I hardly every use Myspace anymore.  It's crazy.  I only keep it around for the couple people who don't use Facebook (ahem *Dalton and Mindie*)  Everytime I look at Myspace I feel bad because I realize how many people I've lost touch with.  I feel really bad about it, but maintaining friendships is a lot of work, and I just don't work at it like I should.  Makes me feel like a bad person.
Anyway, for anyone who's curious, I'm done with summer session as of Friday but I won't be heading back to Vancouver until the middle of July.  I have to move and can't get time off work any earlier so it will have to do.  I won't be going back to work (at Target) so I'll have lots of time and a free schedule to hang out if anyone is interested.  But, that means I dont get to see a lot of Target friends without making an effort. 
I hope people are ready to hang out, because I miss everyone a lot :(

So, I am lazy and don't want to re-post birthday pictures.  But, I am apparently a fan of embarrassing myself by posting pictures of my drunk ass on the internet. 

If you dare!

I’m such a badass.  I just ran a three mile race.  In the snow. 

Champion!

So, these picture are kind of bad, but it makes the point I think :)



That’s the back when I lift some of the top up.


  You normally can’t see that much color, I just parted it a little different for picture purposes. 

Sometimes all I want to do is cuddle Jack.  But he's just never that interested.

Isn't that always how it goes?

sigh.

Here are some sweet pictures of the crazy blizzard we've had here in pullman:


My car is buried in a couple feet of snow.  Pretty much I haven't driven in a while, and probably won't.


Giant killer icicles.  Ashley is standing next to the big one for a size reference. 


This snow goes up past my knees.  It's really difficult to walk in. 


Leslie's neighbor shovelling his sidewalk.  The little bit of blue on the left is his hat, thats how deep this snow drift is!


Hi-tech snow removal system. 


Leslie's street never gets plowed, which means it is ideal for sledding!


Some people's cars are buried deeper than mine. 


It was too deep for poor Shatner to run in, he had to jump!



And of course, sledding!     :)

I posted this on livejournal, but Im posting it here in case you don't read it.  I dont know why...maybe i feel like its important?

I don't really know what to say about my life anymore. I can say with some confidence that I'm having some trouble. I'm feeling really shut-out, but it could just be more like Miller says, and I could just be going crazy. Mostly I want to leave school and go live in a foreign country. Being here is killing me. I'm really starting to understand what people are talking about when they say they've lost their idea of home. Pullman isn't my home and Vancouver is starting to feel less and less like my home. Either way, neither is very comforting and gives me the warm fuzzies anymore. It's lonely.
Part of my problem could be the people around me. For some reason, it's the time for people to be coupling off. Everyone has someone to spend their time with, which means that everyone is ALWAYS busy. I know I should just be happy that my friends have someone special, but it makes things rough for me, who doesn't have anyone to hang out with. It sounds selfish, I know. Maybe it is selfish. I've never had a problem with being single, and I still don't really feel like I have a problem with it. For some reason I feel pressured to have a problem with it. Maybe it's just some growing pains, but I feel like I'm being left out because it's just me on my own. It's always me on my own.
At this age it surprises me that I would still have to deal with some of the stuff that's going on. I thought we were too old to be having this kind of middle school drama. I guess I figured that as adults we're mature enough to talk about things face to face without these kinds of vengeful retaliation. I don't enjoy being the one who has to be the bad guy, but it seems I find myself in that position often, and it always turns out badly. I wouldn't let these things bother me like they do if they weren't hanging over my head all the time. It's hard to go about my day with the elephant in the room.
As far as school is going this semester, it's difficult to say. I'm confused about what we're doing in my classes. I feel a lot less with-it than I did last semester, which is a bad sign. It's only three weeks into the semester and already I'm not interested in doing homework or studying at all. Math and chem suck, but neuroanatomy and bowling are awesome. I think the people in my neuro class have about the same interest/sense of humor about brains as I do. My professor likes to tell crazy brain stories and often refers to the human specimens as 'steaks', which I think is hilarious. Bowling is neat. We go, listen to a five minute lecture on bowling stance and lane curtousy and then drink and bowl for two hours. I'm excited about learning how to actually bowl properly and maybe getting good at it!
There has been the same snow on the ground since school started back up, and it's been really super cold. I would like it to be warmer, if for no other reason than to be able to wear my Converse again. I miss them. Canvas shoes are not the best thing to be wearing in this weather. But, it is nice to sled when you can find people interested in going with you. It's not often but it's fun when it happens.
I don't know. Maybe I'm feeling deep, maybe I'm sad. Maybe I'm just drunk. Either way, I'm ready for a change. I can't manage things going on like they've been. Am I really going anywhere? When am I going to get there? Who's going to go with me? Or will it just be me?

If you love me, you should call me or something and let me know.  I could really use it.  I need the reassurance of a friend lately. Thanks in advance. 

Also, I hope everyone has a great Christmas. 

So, I have a chem exam in three hours.  I've been packing, studying and getting ready to go home all day.  It's been incredibly stressful and frantic.  I only got a chance to shower about an hour ago.  You may ask 'what exactly has kept you sane on this crazy day?'  and I would tell you that it is pictures of cats, of course. 




















I hope cats have made your day managable as well. 

I found the sexiest picture of spiderman on the internet today.  Mmmm.