I got to see them today...only for about 2 hours though. But I got to see my cousins and their parents, who I haven't seen in 3 years today, and it made me really happy...and I also got to see my aunt, uncle, cousin, and her husband who I haven't seen in a few months. It was amazing...of course my grandparents, father, and Ed, but grandma was pissy...but still, it made me so happy. Wish I had gotten a few more pictures...

First of all, I would like to start off by announcing that Versailles (Versailles Philharmonic Quintet) has just announced their new singles! The new singles will be called "ASCENDEAD MASTER" and there will be 4 editions. A regular edition, a Type A edition, a Type B edition, and a Type C edition. The A, B, and C types will be limited editions and will include a special DVD with a 15 minute music video. Together, all 3 DVDS will make a movie! (And you have no fucking clue how excited I am about that!!! I can barley hold my breath! I hope they'll be wearing their latest costumes in the videos...) Anyways, these will be released on June 24 on Versailles' new major record label, Warner Music Japan. (Yes, if you haven't heard, this summer they will no longer be with Sherow Artist Society...)
Now the news regarding the epic band, Malice Mizer.
As you all should know, Malice Mizer has been on "infinite hiatus" since December 11, 2001.
According to Wikipedia, recently Mana-sama wrote on his blog that he, Yu~Ki, and Kozi have been in touch since mid 2008. On December 27, 2008, seven years and 16 days after the hiatus started, Kozi joined Mana on stage with members from Moi Dix Mois to perform a session concert. "They were overwhelmly greeted in joy by the fans." (Of course!!)
So, this may be wishful thinking, but I've come to hope that maybe Malice Mizer will be having a reunion! I really hope they do of course...and I hope Klaha will be a part of it. He announced on his website awhile back that he would be continuing his music career in 2007, but I'm guessing his health issues have kept him back...still, I hope he gets better (of course, I love his solo music and everything about him!) so that Malice Mizer can have a reunion. It would be amazing to see them all together again, performing the gorgeous music from Bara no Seidou once more, among other things. And it would also be wonderful to see something new from Yu~Ki...I always loved him...

I've been kind of lonely lately, especially after watching Chobits and Junjou Romantica. ESPECIALLY after watching Junjou Romantica. Lol. I can't wait until I'm older and I find the right guy. It's going to take forever...or never.

...about everything everywhere in the world.
I don't understand anything anymore. These past few weeks, nothing has made sense. I try to think about things, to make sense of them, but nothing in the universe makes sense. I wish there were a god, or at least, one that spoke to humans, so that I could understand things...because I don't understand anything.
Or maybe, I wish I were a god so that I could make everything so that I could understand it...
I don't think I'll ever understand anything. The more and more I try to understand it, the more and more I get confused and the more and more my head begins to hurt.
It just keeps building up, worse and worse. I think it will continue until it not only mentally but also physically cripples me.
I wish I could make sense of things, at least some things, so that I could be truly happy more than an hour or two every other day...but I don't think I can. I think I'll be unhappy and confused until I die, and I think I'm going to die hating everyone, and even the fact that I existed in this wretched universe to begin with. I hate everything. I swear, the more and more I think about how nothing makes any sense and how rude people are and how everyone just pretends nothing is wrong even when everything is, the more and more I wish I was dead, and the more and more I feel my brain is about to explode.
Why can't life just be some euphoric, aesthetically pleasing, wonderful world? Where whether you were happy or sad, it was still worth it, because everything was beautiful and everything made at least some bit of sense...but reality isn't like that. Reality is not better than a pile of crap. I hate it, I hate the majority of people, I hate the concepts we have created since none of them make sense to our existance, and I hate existance at all, since it is pointless and according to science we are just big blobs of ooze. It's stupid. Everything's stupid. I want to be some supernatural, beautiful creature, but instead I'm this retarded creature genetically related to a bunch of other retarded ugly creatures and I wish I didn't know about it all.
The mentally impaired are lucky...or maybe it's me who's mentally impaired.

What's going to happen to them?? I'm wasting my time...or I'm wasting their's....I wouldn't want them to end up just existing! With no life, no movement, nothing! But I don't know what to do...

If anyone, for some crazy reason, ever wants to get me something, here is my wish list:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/3JBUMC6679WCS?reveal=unpurchased&filter=all&sort=priority&layout=standard&x=5&y=15
Anything from it will do. So, if you are looking to get me a gift for my birthday around November, check there. Current price range is from (us dollars) $6.99 - $89.99
Some things are also gifts for others...I've saved up $28 in the past 3 1/2 weeks. I don't see why anyone would be so crazy as to get me anything, but if someone wants to, well maybe this helps.
I want things from rightstuf.com too (cheaper prices & faster shipping), but obviously I can't make a wishlist on there...I don't think.
***Update***
I found out a few weeks ago that you can save items that you wish to purchase later (just like a wish list) on cdjapan, so I have a list there as well. I'm probably getting a job very soon, so I'll be buying stuff mostly from cdjapan & yesasia, since the limited edition cds with dvds tend to go out of print fast, and those are always what I want the most. My goal is to at least have all of the Malice Mizer cds and concerts available.
Here's my cdjapan list (I don't know if it will show up, there is no specific user code in the adress...)
https://www.cdjapan.co.jp/member/zolar/customer/acc_login?dest=wis
Yes asia just takes you to your shopping cart...but I don't have much saved so here's a list:
Malice Mizer movie "Bara no Konrei" (Bridal of Rose) http://www.yesasia.com/us/bara-no-konrei-bridal-of-rose-dvd-japan-version/1002798499-0-0-0-en/info.html
Malice Mizer Beast of Blood cd+dvd http://www.yesasia.com/us/beast-of-blood-de-limage-japan-version/1001812683-0-0-0-en/info.html

And then an old lady was watching. And she got out her knitting needles and began knitting in her rocking chair while the ceiling was drinking a glass of water and the seven years had never been around the corner.
There was a thing in the pen and don't open it for it shall begin!
Huh! No!
Yes!
*gasp* No! No! How could you?!
I could.
Damn you.
Damn you to hell kingleburg!
Hmmm...the old lady mused as she sat in the kitchen drinking coffee. "Shall I kill him now, or what till the doors open in the oven of your mind?" she looked at the table, her husband sat staring at her in confusion. "Oh no," she gasped, turning away quickly "he's right there! I heard it! No...no...it's ok. There's scissor is go out.
"
"What are you talking about?" the old man asked, and his wife, the old lady, jumped in surprise.
"No, no, nothing!" she shouted "you couldn't break her ouch! out of get." and she ran out of the kitchen in tears. The learning lesson of the six you could no.
gagadamafu.
Lies! Lies all lies!
There it was.
You saw it.
Hiding there. Watching you.
>_<

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

That I had to go to school. I think...I don't remember really...what do I think of when I first awaken from slumber? When I first become concious...I know the other day I remembered the very end of my dream because I was waking up and still having it. I was talking to someone...and I think I was talking to them outloud...oh, it was about how beautiful my blonde character was and how much I liked her. I don't know why everyone had their own character...or what the characters were in..but I loved mine. And then I woke up and had spit in my mouth.

1.

Do you like chinese food?
Heck yes, it's my favorite!

2.

How big is your bed?
I don't know. Big, and comfortable, and beautiful.

3.

Is your room clean?
Almost completley, but it could be vacuumed I guess.

4.

Laptop or Desktop computer?
Desktop Computer.

5.

Favorite comedian?
I don't know.

6.

Do you smoke?
YEAH!
No, are you retarded?

7.

Does anyone like you?
Yes.

8.

Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice?
Who is that?

10.

Sleep with or without clothes on?
Usually without. I like it that way...heh.

11.

Who sleeps with you every night?
My imaginary wife. xD
 
12.

Do long distance relationships work?
I don't know.

13.

How many times have you been pulled over by the police?
Never.

14.

Pancakes or French Toast?
Either, you pick.

15.

Do you like coffee?
It's fine, but it gives me stomach aches after I've had a certain amount.

16.

How do you like your eggs?
I only like scrambled eggs. Protein!

17.

Do you believe in astrology chickens?
I don't know what that is...
 
18.

Last person vegitable you talked to on the phone?
What is that word? Vegetable? I don't understand, but you made me laugh...

19.

Last person on your missed call hit list?
Nani??? What is this stuff?
20.

What was the last text message hand gesture you received?
What?!
You are funny...also. I don't fucking text poopface.

21.

McDonalds or Burger King sheep?
Sheep??? Do they make things out of sheep at those places? I do prefer McDonalds though.

22.

Number of pillows planets?
A thousand and five.
But I don't know what that is...
22.5. That you live on.
12. 12, that's all.
I still don't understand...
 
23.

Last thing whale you ate?
I like your questions, they don't make sense. And they are funny.
Like when I say:
I walked and said hi concrete sand blowing up in the air my face was saying stories in Ms. Chinla's twirling whirlwind spin I could see you were living somewhere in the keyboard. Poofmuffin.
24.

Last First thing you bought?
Hayao Miyazaki's "Castle in the Sky", but it was a Christmas/New Years gift for my friends.
25.

What are you hearing holding right now?
Hearing: Hakumei ~Chiriyuku yuri wo mitsumenagara~ by Lareine from their album Lillie Charlotte.
Holding...???
26.

Pick a lyric famous nose?
My dumb singing sandbox leaves grass jump

27.

What kind of jelly cheese do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
The kind from a cowbell.

28.

Can you play pool Chutes and Ladders?
Only when your mom is naked on a singing opera piglet.
29.

Do you know how to swim drown?
Only when the ice is made of lavabed poofstein sit nigs.

30.

Favorite ice whipped cream?
The kind in the tree.
31.

Do you like maps like you?
I do and they say see me in the house.
32.

Tell me a random fact lie:
Slingfersuregastabavanatookuna. Lendefergersteeeen.

33.

Ever had a hard on pillow fight at work?
Heck yeah. It was hot.

34.

Ever attend a theme party zuchinni?
Only a thousand times. With your naked mom.
35.

Ever do a keg leg stand?
Yes, yes, but I really don't know what that is if it were made of puddles.

36.

Craziest place you've slept after a night of drinking watching t.v.
In my own bed.

37.

What is your favorite season neck tie?
The one I'm wearing on my ear tear lick in august.
38.

What is the first music video you ever saw made?
Hmmm...I don't know?
39.

Pick a movie stupid quote:
Uhm....I don't know...
 
40.

Favorite quote ANTARTICA:
Uhm...I still don't know...

41.

What is your favorite hangout whale?
The one I'm sitting with inside a stomach of forests.

42.

Best friend's name height?
Only your own!!!

43.

How long have you known measured them?
Since 5 ;]

44.

Last time you laughed at something stupid serious?
Today.

45.

What time did you wake up pee this morning?
I woke up and peed whilst still in bed.
No, about 7:20 I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and peed in the toilet.
46.

Wake up next to on top of anyone?
Heck yeah. She was hooooottt.

47.

Best thing about winter pillows?
They are so warm and fluffy!
48.

Name a couple of favorite raunchy colors:
Now I don't get this one...
49.

How old are you your underwear?
Only a few months since I bought them. And they are sexy. On me.
50.

What month is your birthday mother in?
Guess you could see it there.
51.

Do you think pirates octopuses are cool or overrated?
Only not seeing y to the.

52.

Favorite Dave Chuck Matthews Band song (if you have one?)
Huh?
53.

What are you doing this weekend spring break 2012?
Only the best thing ever since I won't have a spring break in 2012!!!

54.

Who will take this survey seriously?
Me. I like it.