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Well to start off I will promise thi won't be a long blog at all.

I just wnated to let everyone know that I'm ok; I know my last few blogs have been very vague. As will this one. I made a promise to a few people that I wouldn't update anyone on anything really until the 15th of Sept. I figure by then I should have had enough time to relax and get all fo my thoughts gathered up; so that I can post a good blog.

AJ is leaving with Josh for leave from 1st-15th. It will hopefully be a good vacation for all of us. Don't get me wrong I love them to death but there are some times when you all just need a break from one another to miss everyone. With me not really ever LIVING with children; its been a rough road and I slip up a little every once in a while. I'm getting better at it though.

but I'm gonna get off of here its 6am and I have things I have to do


Amy

This whole thing has gotten out of control. part of me just wants to go to AZ, but then I feel guilty b/c what about AJ. What if something happens while I'm gone; I could NEVER forgive myself.

 

Right now I'm so fuckin scared and torn I dunno what to do.

Ok Long story short; theres this....umm girl, Rebecca, who continues to harass my friends and even people who were one time my friend. I was just forwarded an email from 7/22/06 that was a to a person whom shall remain unnamed from Rebecca. Anthony is still technically Rebecca's husband I understand this. Until this divorce is finalized. She is extreemly upset that her husband doesn't want her anymore; and therefore continues to harass those that I care about. Honestly I've said it once and I'll say it again. I didn't know he was married when I first met him, he didn't tell me til right before he met my parents. I'm not happy with it, but some times you protect the one's you care about by NOT providing them any information. Any way I'll type out the Important shit in the email

 

 

Hi, I am Rebecca! You don't know me. I was looking at this girl, Amys profile, [and noticed you talked to her at one point]I really don't like the girl either. If you dont mind, I would like to get some information from you about this girl. Like her full name, and if she is married of not, and if she is do you know his name, and do you know how to contact him? She has been seen hanging with my husband and I have proof that they are cheating. So I need to know anything you can tell me about this girl if you dont mind. I would really apericate it. All i ask is that you dont say anything to her about me talking to you and I will keep your name out o fthis as well. Because she tired to tell a friend of mine that called her that her name was June! The only thing I know about this girl is what she looks like and that she was at my house iwth my huuby will I was not there. So any information you have would be great. Hope to talk to you soon!

Thanks!
Rebecca

 

 

 

Just so everyone knows I have the FULL hard copy in my hands. And yes I'll makesure that Anthony reads it today.

 

 

As for the rest of you, if you have gotten an email from this girl just Ignore it. She's got problems

Well long story short; I moved out b/c of differences. I moved into a 3bdrm apt w/ Aj, Josh, and Taylor. AJ I've known about umm a few months; and Josh is her fiance and Taylor is her daughter. I love this place. I actually have room for all my stuff and everything. Now if only I could be happy in everything. I mean I have great friends everything I'm just scared that I'm becoming an alcoholic. I drink in excess, and I really shouldn't. I'm becoming depressed b/c I miss matt so much, but I know that no matter how hard we try we can't be together right now, maybe in the future. but for right now I need someone to keep me company.....

 

**Til next time**

Well...Yesterday was the day. I got my House key, I signed my lease, I let go of 250, and I got a 2nd interview.

This house is HUGE. Its a 4/2, w/ a good sized back yard, and a 2 car garage. I'm so excited I was gonna start moving in at like 9am, but decided to sleep late and I'm about to go get Matt up. Granted I don't have a lot of stuff, but I'm gonna try and make it all work.

Today is so busy full of stuff. I gotta take some of my stuff over to the house, I gotta get keys cut, and most of all I gotta do all of this AND make sure that Danielle doesn't know where I live when she comes to visit. I'm not scared of her or anything that way, but CHRIST; she's 28 and still cannot let the shit go.....get the fuck over it....all of us have. And stop telling people that Jen hates me, lol if she hated me then why did we chill at her aptartment TONS of times for Margaritas....get your shit straight before you start talkin

Its funny how life is. You are brought into this world for a special plan that God has given to you. Only you don't know what it is. If you accomplish it you die....Sounds like were getting shafted eh?

Tasia is a girl I've known since I was in 6th grade. When I moved in 8th grade, we lost contact. I found her again a while ago on Myspace.com. She was pregnant at the time and I was extreemly excited for her. She has a wonderful family. And I know that the baby she was about to deliver was going to be brought into a Loving and Happy home.

Tasia had Alania Hope on my birthday, February 8, 2006. Alania was diagnosed with Trisomy 13, a rare and devastating syndrome that not many people don't know about, Incase your curious Google it. There are many sites that explain all the diffrent things that babies go through when they are born with this.

Alania would be 3months old on May 8,2006. Unfortunately the Lord took her away from this world on April 23, 2006 at about 12:15pm(Lakenheath AFB, England) time.

I cannot help but greive for Tasia. I never knew the child, but I knew everything that Tasia told me about her.

Its weird to me that some of us when were born are given a fairly large task by the Lord, and it would take us decades to achieve. Yet others can acomplish their goal ina few short months and leave those of us whom havne't acomplished our goal, behind to grieve. Maybe Alania's task was to bring those whom knew about her, closer together. I don't know. But I know this child will be missed by many, even those whom never met her.

***ATTN***

For the sake of the parties involved, this blog no long exists. Only the entry exists b/c of certain parties commets