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Brittany FLICKINGER


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Sexe : Female
Statut : Célibataire
Age : 22
Zodiaque: Balance

Ville : Los Angeles
Région : California
Pays: US
Date d’inscription :: 8/03/2006

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mercredi, décembre 23, 2009 

Humeur actuelle :  reconnaissant
Christmas stories
they're all jolly
nuzzle underneath
the holly
giving gifts of marketing cheer
keeps repeating every year
what about the good man outside
In his box, in the storm. he hides
starving. cold. with just one wish
someone to share this joyous day with.
it's not his fault, but still you guess.
he put himself in that position. with no heart in your chest.
"the shelter's warm he can go to that place"
as you gluttonously stuff your face
so you lay by the fire, satisfied
he freezes to death with tears in his eyes
and just before he fades away
he mumbles "Jesus, happy birthday."

so before you feel compelled to say things
like "This year sucks! My gifts were disgusting."
I hope you feel selfish every time you complain.
and remember.. why Christmas is here in the first place.




Be thankful for what you have. Even if it's just you and one loved one with a small roof over your head giving the gift of saying "I love you! Merry Christmas." Because that's more than a lot of people get.

and if you have something to give...then give it. You never know.


That said...
I love you guys, Merry Christmas.
xoxo
FLICK
lundi, décembre 21, 2009 

Humeur actuelle :  déprimé
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Current mood:  depressed
Category: Life
So today I'm really sad. Sucks so bad that Brittany Murphy died. What the ef man? I don't know what it is but so many people have passed away recently and it really scares the shit out of me. Like..why is everyone dying all at once?
   Anywway I've just been so depressed I wana barf someone's nut hole off. it makes me think like how short life is and how much stuff there is to do before we all go. We all sit around doing nothing but chillin on the computer in our free time when there's SO much out there to do. Like...charity work (i know.) ..but not nearly enough people volunteer...think about how much time we spend on the computer..and how many hours of volunteer stuff we could do if everyone just spent ONE hour...So much more stuff would be fixed...so many more people could even be prevented from dying..u know?
 
i lost my train of thought cus i left for a second to eat some pancakes..(swallowed 3 of them whole btw. no big deal.)

omg im having a panic attack. gotta go

but i love you guys..a lot..and i really think you're great and i appreciate you so much. <3 talk soon.

xoxooxoxoo
lundi, octobre 26, 2009 

Humeur actuelle :  stupide
dear certain cute boy, thank you for writing me this song. 
love, Britt 

i remember the first time when we had met.
i was standing alone smoking a cigarette.
she said hello. hey i really like ur style.
i said thank u very much. and then i smiled.

i was looking for love in wrong places.
we'd be perfect together lets face it.
so i walked her home and she held my hand.
i fell in love when we kissed and i knew that
i'd never leave her cus..

she's got that sugar coated kiss 
so sweet nothing compares 2 it 
I'm addicted 2 her love 
i'll never get enough.
thats how i know that shes the one

late at night i get home i cant forget
 the taste she left upon my lips
 i get my phone out and i begin 2dial.
i just wana hear her voice it's been a while

i was lookin for love in wrong places
wed be perfect together lets face it
so we met up again and i held her hand
i knew that i was in love when we kissed and
i'll never leave her cus

she's got that sugar coated kiss 
so sweet nothing compares 2 it 
im addicted 2 her love 
i'll never get enough.
thats how i know that shes the one

she's got that sugar coated kiss 
so sweet nothing compares 2 it 
im addicted 2 her love 
i'll never get enough.
thats how i know that shes the one

:)

mercredi, octobre 21, 2009 



OK. So. you know my hot guitarist? His mom has breast cancer. Her name is JEANNETTE LESLIE. We're having a fund raiser on November 7th so I'm asking if you could please please start helping now and put some money in Jeannette's pay pal account. even 5 or 10 dollars will help. Please. Ryan's my best friend and he's having a hard enough time as it is. He's only 21 and I don't wana see him have to go the rest of his life without a mom. We'll probably not even play music. Jeannette is the best lady in the world. It's not fair that this is happening to her so find it in your heart to please skip lunch ONE day this week and give her the 5 dollars you would have spent on yourself to keep her alive.

here's the link.


Since Myspace blocks all outside links including paypal once you click the donate button it will ask you to click the site jayc.org/FightCancer once you are there there is an actual button to donate!

Thanks everyone

mardi, octobre 20, 2009 
mardi, octobre 20, 2009 


IM THE ONE AT THE END IN THE TRENCH COAT
vendredi, octobre 09, 2009 

                                         YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT



I can’t sit like this. It’s a little uncomfortable with this nail through my wrist. My hearts never pounded so hard in my chest. The time limit was short but I expected the best.  Im dying slowly. Killing myself discretely. Nobody will know. Nobody will suspect a thing.

.. ..

I’ll wait silently until you’re through. I hope you know Im embarrassed for you.

.. ..

.. ..

VERSE 1 you’re in denial. Somehow you won your pathetic trial.  For now. Don’t worry it’s all on file. It’s in my head. Your hands are red. And it won’t stop probably til we’re both dead. Why is not a question. It’s the beginning of you. You began when you were through. To pretend it took all of you. My body’s cold and my hands are hot. It’s unbearable but you call the shots. Make me sing cheesy pop. But I’ll never stop. Im so weakened from this but I have to reach the top. Im going crazy. I got so much to me. there’s so much inside me. you trick me and use me. You’re abusive.You’re pathetic and selfish. And so am I cus I let it get to me and now next to useless.

.. ..

CHORUS I can’t sit like this. It’s a little uncomfortable with this nail through my wrist. My hearts never pounded so hard in my chest. The time limit was short but I expected the best.  Im dying slowly. Killing myself discretely. Nobody will know. Nobody will suspect a thing.


PRECHORUS I’ll wait silently until you’re through. I hope you know Im embarrassed for you.


VERSE 2 Im sick and tired of being sick and tired. All the time. And I know im right. Its disturbing im over this. I don’t give a shit. And yes I will be THAT bitch. Its gotten so bad I just write it out. Don’t know what it’s about. But everything has gone south. I have things to do. I have to walk away. But this is my comfort and I have so much to say. It’s probably pointless and it will all get erased.. but one day..it will all fall into place. I don’t care anymore. I can’t care anymore. I can’t breathe anymore. I don’t need any more. There’s the door. Theres the door. THERES THE DOOR


CHORUS I can’t sit like this. It’s a little uncomfortable with this nail through my wrist. My hearts never pounded so hard in my chest. The time limit was short but I expected the best.  Im dying slowly. Killing myself discretely. Nobody will know. Nobody will suspect a thing.


PRECHORUS I’ll wait silently until you’re through. I hope you know Im embarrassed for you.


BRIDGE Keep trying? You’ve defied me. And im sighing silently. I did a lot after everything you’ve put me through. It was all about you. Its always All about you. Im sick of hearing the same thing over and over. It’s not helping. I know it’s bullshit so try something clever. Fuck your alterior motives. You’ve showed them. And I know the whole low down. Here I am! Here’s the bulls eye. Im open. This is my effort. now it’s your turn to try. it's your moment. change how this all goes down. 


Im impressed with myself but it’s hard to get attention from anyone else. and i've never been more real than i am right now. it's MY moment. and i own it. so step up next component. hurts dont it? can you feel what i feel? well you asked for it so again... here's something fucking real. I WISH I WAS DEAD.


I know im good but I have to pretend im not. Doesn’t matter what I do. I don’t call the shots. It’s a control issue that everybody suffers from. nobody is on top but everyone is under them.


CHORUS I can’t sit like this. It’s a little uncomfortable with this nail through my wrist. My hearts never pounded so hard in my chest. The time limit was short but I expected the best.  Im dying slowly. Killing myself discretely. Nobody will know. Nobody will suspect a thing.

.. ..

PRE CHORUS I’ll wait silently until you’re through. I hope you know Im embarrassed for you.

.. ..

CHORUS I can’t sit like this. It’s a little uncomfortable with this nail through my wrist. My hearts never pounded so hard in my chest. The time limit was short but I expected the best.  Im dying slowly. Killing myself discretely. Nobody will know. Nobody will suspect a thing.

.. ..

PRE CHORUS I’ll wait silently until you’re through. I hope you know the whole world is embarrassed for you.

jeudi, octobre 08, 2009 
                                               AND THIS IS HOME.
                                                  FLICK MY LIFE.


Im so hungry. 

Don’t crush me. 

Don’t push me. and dont fucking touch me.

 I got nowhere to go. I got one back pack and my bare feet against the road. Alone. Fighting. Shaking I’ll take this one. Don’t break me.  Now doesn’t this seem like fun? For you maybe. but you wont break me. You wont break me no you wont fucking break me.

(INSTRUMENTAL 4 BARS)

You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
Its all about the words
Its all in the melody
Its all about the words
Its all in the melody
 
Everybody had something to say 

when I gained 5 lbs. 

had to find away to turn that shit around. 

I never thought id try to cry until I drown. and I never thought that I would try drugs til I moved to this stupid town. 25 and rising. Stone cold and im lookin up. Never thought I could give less of a fuck. I wish I could fly. I wish I wasn’t obligated to comply. And I’m forced to pretend Im fine. I guess I never factored in the facts of this life. This time.

You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
Its all about the words
Its all in the melody
Its all about the words
Its all in the melody
 
 
Its so pathetic the way we let it get to us. It’s ridiculous. They’re so meticulous. When they’re a dick to us. It don’t sit with us. But still we crave their trust. And we wont give up. 

They don’t know they bury it inside.and they sure hide it. They were just like us. Its disgusting. But it’s funny. we’ll all be just like them.

in the end in the end in the end in the end. is this the end? in the end in the end in the end. IT FEELS LIKE THE END

and i want these words to make you cry. I've been one step ahead the whole time. cus i bet this is what it's like to die. we all...all...all... already died.
 
You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough
Its all about the words (You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough)
Its all in the melody
Its all about the words(You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough)
Its all in the melody
Its all about the words(You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough)
Its all in the melody
Its all about the words(You’re like my favorite song. Can’t turn you up loud enough)
Its all in the melody
mercredi, septembre 30, 2009 
Hey guys! Thanks for all the fun birthday wishes! :) I had such a crazy weekend. A few of my friends/bandmates came into town (they're from a bunch of places like modesto ca, oklahoma, arizona, new jersey)

friday night we went to Beso for drinks and met a bunch of friends there and went upstairs to the club. Saturday I stayed at the Santa Monica Archstone apartments. They're so awesome to give me a weekend condoooo! :) and that night we (jordan freda [filmographer/graphic designer], ryan [my guitarist] and i) filmed a trailer for the next crazy project slash cover music video. Sunday we went out and filmed the actual birthday party which sucked cus we were late and everyone left before we got there and then they wouldnt let the lighting guy in..so i was kinda annoyed we had to do a "hey sorry we cant film the whole point of this..which is the party..." haha - and then monday (my actual birthday) ryan and I did a crazy photoshoot. some of the pics are up and there are more to come! then the rest of the guys in my band and my best friends took me out to a big dinner before we went to a party at huntington beach. 

i got sick! my friend kyle got sick half way through the weekend and had to fly home and i like..immediately got sick just from being around him. uuugh :( so here i am. sick. at my friends house. passing my sickness on to everyone else..haha
 


 

samedi, août 15, 2009 
Just wanted to say hi...haha :) anddd maybe that you guys mean the world to me. Wish my arms were big enough to hug you all at the same time xo

love you guys. I'm more thankful than you know that you're stickin' it out with me til i have something cool to show you <3

xo
britt