to manage the overall process. If they don't have construction work to worry about, each "manager" per se could feasibly manage more houses at one time.

Like I said, it's doable. But, there are so many options to consider to make it work. There are logical options that will make this program fly today. Then, there are government options...you know the ones like, thanks for the money and now we'll form a committee to elect a committee that will join for six months and draft an initial review of a proposed plan.
Monday, September 15, 2008 

Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
Watching Ted Nugent on Criss Angel's Mindfreak, I recognized something that I had never quite realized. Ted Nugent is known as the Alpha Male and he can easily intimidate people he's around without even trying. Criss Angel has his own share of success and is a man among men himself. They got along great and they worked together nicely.

What does that mean for miserable people? There are plenty of implications. Let's take a closer look at the scenario.

Ted Nugent is a great guy. He doesn't go around trying to intimidate people. In fact, he tries to make people feel great about themselves and if there is anything he can offer others to help them become greater people, he will. But, a lesser man will tend to cower in his presence because he doesn't feel worthy.

Criss Angel is worthy. He has proven himself. He has risen through the ranks and has amassed his own share of success. He has no reason to feel dwarfed by Ted Nugent. If anything at all, he is of equal stature as a celebrity and can stand shoulder to shoulder in the same room.

So, that brings us to the miserable people. There are several reasons why a person would be miserable...Read More
Thursday, July 03, 2008 

Category: Life
Yesterday, I was writing a blog and I needed to open up software that I haven't used in awhile.  That little thing started a chain reaction of events so frustrating, I had to write another blog to get it all off my chest.  Warning:  I may sound like a dinosaur after you read this, but I enjoy my level of technical expertise.

I open the new software and it has to update, right off the bat.  This slows my computer down and takes about 5 minutes.  Of course, it has to reboot and then do another update check.  Why?  Why is that?  You just updated and now you have to check for new updates.  And yes, I talk to my computer and all of its software.

Ok, now by coincidence my Windows has to update.  This slows my computer down and takes a bit longer than 5 minutes.  Fortunately, I don't have to reboot my system.  That only happens every once in awhile and I hate it when it does.  If I don't reboot right away, it keeps reminding me every ten minutes.  If I walk away from my computer at the wrong time and am not back at my computer to click "Restart Later," it does it itself.  I might be right in the middle of something important, so I don't want to restart right away.  Now, that's annoying. 

This thing popping up every ten minutes prompting me to "Restart Now" or "Restart Later."  And I have to remember not to be away from computer too long.  It might do it itself and I don't even want to go into what I have to do when all my work is shut down and I have to bring everything back up again.  Of course, I always save my work.  That's the first thing I learned back in (Date Hidden).

When Windows was finally done, I thought I might be able to move a little faster and get the work I wanted done.  I'm working on downloading the song from the internet and installing it on my site database, then setting up a link so everyone could hear "Prayer" by Lizzie West.  Plus, I wanted to do some research on the song and find who wrote it, what version I heard...etc.

With my computer running slow with everything going on, it takes about five hours.  Five hours of time out of my life just to share an interesting tidbit of information with you.  Five hours away from other work that I could and should have been doing.  Five hours when it should have only taken one.

But, that's not the kicker.  And this is totally my fault because I set the schedule myself.  But, my anti-virus software has to update its virus definitions and then run a full scan.  Just at the time when I thought my computer would settle down and let me work, BAM.  It's updating @$% virus definitions!

I try to set my anti-virus schedule so that it kicks on at a time that would be convenient for me.  Usually it's a time during the day when I'm on my downtime from work and looking to refresh my brain so I can get back to work later ready to go.  Yesterday, I wanted to use that time to write a blog and BAM.  This is the frustrating crap I have to deal with.

Five hours for something that should normally only take an hour, not even that if I'm on a flow.

Ok!  Thanks for reading.

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008 

Category: Music
"Do Not Stand at my Grave and Weep"

Do not stand at my grave and weep.
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awaken in the mornings hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
~~Author unknown

Came across these words watching an old episode of Third Watch this morning. "My Opening Farewell" first ran in 2003 and ended with a prophetic voice singing,

"Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die..."

I had one of those moments.  Inspiration.  Divine touch.  Indigestion.  Whatever you want to call it.  Anyway, I had to memorialize the poem in my own way.  I wish I knew who wrote it.

Steve Cummins often gets credit because he placed the poem in a sealed envelope at the front door of his parent's home before he went off to war.  They were only supposed to read it upon hearing of his death.  He may have just really liked the poem and had no idea who wrote it, so he gave credit to this infamous Anonymous guy no one seems to know.

Solid evidence and dipute goes to Mary Elizabeth Frye who lived from 1905 to 2004 in Baltimore, Maryland.  She is reported to have written the poem after her best friend who was of German Jewish descent wasn't able to visit her own mother's funeral in Germany due to the obvious anti-Semitic sentiment at the time.  She said to Mary one day when discussing her mother's funeral that she was unable to, "Stand at my mother's grave and say goodbye."  That has been attributed to Mary penning the poem.

My favorite is that it is often called an Old Indian Prayer.

It is a common practice among military and sailors as well as others who hear of it to have the poem read at their funeral.

Katherine Jenkins has a powerful voice, but she sings a very classical version. Libera has a beautiful voice as well, but it's an equally powerful new age version.

Oddly enough, it is "Prayer" from Lizzie West's
Holy Road: Freedom Songs CD.  That would most likely be reminiscent of Old Indian Prayer. The lyrics are very closely adapted to those above.

"Do not stand at my grave and weep;
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow.
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain.
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush.
I am in the graceful rush
of beautiful birds in circling flight.
I am the starshine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom.
I am in a quiet room.
I am the birds that sing.
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I do not die."



If you would like to hear it, listen Lizzie West Prayer