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July 15, 2006 - Saturday 

im done with myspace blogging. im not sure how i started. never was the plan. its just bothers me. too much going on.

xanga is nice and calm and peaceful and... annie.

the mega annie xanga

so the end of here. myspace blog = no more.

 

 

July 8, 2006 - Saturday 

Me: Grace, get me something else to eat

Grace: you've aten nearly the whole world! ... im not your slave.

---- two mins pass ---

Grace: can i massage your feet?

---annie gets a foot massage whilst eating a lolly pop---

July 8, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:sigh

 

 

thats right, car rego = $560

Currently listening:
Casually Dressed & Deep in Conversation
By Funeral for a Friend
Release date: 13 July, 2004
July 5, 2006 - Wednesday 

Current mood:bemused

 

This state of affairs is thick with pain,

Not mine, not theirs, but his and hers.

See, I know you cleanse my blood spattered skin.

 

You think telling me is going to heal it boy

Youre not interested in that,

You just want the air clear with me

 

The damage appears unseen,

But the smell of foul milk destroys your guise girl.

Time waits for no one.

 

I lift my eyes unto the hills,

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord; the maker of Heaven and Earth.

 

I cant see His shield in your life girl.

Why walk the armory and choose nothing?

I cried, you dove in the water a time before me.

 

Girl, youre in the ocean,

Girl. Who keeps you from drowning?

Hear the voice that warns

that rope restricts, it twists you beneath.

 

 

 

June 25, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:just something...

Okay, so here it goes;

Annie is not coming online for ... hmmm... a week...

except to check her emails because i have too - well maybe not, alright im checkin them once... and once only...on wednesday. done.

Don't ask me why and convince me to  come on coz i'll be annoyed and prolly succumb soooooo support me in not be being here. simple.

- bye all, talk to you in a week and maybe more... have fun and stay true...

Josh - send that email! this is your last reminder, i expect it to be done and underway in a week i reckon.

thank you

Annie is leaving cyberspace

pray for me.

tataah/

June 25, 2006 - Sunday 

Current mood:Just being...

Have you ever......

Been dumped -  hmm, tehcnially yes i guess. thats such a harsh way of putting it tho. 
Been moshing at a concert - yeahhh, i prefer to be the sardine observer tho'

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by -  "you must not blame me if i do talk to the clouds...." [Theareou] oh how to spell ur name , silly man.
Made a snow angel negative

Had a tea party - affirmative
Flown a kite - yupp
Built a sand castle - yupp
Gone puddle jumping - hmm i forget
Played dress up of course

Jumped into a pile of leaves - yupp
Gone sledding - mmhmm
Cheated while playing a game yeah, mainly on the comp tho'

Been lonely - alone of course, lonely, not really.

Fallen asleep at school - mmmm prolly a few too many times.
Watched the sun set - yeahh
Felt an earthquake - dont beleive so
Touched a snake - yup
Slept beneath the stars - encased in a tent, yes
Been tickled - mmm it just annoys me
Been robbed - robbed? maybe had things dissapear into other people's hands.
Been misunderstood - goes without saying when ur name is annie shannon
Petted a goat -yeahh
Won a contest - yup
Had a parent run a red light - where do you think i learnt to drive =P
Been in a car - yaha
Felt like an outcast - mmm yeah i guess so
Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night - ive given a fair shot
Had deja vu - yes actually

Witnessed a crime - mmm nasty
Squished barefoot through the mud - why? but yeah
Been lost - i dont classify it lost if i can get back on track without a melways...  so no =P
Been to the opposite side of the country - coutrny ey, yeah been up north
Swam in the ocean - mmhmm
Played cops and robbers - yeahh man this quizzzz goes for agessss
Recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers - no much to my dissapontment
Sung karaoke - it may suprise oyu, but yes it has been known to eventuate
Paid for a meal with only coins - yeah, but really depends how expensive it was hey. a meal of sushi is $2.50... big deal!
Made prank phone calls - nah, im not that lame
Caught a snowflake on your tongue - negative
Danced in the rain - yup
Written a letter to Santa Claus - of course =]
Been kissed under a mistletoe - mistletoe? does that even exist in aus'
Watched the sun rise with someone you care about - i think the only time ive been up early enough was in bangkok, which i watched myself, coz im cool!
Blown bubbles -yupp
Made a bonfire on the beach - nope
Crashed a party - define crash
Gone rollerskating/ rollerblading - yeah!
Had a wish come true -  define wish, and true...
Worn pearls - yeah
Ate dog/cat food - it just smells so goood... hmmm
Sang in the shower - yup, interesting acoustics
Have a little black dress - yup
Had a dream that you married someone   dont dream that kinda thing

Glued your hand to something -not my hand, stationary to the forehead was a bit of phaze i went through...
Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - ummm no
Kissed a fish - maybe i dont remember
Done a one-handed cartwheel - lol i am too weak

Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours - heck no
Stayed up all night - yeah
Picked and ate an apple right off the tree -  yukky powdery sourness
Climbed a tree - mhmm
Had a tree house - hmm no
Are you scared to watch scary movies alone -  no i just choose not to - at all

Believed in ghosts - hmmm somewhat... define ghost..
Have more than 30 pairs of shoes - ahh shh
Worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say - my fashion taste remarks enough comments as it is
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on -yes, my lovely father is such a child
Broken a bone - lets see.. collarbone, wrist, farctured skull & wrist. its my internals that have had the worst damage...
Been easily amused - ha all the time
Caught a fish then ate it -man i cant catch fish, i suck
Caught a butterfly - yeah
Laughed so hard you cried - yeah, when i could no longer breathe
Cried so hard you laughed - hmmm yes, more because of how pathetic the situaiton was, i.e Cal in titanic...
Have a Britney Spears CD - errr no
Forgotten someone's name - rarely
French braided someone's hair - cant do that, a thai chick tried teaching me.... to no avail
Swore at your parents - nah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour - many times
Been fired - nope
Kissed a boy (not a relative) -  yehhh
Purposely set a part of yourself on fire - hmmm no
Questioned your heart - mmhmmm
Been obsessed with post-it notes -  negative
Cried yourself to sleep - nah, cried near sleep time... but im not really that much of a sook as to cry myself all the way to sleep...
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't - ahh yess
Jumped off a bridge - nup

Kissed a mirror - im in love with myself, of course...

June 17, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:  dorky

I try but I cant seem to get myself
To think of anything
But you
Your breath on my face
Your warm gentle kiss I taste the truth
I taste the truth

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms to hold you tight
I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you

So I'll hold you tonight like I would if you were mine to hold forevermore
And I'll savor each touch that I've wanted so much to feel before, to feel before
How beautiful it is
Just to be like this

______________________

 

ahh tell me off!

Currently listening:
The Silence in Black and White
By Hawthorne Heights
Release date: 14 June, 2005
May 31, 2006 - Wednesday 

Makeme hear joy and gladness, that the bones you have broken may rejoice...

... renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from your presence, and do not take your Holy Spirit from me...

...O' Lord open my lips and my mouth shall show forth your praise. For you do not desire sacrifice or else I would give it to you... the sacrifices of God are a broken and contrite spirit, a broken and contrite heart - these O' God you will not despise...

 

Currently listening:
They're Only Chasing Safety
By UnderOath
Release date: 15 June, 2004
May 31, 2006 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  discontent

I cant breath, I cant focus, I cant live. My heart is like ash. My mind wants to murder my spirit. I just cant even visualize being able to willfully and joyously lay myself down. This is just simply too much. Surely your word covers this somewhere. NO!

 

I dont want him, its not fair. Its not fair for me to have someone with so much junk. I hate it. I dont want him. I seriously almost hate you for having this as your plan. I hate it. Ive never been angry or upset with you before; now I am. I know you plan is perfect but it feels so horribly imperfect for me. This is not my idea of perfection. I hate this. I just want to scream GO AWAY!! In his face I, I actually truly want to disobey you, for the first time ever, I desire insatiably to disobey you. I feel horrible, I feel like shit, Im crying, why? WHY?! Its not FAIR!

 

 

I feel like you are standing there tugging at my perfect glass paradigm, pulling it out from my desperate hands to smash upon the floor. I like my paradigm. Why cant you grant it to reality? If it is at all possible, let this cup pass from me; I do not in the slightest wish to drink of it. If I desire against this beyond all, will you allow me an exit? Do you love me so much as to go against your preferred future for me and craft me a better one. Somehow, a better one than something you planned perfect!?! I HATE THIS! Cant you craft a new plan if part of it has been tainted - its no longer how you intended right? Its been damaged. Why should I loose out? Im selfish, I know. I dont care. Why should I miss out! I cant deal with all their junk. Some things are just too big. I cant! I CANT!  I dont want to be a part of it. I can scarcely pray "sustain me with a willing spirit" because I dont want to be willing here at all. GO AWAY!@

 

Song of songs chapter 7 =[ Its not fair

 

 

Currently listening:
From the Depths of Dreams
By Senses Fail
Release date: 29 April, 2003
May 20, 2006 - Saturday 

Current mood:  restless

About yourself

Name: Annie-Maree Rose Shannon

Birthday: 19/10/86
Birthplace: Williamstown
Current Location:my bed

Eye Color: green/blue
Hair Color: white/blonde
Height: 5'7"
Right Handed or Left Handed: LEFT
Your Heritage: Irish/Scottish/English
The Shoes You Wore Today:none

Your Weakness: hmm i dont know
Your Fears: Well things that make me scared
Your Perfect Pizza: crisp, yet with that strange doughy tang, cheese, tomato done the fresh gourmet way, i guess fairly meddietarraenanrenanenaan style lol... easy on the olives tho.

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: getting my monies all sorted and savign for that thing im not really talking bout.

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: what did i dream about?
Your Best Physical Feature: ask someone else
Your Bedtime: well tonight its gonna be well after 4:15 am arrrrrrrr
Your Most Missed Memory:probably something to do with 'infiltrating' mum and dad's bed on a saturday morning and trying ever so hard to push dad out

Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:well that really depends
Single or Group Dates: whos the individual, and whos in the group =]

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: bleerrrhhhh
Chocolate or Vanilla: in drinks.. vanilla - mixed with somethign else of course

Cappuccino or Coffee: only like coffee flavoured things
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: define swear... nothing harsh
Do you Sing: yaha
Do you Shower Daily: generally unless im a slacker and stay in bed all day such as today =O but then i still had a shower this is not even relevanttttttt

Have you Been in Love: yet again this qn... all i say is.. how confusing

Do you want to go to College: i suppose im already there
Do you want to get Married: i believe so
Do you belive in yourself: yepo
Do you get Motion Sickness: depending on the motion
Do you think you are Attractive: depends on the day
Are you a Health Freak: haha
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: certaintly do

Do you play an Instrument: piano/keys etc. flute. recorder lol
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: grr for second hand
In the past month have you been on Drugs: none illegal of course

In the past month have you gone on a Date:technically yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: a mall? haha
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes i think

In the past month have you been on Stage: shock horror.. no!
In the past month have you been Dumped: nah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: ah nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: yeah little extra scabbings of money of dad... so bad at that

Ever been Drunk: hmmm
Ever been called a Tease: its implicit =P
Ever been Beaten up: negative
Ever Shoplifted: dont beleive so. im most deff' not that strong...
How do you want to Die: i musnt be that wise. i dont think about death

What do you want to be when you Grow Up: MEGA annie =D
What country would you most like to Visit: i dont really care

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green/brown
Favourite Hair Color: darker
Short or Long Hair: short thats needing a cut thus ever messy
Height: taller than me
Weight: generally more than me i guess, who thinks about this
Best Clothing Style: non conformist

Number of Drugs I have taken: yes coz i keep a tally on my wall...
Number of CDs I own: sufficent
Number of Piercings: 4
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: yet again. the tally on my wall?

 

ohhh the end how sad...

 

Currently listening:
Awake
By Bleed the Dream
Release date: 26 July, 2005