Theres points that you remember and points you don't. I remember tripping with Julien at Jeremys old trailer house. I have such things inside.

Jamie Foxx

It's a taking and it's giving. Im doing both. I have and I don't.

-ice age come and ice age go

To awake in the morning with a neck ache is always a grand thing. To awake with a pillow thrown at you is even better. To awake with heavy metal blaring in your skull is something words can't even describe. The lord blessed me with all three of these. He sent a angel to do his dirty work in the form of a Hoffmann. 

I know the password.

I mean could it be any easier?

Oh oh oh sweet sweet sweet internet action.

So it's like do I have a tell to tell you? I'm sure I have something to say. The real question is do I really have to time to say it. I hate writing but I love speaking.  damn it

I read that um i think 30000 members join myspace a day. That's a lot. I'm meerly a blip on a crap turd scale. I feel important. Cut the conversation..i'll just shut my mouth.

Does anyone hate dreaming as much as I do? Im being serious because I'm more or less am terrified of my dreams. I mean they are always bad. There has been nothing remotely good out of them lately. I can fell sleep coming on right now, which means hell for me. I have such detailed dreams that I'm afraid to sleep. All my friends say I sleep too easy. I know I do. I can't really control it. I pray for insomnia.

I lost.

I know what I know. I know.

 Black bells iron bells silver bells

They are all brazen.

Black people white people brown people

They are all brazen.

I love them all.

I love them all.

I had a head full of thoughts today. I think it might have to do with the fact  that I have a fever. When I get sick my brain moves around a lot. I got it from my roommate, damn her! I missed work today as well. Boy I feel like hell. I know my work mates are going to give me shit when I get back. I don't want my peeps going crazy. I really hate those fucking candies anyway. I mean you only get them on easter, which by the way they have pink bunnies made by peeps as well.

You are a warrior. A warrior toe nail clipping that wouldn't come off my toe. Now that it's on the floor, it's talking to me. It says it thinks I'm small. It doesn't get me at all. It won all the battles. It has some strange fungus trophy room hidden far far away. It can't see me. I can't see it. It's small. Dance warrior. Dance!

If I knew I wouldn't be here. I know. Trust me I know.

I guess..

Here's something for all you people who hate me. I think it's written very well. I really like the "next" part.

To: David

Here, i got something for ya....

The tables might turn, and you might just hate me for this. But i dont care. So im going to tell you anyways. I didn't realize it back than, but now i know why i stuck around for so long. I felt completely sorry for you. Your depression, and your pathetic suicide attempts overwhelmed me. But than i realized that you are just a coward trying to take the easy way out by killing yourself. You didnt want to face your problems in life and you are weak. So im glad we're not even talking now. So why are you commenting me now? Im so much better off withought you and all your drama....
And by the way, thats an interesting Blog you wrote there "The game". But you should'nt flatter yourself by making it seem as if i was all over you. I was never falling in love with you. I felt tremendous pity for you. Please, I would have never fallen in love with such a loser like you. You're just a low-life. And You were just "the flavor of the week" as they say. That's why it was so easy for me to stop talking to you. Fuck, i don't know why i even bother. It's just not worth it. YOU'RE just not worth it......... SO I'LL GO ON WITH "MY GAME"

NEXT PLEASE!

This is going to get rough. No I'm really bad. I'm getting kicked out of my apartment because I lost my job at whirlpool a few weeks ago. I didn't find a job for about 3 weeks. Now I work for a cell phone company called Pocket. eh..check it out www.pocket.com Shit I do tech help now. Its really really easy and I get paid way better than whirlpool but its too late. I have to put all my stuff in storage until I get my new apartment. I'm going to have to stay with friends for about a week or so til I get my first big check. Gay. I wish I was a little bit taller I wish I was a baller.

Oh yea I get a free cell phone and free service for working here.

I haven't written music/blogs/anything of interest in a long time. I feel in a hole in the shape of Nevada. Things are looking brighter somewhat...except for getting evicted.

Damn buggers.