i am in a sad mood today. its been a month since i was put in icu and on a ventilator for heart failure.  i have been home for a little over two weeks.  i miss someone that i one thought was a very dear friend and wish she could be with me right now, but i guess we all make choices in life. everything seems so fragile and dear to me now, and at the same time the only things that really matter are people.  everything else will eventually disappear.  i need to go find something to do i am depressing myself!

I have some seriously wonderful friends, but I have realized that with school and not feeling well lately I really miss having fun!  I mean REALLY going out and having a BLAST!!! So if anyone is up for going out next weekend let me know because I was thinking Fizzie's sounded great!  I need to get away from my life for awhile.  Seriously.  It is getting TOO STUFFY! LOL.