Good Lord where the heck has she been? haha Rebecca's been putting Myspace on the back burner for Face book I know I know...but anyways I saw my last blog and Im like oh so really that long ago..I know I have so much to write first of all yay big brother is coming lol I know I know but Im addicted. I just went on a singles retreat had the time of my life.  Oh I dont feel like typing all the sudden.

Yes, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all!! Again I will be taping Ryan Seacrest and the ball dropping and such as I attend a NYE party. Dare I miss Ryan..haha that be unthinkable. Christmas was very nice. Not usual at all. I got up watch the Christmas Story, had breakfast pretty late, gifts were unwrapped at noon time. My sisters boyfriend came over and had dinner with us. I gotten three books so I was happy to snuggle in my bed and started reading. I got a new carpet in my room which is nice and now my floor isnt so cold when I get up in the morning. My Christmas gift I got for myself isn't arrive until a few weeks. I still have some friends to see to gift exchange as well. 

Yes, resolutions well...theres the always popular lose weight deal. Yes I need to get back to that. i stopped and I gained uhggh. Its hard when you dont have money. but I will prolly go back to WW when I have a whole paycheck again until then I will deal with what I have. Money is a bit tight right now but I finally will be getting unemployment so that will help. After all bills and such need to be paid as well as a tiny social life would be nice. More resolutions well I guess a better relationship with God. Thats a daily deal but its always my resolution anyways. And esp this year that I don't go into deep depression about turning uhmm *cough*30*cough* I tend to remain in denial as of now.

~ My Grand Mother~

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My Grandmother was the epitome of what real love is. Her family and friends knew that all you had to do was call and prayer, advice, encouragement poured from her lips. She was a huge blessing to us all. A huge blessing to me. No matter how big or small the predicament, boo-boo, worries, she made you feel better with a prayer, a hug, and a kiss. Grandma always made days sunny again. She was proud of her family, she was hugely supportive, and her generosity exceeded anybody's expectations. Her heart always had more love to give.  My grandma was an angel in charge of many to help them grow closer to God.

 

My Grandpop on my Mom's side turns 80 today. Its so amazing to live life so long with so many life ending events out there. My Grandpop is the epitome of example of what Love is. Our family and his friends know that without hesistation he is there for us with love, encouragement, help, knowledge, prayer and even a simple hug and everything just seems okay again. Congrats to 80 years.

I can't help it. This reality tv show pulls me in every season. This year mainly, is the stupidity factor. I'm a seasoned watcher and every year I had different factors that had me watching. Have these houseguests watch the show? Like tell me where did it work out for making alliances night one? I was very disappointed to see Brian leaving the house. Another disappointment is ohhh let's just finish off his alliance. Amazingly Dan worked it and is still safe but for how long? This past week...why on earth would you keep in an egotistical *insertchoicewordshere* Now we all know that America's Player screwed Eric's game so voters decided ohhh Dan should be AP. I personally did not want to see that happening. I wanted to see just how far Dan could make it just for himself. So yes, I am staying tuned and I am sure that there will be more stupidity as the season continues on.

mmkay where do I begin? I guess I will start since Oct of 2007 I have lost 34 pounds. I started out with Jenny Craig and switched to Weight Watchers and even as I struggle I'm managing to lose weight so I am really happy. I bought two new outfits today and able to fit a size 14 which I havent in ages so Im glad I splurged and shopped.

events- This weekends events starts out with My Mom and I going to see the Gymnastics Olympic trial - womens All around. That happens tonight and Sunday night.

Next week Family is coming up from FL and next Friday is my cousin Colleen's wedding. Very excited to attend that. Plus I took a whole day off of work for that.

July- a 3 door down concert

August- My Bday and vacation.

I found out I have polycystic ovary syndrome. http://www.4woman.gov/FAQ/pcos.htm

I added a link cause its hard to explain but Im on meds and hopefully I'll be fine.

That's it for now I guess.

(Kim. I was too tired to write anything last night so heres a blog now)

American Idol: David vs David...not quite David vs Goliath

12 million votes separating the two and finally after fluff we have a winner. Yes, I was pretty dang sure Cook would win the title so I gave Archuleta pity votes though its not a pity because that boy can sing. I will buy a cd if he releases any. Cook is a redemption win for me cause I was severly upset when Chris Daughtry got screwed over. I loved alot of the songs both David's sung and really if there was a season for a tie this be the one. Hands down they are both winners and Im excited to buy both cds.  I know if I was 17 though Id be standing in line with the rest of the girls yelling marry me David. Hes adorable and I just want to squeeze him. Cook doesnt really do it for me but I think his singing ability is amazing and Im so glad that he went to support his brother or else no one would know of David Cook. Anyways I will stay tuned to see how they will top this season b/c the Presssure is on America.

Who've of thunk it? The Philly underdogs rising up!  It is very exciting. We still have a team to cheer for. I know 6ers was in the playoffs but they are done. Flyers maybe able to take Pennsylvania bragging rights from Pittsburgh. That be sooooo cool. Biron is like the Hockey god and that man should get whatever he wants after everything is said and done. Thank you Flyers for giving our city something to be happy about!

Where do you travel?

Tears of mine.

I know the starting point

But where do you go?

Someplace where you are

Comforted?

Someplace where you are sane?

Is it nice there?

Are you not alone?

Are you welcomed with a warm hug?

Or distant so you too can cry

As well.

Where do you travel?

I hope it is nice.

I hope.

 

been awhile since I've written and this hasnt gone through more drafts as I usually do.

Okay so I needed a change up and boy am I glad I did. I joined Weight Watchers last Tues so my weigh in is coming up. I think I am doing pretty well for the first week since oh about 5 lbs is gone. yeah I snuck a look but it won't happen again. I'm doing the flex-point system and its sooo awesome. I am never hungry and I can eat what I want. And Lean cusine is now a new fave of mine.  Hopefully in the summer time Ill have a new picture up and it won't be my fat ass self anymore.

American Idol- Yeah total shocker with Michael Johns leaving...I didn't quite see that coming but they are all so talented this year. I still like to see the Battle of the David's. That be real cool but I don't vote so I can't complain.

Big Brother- So is this the week Sharon goes? Its like ohhh threat put them against Sharon and byebye threat year lol. Atleast this crew was quite entertaining. Only time will tell what Summer will bring.

Survivor- Is it just me or is the favs being a bit cocky for knowing the game. The fans Im liking is Jason. Jonathan who was working the show until his injury was actually my pick to take it to the finale so for me it's anyones game. I like Ozzy but I think he's screwed eventually.

relationships-still in the no dept. Yeah I got a crush at work but for know that's all its gonna be. Yes I still adore Ryan Seacrest.