Well, Halloween is here. I've always loved this time of the year. The leaves turn earthy colors, the sky is pale blue or deep grey, the weather cool but not too cold...perfect time off the year.

Ok, so you cant sunbathe in your bikini and the girls start putting on more and more clothing...this is snuggle under the covers till we catch fire weather baby! Nothing better than an hour of intense 'snogglin' then a trip out the backdoor in your skinnies to steam up the night sky! Instant cool down...woosh! And talk about suprised neighbors...lol!

...anyways, I like this time of year. It hasn't snowed yet but its not sweaty sticky hot either. I can function fully, plus it was my birthday not to many weeks ago...the 2nd, BIG 3 9...yes I know, I still have the body of an 18 year old...right out back buried behind the shed...but thats another story.

Decided to quite smokin' this year as a Birthday present, so I started a month before...or should I say stopped a month or so before Oct 2nd and now have almost 3 months clean and sober...no wait I only stopped smoking! lol Now to start working off some of this weight gained in the process...goddamned Little Debbie, you sugar whore...

So, there ya go. Not much else. Got a job doin retail, thinkin' about doin some truckin' after the first of the year. Still workin' on TMC and doin the web thang, actually doin some business now, but its hard with the work so I might have to quite...my job! HAH! lol...Every little bit helps...thats what she said anyways...I dont know what then hell that means...its big enough for me...

So hope your Lowering of the Veil is a grand one, get lots o' candies, keep the devils away and say 'ELLO to you passed peoples and we will do this again soon! Hostile lego's!

Looks like this SPACE tm needed a blog, so heres the first of any, no typo there, of WHATS GOIN ON IN MY LIFE..IFE..IFE....IFE......IFE......echo, eco, echo, etc etc and so on and so forth...

Today is Saturday, September 16th 2006 if you didnt already read it on the blog post date so now you know what day it is. Its about 7:00pm Mountain Time and the weathers a nice 84 degrees with winds coming out of the north west. I just finished a meal of Hearty 3 Cheese Raviolis with Mushrooms and a Ham and Cheese Sandwich, dry with no mayo or dressings, and a half glass of 2% Milk. Thats Right! Yum is the Word I was thinkin' too! Its funny how your always there inside my head, goin thru my things, makin me wish you were made of chocolate cake...but I digress...

Today was a perfect day. Too bad I slept thru it! But we may go out tonight to one of the absolute FABO clubs Lamar has to offer, or is that FABU, so Im sorry if I cant stay all night and amuse you peoples. One must only get a wiff of Lamars night life to know it smells alot like the cow and pig shit that permeates the air at any given moment...its there, ya have to live with it and there NOTHING you can do about it...it's all..you..HAVE!

So today marks the end of the 4th week, the beginning of the 5th week and almost a month, that I have not smoked a single lovely, beautiful, deadly disgusting cigarette...iwantoneiwantoneiwantone...and the cravings and urges to commit homicide have all but left my body! Now if they would just move on from the mind as well. Oh well, a man must have his hobbies!

The rest of the family is doing well, especially after I loosened the bindings and spirits are high considering the tortures and agonies of the week are over, but oh wait till I suprise them when I come home drunk! Look out! At least Stana doesnt need surgery for her back and a possible front end job may be in the works which will help her back out immensely.

Oooooh, Bruce just bit Frisky on the butt! Ha! That crazy dog! Always after the pussy gato!

And so as far as today goes thats about it! My thoughts and feelings? Insane and unintelligable...as per usual...and so young world, I leave you tonight defenseless against the hineygrabbers and go out tonight to find my fame and fortune, or maybe just 2 for 1 whiskey shots and a decent band...whatever. Hopefully later I'll remember none of this...sweet liquor eases the pain...until later when Im holding the cold barrel to my head, my finger on the trigger, and I remember Im just at the pump to get gas. Have a great Saturday Night!