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The most amazing thing I've read in a long time.

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"Over and Over Again" by L. Young

I play the scene in my head
Over and over again
I feel my heart break inside
Over and over again
Doesn't seem like love should hurt so bad
How can something that once made me so happy make me so sad

You swung so fast, I took it hard
Fell without a cushion
I feel so far
Away from the person I used to be
Why did I let you use and abuse me
I lay here crying to myself
Over and over again
Will this pain ever end, I ask myself
Over and over again

You're under my skin, part of my core
I don't even think I can live anymore
I start to pick up the pieces
Over and over again
Each day is a struggle
But if I don't fight back, then you win

I look up to the heavens
Watching for a sign of hope
I need help, love, redemption
I need to abandon this sinking boat
I wake up and drag myself into reality
You are the lowest of low
You never really loved me

Over and over again I yell
Over and over again I cry
Over and over again I ask myself why
Over and over again I start to move on
Over and over again I realize you were wrong

I've had to go in circles to finally get on a straight path
I had to rationalize my life, I finally did the math
Me minus you equals a life full of possibilities
When you walked out of my life, you were really setting my free

I think you knew I was way too good for you
You saw the potential that was to come
You knew that eventually you'd be the weaker one
Over and over you thought
Over and over you knew
And now that we are over
I can finally see that I'm better off without you

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WTH?!

I've been watching Lifetime all day (bad decision) and its made me ask myself a lot of questions. The one that stood out most was "Why are some men so horrible to women?"

What would make a man think its ok to put his hands on a women? Especially one he supposedly "loves." Love is not pain or abuse. Why do some men think it's ok to control and belittle women they supposedly "love." WHY?!

It got me thinking about my last relationship and how blind I was to the abuse. How this guy totally controlled my every move. He manipulated me, conned me, put me down, and used me until I had nothing left. Why did he think this was ok? Even more importantly why did I think it was ok?

When it comes to love I think the Bible describes it perfectly. I can't remember the verse verbatim but it goes something like "Love is patient, kind, does not envy, slow to wrath, isn't proud, keeps no record of wrongs, love forgives, love never fails..."

This truely is an example of perfect love. Its the love I've had for my exes but no one has ever shown me back. At this point in my life I feel that Lifetime is a reflection of the real world. Men are horrible and will hurt you. You have maybe a 10% chance of running into one that won't. I, for one, am tired of taking chances and wasting time. I'm tired of the heartache, sleepless nights, abuse, infidelity, being scapegoated, ignored, used. I've chosen to be single because for me, it makes sense.

I want my own house that I'm paying for myself. My own career, car, hobbies. My own life seperate from a man. I'm tired of living life according to someone else's rules. I'm gonna be single, fierce and live my life according to mine.

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In order to live a happy and healthy life, you must forgive others. This is so much easier said than done.

This is a random poem-like thingy I wrote about this guy I've been casually dating for the past few months. I always thought love at first sight was bs...until it happened to me. I tried to deny it all and even shot him down as my rebound guy. But the more and more time we spent together the deeper our bond got. We talked about everything. When we were together we never ran out of things to say.

But fairy tale, once upon a time stories don't really happen. I'm not ready for a relationship. I'm way too happy being single. If I was dating someone I would be miserable, I know this. I love my freedom, space and sanity much more than I could love a man right now.

How this guy feels about me, I don't really know. If he feels the same, I'm sorry for breaking his heart. If not then good because I won't have to worry. I'm just focused on my own life now and honeslty there's not enough room for anyone else.

Plus even though I love this guy, he's honestly pretty medicre. He's not the type of man I could see myself with. I love him but I know he's another loser, just like my exes. I always fall for the bad guys. I'm breaking that habit NOW.

"This can't be"
By Elle Young
I never believed in love at first sight
But meeting you sent me back in time
Another place, another year, another day
It was as if I'd known you before

I always joke that if past lives were real then I did something really messed up in mine
But the moment you held my hand I knew who I had been
I was your Queen and you were my King

Or better yet I was a princess and you were the prince throwing rocks at my window
Star crossed lovers, doomed from the start
We don't know each other but when I looked in your eyes all I could see was straight into your heart

I listen when you speak, eager for the next word
When you touch me my heart melts,
When we kiss I feel something I haven't felt in so long
I know you understand
I feel that I belong

Another time, another place, somewhere far away from here
If that were true then maybe this could work out

Timing is everything and ours is all wrong
Its hard for me to admit this

We've run our course.
I'm closing my heart for now.
I can't let myself go like I did before
I can't love you, won't love you, I'm ending it before it begins

Some say true love is once in a lifetime
I truly believe that's what you were to me
And if it really is true love
If we really are meant to me
Somehow, someday you will find a way back to me

Each day with you was the best day of my life
I'll only think in speak well of you
Letting my last memory be of how you kissed me and smiled

I thought of you each day and I probably still will continue to do so
I have so many dreams about you and me
A girl can dream, I can hide this all in my heart
But like I said before, we were doomed from the start

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