Hosted By: Rocepta
When: Tuesday May 20, 2008
at 7:30 PM
Where: La Creperie: Bohemian Bistro & Bar
4911 E. Second Street
Long Beach, CA 90803
United States
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This is such a grea video, I love it. Yes, another fan girl moment.

But I do miss seeing HIDE on the stage with them, but I'm sure that he's watching them from the sky with a smile on his face. This was his dream, this was his plan, and I'm sure he's very proud of them.

I'm so excited and glad that this day has come, at last!

X Japan's reunion is for real and here's the proof for that. Their first reunion song is featuring in SAW I.V. the movie at the ending credit.

I found this song through a blog of my friend... I read the lyric and decide to give the song a try. I do like some of the song from this band but sometimes it's get too heavy.

... I give this song to you ...

I know... love is heavy. Love is painful. Love betrayed your trust. Love failed your believe.

but, the most important thing is to love yourself... and know that people who love you... well... love you.

"Because of love..."
by Retrospect

(Because of love, because of dream, I give all of me
At the end, love, became what it used to be... lie)

Everyday its the painful truth, the world never forget to love me
The word Love, you told me and you forgot all about it

Always lie, why would I love... to hurt myself
Always lie, makes me believe... enough is enough, there is no honesty in this

I'm hurting now because I love you, because I trust you... too much.
How much I truly love you, its keep hurting me more... feel like dying

From now on, I keep reminding myself... love that I keep giving
From now on, I keep reminding myself... remember not to love anyone with all heart

Always lie, why would I love... to hurt myself
Always lie, makes me believe... enough is enough, there is no honesty in this

I'm hurting now because I love you, because I trust you... too much.
How much I truly love you, its keep hurting me more... feel like dying

(Because of love, I trusted. Because of love, I won't love again)
Because I love you... because I trust you... it sadden me because I love you.

Here is the most-famoue meme around at the moment... I have been tagged by this meme at least three times so far. 

These are my ten things... and I'll list the ten people I would tag at the end...

1. I have totally two opposite personality. Ask anyone, if they know me for a long while they would have seen me when I'm very upbeat and more likely will be very talkative... but also they would have seen me when I'm very reserved and most of the time quiet. I think it's the moon...

2. I can't drink... I just recently found out that there are certain type of alcohol that does not compliment my system at all and after I drink those kind I'm more likely to be fainting. I'm not listing what type it is here for saftly of my own life when I go to party. LOL

3. I can do certain thing repeatly without getting tired of it for a really long time. I could be listening to the same song over and over again for week... just one song on the loop. And eventually I'll get over it and stop, but most of the time I would still love that song.

4. My first celeb crush was Michael Jackson (ha!). I was watching TV with my mom when I was really little and I remember she mentioned that this is the most famous/rich singer... he was singing "Heal the World" with red shirt and black pant... and he was holding a kid too... and he looked damn handsome!

5. The first time ever that a guy told me he like me was through a phone... We didn't get anything going, we talked that night and the next day (where we were working for a week) but that was toward the end of the week. He went out ad got me lots of buttons from the convention because he saw me collecting them and gave it to me.

6. When I was a kid I used to love sleeping at a certain place in a car. It's the back... behind the back seat... on top of it... where some car has the speaker? You know where I'm talking about?? I would climp up there and sleep there... I realized now that it was probaly stupid because my dad wouldn't be able to see behind us and the car behind us probably was asking "WTF is that?"

7. I broke my chin when I was a kid because I was sitting on the blunt side of a triangle hard pillow we have and well... I fell down on my chin. I think I was watching a cartoon about volleyball...

8. When I was a kid one of my relative would bring his kid and leave him at my place when they have to go somewhere. I was usually the one who played with him... and I taught him to play with Barbie... I'm surprized that he didn't turn gay.

9. My life changed when I was in Grade 6. I totally turned from being a very quiet, reserved kid to a rebel one (well, little by little). That is also when I met my friends that I still talked to now, got to know "X Japan" for the first time and was so totally in love with the lead singer "Toshi"... though now I like "Yoshiki" more... but Toshi still have a special place in my heart. In addition, I also started to draw when I was in sixth grade.

10. I used to hate rided in the amusement park because I remember my sister went on a viking and came down with breeding nose. That's why I stayed clear from ride until I went to Vegas and decided... what the heck... and went on NYNY. Since then I have been in love with all the rides... well, except Free Fall which I haven't get the nerve to go on yet.

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Tag Time: Lorena, Jess, Jess (Alix), Michelle, Haruka, Angela, Kathy, Toyiah, Lindz, and Prang.

Rules of the game: Once you're tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random facts about yourself.  At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and asks them to read your blog.  You can't tag the person who tagged you.

Hello there my friends.

It has been quite awhile since the last time I post, I think I've been really slacking on the posting side. Or maybe because I'm now "slightly" liking another place to post my stuff, especially photos. I posted them at Multiply account.

Anyway. Since the last time I posted here I was in Thailand for a little over a month for the WInter break. It was nice, there were no rush in doing thing and I didn't have to worry about project or homework which was nice... really nice.

Like I posted in the last blog, I went on a trip with my friends up north of Thailand. I was wonderful, the weather was cold but it was so much fun and I would go back there again in a heart beat. It's my favourite vacation spot ever ever.

Now, after that... I pretty much spent the rest of my break in Bangkok just hanging out with friends and stuffs. There are much secrecy going on during this trip, less drama just much more secrecy. But I'm learning to keep my mouth shut... and I'm actually proud of myself in doing so. Things are "seem" to be going well for me at the moment.

The reason of my previous drama now have drama of themselves... which I'm not going to get involve. And I'm not going into details since one of them is on Myspace and is on my friend list, though there's no chance that person will be reading this... I still respect that.

Other than that, life was okay. I spent most of my time either with my family, friends, or with this person I really like... I means, I really really like this person.

But I'm here now. It's a little cold for my likeness, but I can deal with this cold. My roommate called and told me that our room got robbed when we were away and the person who broke in stole her labtop... and the police has to come in to investigate and take fingerprints around the room and such...

Now, I'm a tidbit worried about living in that room since we are on the very first floor... but during the semester there are more university cops and more people... so I guess I'll be alright... and the person who broke in wouldn't break in to the same place twice, would he... would he?



The first night I got here was interesting with one eyebrow raised... let's just say parking lot at 2am in the morning in front of a bar is very interesting. It blew me away on what could happened there, how much drama, how much life stories were shared... and guys having a go right there in front of two ladies... haha... and not to mention the cold-ness. It was so cold that I was slightly... shaking.

I'm not at a cafe with my sweet sweet Lorena, and looking at her now I'm glad that I didn't have to take statistics, seriously. Though my classes start this week, I need to get the books and start reading those 8 chapters that the professor mentioned we should read before class this Friday. hahaha... sweetness... not.

ciao.

Be nice.

Hey everyone.

It've been awhile since the last time I posted a blog. Since I got back here I have been unable to get online as often because we were dealing with setting up the connection at our new place. It's finally done today, so I'm able to get online again.

I have been back for about two weeks, it have been a good time so far. I enjoyed the trip that my friends and I took last week a lot. Despite the fact that I was so sick that I don't have voice to speak, literally, I enjoyed the time so much and I learn so much from it. I think being "silent" for almost three days tought me something... to listen and to keep my mouth shut, which was originally my plan.

Overall, I enjoyed the trip with my close and trust friends. I took bunch of photos that I posted in my Multiply account. You can check them all, if you want.

Other than that life have been good. I enjoyed spending time with people I love and care for... and it have been nothing but that so far.

I hope you all have been having a great holidays and continue to have them.

With much love.

I finally have time to post a blog after I haven't been posting much lately. I just finished my paper at 2AM... went to sleep for about two hours, then I'm up again.

Yes, I'm eating cup noodle at 5 in the morning...

Anyhow. I just got back from my trip back home for my graduation... if you haven't notice the change of profile pic yet.

It was a short trip, less than two weeks and was very busy. The graduation took place outside of Bangkok and that means travelling and stay over. But those details are boring as it can gets.

One thing that I'm certain is that... my life is full of drama. The lesson that I learned from this past two weeks?? "Shut the fcuk up"

It doesn't matter whether your heart is broken, you're depressed more than ever, you're upset with something, or what-not... just keep it to yourself. Because you shouldn't let those negativity vibe out.

So, from now on... I'm as silence as a dead man.

On a lighter note. I met some people for the first time this trip... well, more like one. She came drove more than 3 hours to be with my at my graduation... she's so sweet. Thank you.



Then another, I met her before but never really get to talk to her. But one thing for sure, she's a great singer. I went to see her perform live twice, one at a cafe and one at a huge concert that she's performing along with other great artists.

What can I say, her voice is so clear and nice... think... crystal glass... that's the feeling. Not only that... she's such a fun and outgoing person that it's just fun to talk with her.

If you have not check out her songs, you really should!!! go HERE



Other than that... I also learn the hard core sense of reality during this trip. And I understand more than ever with the saying that you're better off with one close friend than with 10 friends that you're not sure with.

I get it. And I couldn't have say that I agree with that more.

I would have upload a bunch of photos... but I just finish my cup noodle... and therefore, I think it's a good time to go back to bed. yes.

But you can take a quick look at my Multiply account for photos from graduation, if you're interested. Link

Let's end this post with a pic that I like... at least I think I didn't look too bad in this one.

ciao.

I realize that it has been a LONG time since I post something "interesting". I have been posting random and silly stuff lately. LOL

Okay... so this is umm... my random observation of the day. It might not be true in your case... but well, some might agree with me.

I sent out an invitation for my Graduation recently, basically for all my Thai's friends. I'll travel back to Bangkok shortly during the Thanksgiving for the Commencement Ceremony at my University.

So I sent about 30 invitation... some to close friends and some are not.

I kinda have expectation... well, that's a strong word, umm... "guess" of who's coming and who might not be coming.

The ceremony will be held outside of Bangkok and it's a little hard to get to if you don't have a car... and even if you have a car... it's still a long drive.

Well, it had been about a week since I sent out the invitation and this is what I found...

People you think care about you might not actually give a shit... and people you weren't expecting to care might actually give a shit.

Turned out that people I thought care about me... doesn't show slight interest in coming. And these people who I talk on the occasions or one girl that I actually met ONCE when I went on a tour with my family actually care and eager to come!

hahaha. Life. You can test who's your real friends by so many ways.

That's all.

Don't worry if you don't get my invitation... it's in Thailand so... but if you want to get me something for my graduation... just let me know!!! LOL