Ok so yeah last night was friggin AWESOME!  I got to sit with Mike Brown and Brian Lee! I noticed Eric was getting ready to leave so I went to go follow him outside so I could finally meet him! Well i went up to him and I was like "Hi! I am Charlene." And he stuck out his hand and said "I'm Eric". Than I was like "I am sorry for the little scrum we had in October!" And then he was like "Oh that was you?" So I said "Yup! And I felt really stupid after that! But for some reason you had really pissed me off. But I have some friends online who were talking about how much of a great guy you are so I had to meet you in person." He was like "Wow that is nice!" And then the next thing he said kinda shocked me! He goes "Yeah and if I was a fan I would have hated me when I was playing in Philly too." As if he didn't like Philly! But yeah he is an awesome man! When he was walking away he was like "I'll see you again soon. Hope you have a great holiday and I will see you in the stands." It totally made my day! He was such a sweetie and I will definitely like him now! LOL! Other than that last night was awesome because I got to sit with Mike Brown and Brian Lee! I had a conversation with Brian! He is pretty cool! Those two guys are hilarious when they get together! LOL! And not to mention when Mike is drinking! That man can be a trip and a half! I got to see how he was when he was talking to his other team mates! it was crazy! He was joking the shit out of them! But he really has taken a liking to Eric! But yeah! And Mike got it to where our table got to go up before almost all the rest of the tables. He told the one lady that our he has more seniority than any of the other players other than Jason Morgan! Just because he has only been on our team for one year doesn't mean he hasn't been around! He said he has more seniority than Bainsey who has been on our team for 5 seasons (this being his 6th)! LOL! Now that was a trip! Then I got up and danced to the electric slide! It was a very memorable night! I had soo much fun there! and then I had people coming up to me left and right asking me how I was doing! Then the people I was sitting with were like "WOW You know everyone don't you?" And all I could do was smile! LOL! And then when Ajay was about to leave he was walking by me and he put his hand on my shoulder and was like "Did you have fun tonight sweetie?" And I told him I did! And then Nick Kuiper was walking out the door when I was on the phone with my mom trying to get her to come pick me up and he was like "Bye hun. Have a happy holiday!" I thought that was just soooo sweet! LOL! And then when I had gone back outside to wait for my mom Nick came driving down in his (I think it was a Mercedes) car and when he was driving by me he waved! THAT WAS COOL! But yeah. I wanted to say something to Mark Cullen but he was just chillen with some other players and I didn't want to go interfere! LOL! Mike Brown was joking a lot of the guys! He said that James Wisniewski couldn't make a snowman (he never has) because he is too short (5'11 or something) to see where the head is supposed to go. And then he called Mark Cullen "warewolf"! And he was talking about how Brian Lee is his "Protoge"! That was great! Brian and Mike are pretty darn good friends! LOL! The players all got a present which was the word ADMIRALS with pictures of them for each letter! That was cute! Plus a few fans gave them presents too! I really enjoyed myself! Eric is now a cool person! Maybe one day I will chill with him! Matt Keith kept smiling at me! But I think it was because his girlfriend was sitting at our table at that moment! She is really nice!!!!!! Yaky was adorable as usual! Mike Brown and Brian Lee had me rolling! And not to mention I can pretty much name all the ones that were with girls! Corey Crawford, Steve Munn, Matt Keith, James Wisneiwski, Dustin Byfuglien, Quintin Laing, yeah that is all I can remember! Not to mention I also found out that Quintin is going to be a daddy!! I heard him when I was leaving! He was on the phone with someone and he told them that "Amy's doctor said she can have one glass of wine a month for the first few months"! YAY FOR QUINT!!!!!! I am sooo happy for him! He is awesomeness!! But I will let you go now! I just told you all this stuff as if you know all about the Norfolk Admirals or as if you really want to hear all about them!!!

Yeah so get this stupid shit!!!  I just found out that the Norfolk Admirals are going to have Eric Meloche on their team!  I FUCKING HATE ERIC!!!!  With a passion!  I don't care if he is wearing an Admirals jersey or not!  That bitch called me fat and I almost beat his ass!  I can't stand the bitch!!  Not to mention that the Hawks must have something seriously wrong with their heads to trade Matt Ellison!!  WTF!!!!!!>??????  This is all bullshit!  Well on a high note maybe I can find his ass and really show him how to fight!!!!    

How are you doing?  I'm great!  I just got to hang out with Ray Ray, New York, and *Spider-Man*.  It's killing me though.  Because it feels like we are getting closer everytime I see him.  Like I kept giving him back massages and everything.  And we forever hug!  And tell me something.... when have you EVER seen me wrap my arms over a guys shoulders from behind him and kiss their head?  I did that with *Spider-Man*!  He is the first guy I have ever done that to.  And he doesn't leave without giving me a hug.  And when I see him I get soo happy!  Like he lights up my life!  Like the sky could be pitch black and he is the bright star that just shines right through.  I could be under a sky filled with NOTHING but jet black rain clouds and he is the ray of shunshine shining through! He's that first snowflake that makes you soo happy you want to go catch it!  He's the last petal of the rose that you don't want to see fall!  The last good-bye you don't ever want to say!  It's like looking at the sky as the sun comes up and watching the last star fade away.  You just want to keep that last star shining big and bright! What does this sound like?  Talk to you laters!

~*~Charlene~*~

I sit here looking to the heavens

trying to fin the perfect reason.

A reason to explain this feeling

that is bulding up inside my being.

The hatred that I sometimes feel

the love that we both know is real.

Why did I tell you how I felt

It is a hand I shouldn't have been dealt.

It hurts to see you with someone else

knowing I'm once again left by myself.

The emotions you have brought out

have left me with no more doubt.

The smile I wear no longer hides tears

I no longer lie to hide my fears.

I made you my world and gave my heart

now I have nothing, you tore it all apart.

My nights are now long and cold

I don't have anyones hand to hold.

I once was able to share what I think

now I want to lose it with a drink.

I need to have the feeling that I belong

I'm left with the feeling that I am wrong.

I have done nothing but be true

now I have to leave the rest to you!

**Yet another questionaire**

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. What do you think of me?

5. What's the fondest memory you have of me? If we have any.

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you kiss me?

8. How long do you think we will be friends?

9. Do you love me?

10. Physically, what stands out?

11. Emotionally, what stands out?

12. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

13. Describe me in one word.

14. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

15. What was your first impression?

16. Do you still think that way about me now?

17. What reminds you of me?

18. If you could give me anything what would it be?

19. What do you think my weakness is?

20. Do you think I'll get married?

21. How well do you know me?

22. What makes me happy?

23. What makes me sad?

24. When's the last time you saw me?

25. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

26. if you could tell me to improve something what would it be?

27. would u fuck me?

28. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

OK o it is official.  Brandin Cote is no longer Norfolk Admirals.  As a matter of fact he is no longer in the Country.  He isn't on the same continent.  Damn damn shit damn.  Why did he have to go all the way over there?  I am going to miss him sooo much.  And my niece is too.  He was one of her fave players.  Well here is a link to his new team if you actually give two shits less!!!!!!

 

  brandin cote and the nottingham panthers (click for their site)

I MISS HIM SOO MUCH.  All I want right now is to talk to him.  Well whatever!  I don't know!!  He makes me smile.  he makes my heart skip a beat and I can't even have him.  FUCK!!!!!!

 

~*~DepResSed~*~