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Baby Im not losin you again, ur my everything!!



Last Updated: 8/21/2008

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Scorpio

City: BAYTOWN
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/30/2006

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Friday, August 15, 2008 

Current mood:  depressed
Here it goes all over again. Is the love of my life gone again? Did I lose the only one I truely love over some bullshit? I just want to us to be happy but it seems like after all I do nothing in my life can go right. I sacrifice everything just to make him happy, but it seems like everything I do for him is a waste. I gave him my heart and soul but he broke it another time. I just don't know what to do anymore. Its like my life is nothing. People wonder why I cry over him, but they just don't understand how someone can love someone so much after all the pain they go through. Still give them anything and everything they ask for after pain after pain. Its like I have nothing to live for anymore. He was my everything and it seems like everytime I get happy someone fucks it up. What do I do now?
Thursday, August 14, 2008 

Current mood:  thankful
Category: Writing and Poetry

Baby you know you my everything. No matter what I am here for you. If you need someone to talk to I am here. Sometimes I act crazy but thats just cause I don't want to lose you again. I said it before but this time I really mean it. You are my everything. Baby please stay here with me I can't even picture myself without you again. You know they say the third time is the charm. Well this is our third time, so lets make it last. Baby all my life I waited for someone like you and know that I got you again I can't lose you again. I am so thankful to have you in my life. I LOVE YOU BABY WITH MY HEART AND MY SOUL.

Currently listening:
Dangerously in Love
By Beyoncé
Release date: 2003-06-24
Thursday, August 14, 2008 

Current mood:  loved
Category: Writing and Poetry

Did God send him back to me for a reason. Is our love for each other real. Is all the struggles and pain away of showing that we are going to be together through thick and thin. I know he need me there for him. We having battles after battles coming our way but in the end its us that remains the same. Hes my king and I know I'm going to be his queen. My last one was about how he done me wrong and I still loved him, well now he doin me right and I still love him the same. He is my life, my heart, and my everything. Without him I wouldn't be whole. My love for him is ever-lasting. I said I would always be there for him no matter what, Well he going through some things and I am here to stay. I LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 

Current mood:  depressed

 CONFUSED DO I DIG MYSELF OUT THE HOLE OR LET HIM PUSH  ME DEEPER??

AFTER ALL HE HAS DONE TO ME I STILL LOVE HIM THE SAME. EVERYONE ONE TELLS ME ASHLEY GET OUT THERE AND GET YOU A REAL MAN THATS GOING TO TAKE CARE OF YOU. SOMETIMES I BE LIKE I AM GOING TO LEAVE HIM ALONE AND LET HIM LIVE HIS LIFE WHILE I LIVE MINE. BUT I JUST CAN'T I LOVE HIM SO MUCH EVEN AFTER HE HURT ME SO BAD. EVERYTIME I AM THINKIN ABOUT MOVING ON I START THINKIN BOUT THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER. ALL THE TROUBLE I GOT INTO JUST TO BE WITH HIM. I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE HIM WITH EVERYTHING I OWN. AND AFTER ALL THE HURT AND PAIN I WENT THROUGH I THOUGHT I WOULDN'T WANT HIM BUT IT JUST MAD ME WANT HIM MORE. NO MATTER WHAT HE WILL ALWAYS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME. IF HE EVER NEED SOMEONE I WANT HIM TO KNOW I CAN ALWAYS BE THE PERSON HE CAN RUN NO MATTER WHAT.

I LOVE YOU BOY