so ya havent wrote on here in a while so heres whats been going on.

I been busy with merchandising resets which are pulling in an extra $700 this month.  I am also now in a training class to be promoted at McDonalds.

Alex and I are hopefully getting a Pontiac Sunfire 2000 this week since he has his license now. That is if he gets approved to make payments anyway.

We adopted 2 new pets called Degu's from petco a couple weeks ago. 

We moved into a 5 bedroom appartment a month ago in the same appartment complex with our friend paige and got a few other roomates. 1 Roomie who was a friend of paiges moved in and turns out to be a homophobe even though he said many times he would be ok with it. He moves in and doesnt get a job, lays around sleeping all day and tired to eat all our food. Then bitches about us getting on him for it. SO now hes bailing and runnin home to mommy and daddy and so we trying to find another roomie for his room now. and we jsut got the 2 rooms we had filled up too. the deuche.

I may finally get to go back to school sometime next year after i pay on my student loans for at least 6 months to pull them out of default status. cuz then I will be eligible for financial aid again. Going to either go back to school for a specialized degree at MSU (I call the degree Marketing of Plants and Companion Animals) OR I will just Major in Marketing with a Co-Minor in Plant Biology and Zoology.

And...me and alex still looking for a 3rd BF or Similar thing lol  we kinky/strange.

so ya YOU HAVE BEEN UPDATED! now i need to get some new pictures up eventually....

but for now heres some vids i been posting on facebook for your amusement....enjoys!

OH and our cats in heat and we getting her fixed as soon as she out of it.... jsut saying..

ok so 1st day mcdonalds didn't go bad. The Manager on Duty was kinda , i dont know what the word is, shes been there 17yrs i guess and is strict and not much for talking. The Manager that hired me wasnt in today. She was alot more friendly and Hope i work with her tommorow cuz I wont feel like I can't ask questions and such. Though honestly I didnt have but maybe 1 or 2 questions. Its not much to know. Greet the customer, take there order, if its small stuff I can get it from around the counter while there meal is made, then thank them and move to the next person. I jsut have to get use to where everything is located on the POS and where stuff is located around the counter.

I had 2 trainers today. one was an older lady who at least le me do the work and learn and showed me things in between which is how it should be. But then the other woman kept butting in front of me a the register and seemed very frantic with me and made me feel kinda like.....why am I here again? I never did like people who act frantic and hurried in fast enviroments. To me thats when mistakes will happen. I am just calm type of person cuz of being raised in WV i guess.

But Its only part time work and i guess ill be helping with lunch rushes. SO I am not to worried about it.

I so miss being a manager though. To bad no one seems to be hiring for it around here or if they are they got so many other people with more experience that have applied...darn economy around here >.<

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Anyway heres some vids i had posted on facebook of me alex and jenny lately in case you all dont have me on there to see them....ennoy the slight boredom of some of them lol.

So ya i was hired on the spot for Mcdonalds. They do see really friendly there and seem to all be having fun so it might not be as bad as i think it would be. I am only going to be working part time and on breakfast. exact date and pay rate the person doesnt know yet cuz she is going on vacation and in charge of orientation too so she will call me to let me know.

I also asked her if they do promotions and such and she was really enthusiastic about it saying ya and with my managment experience that is something they would def like to mvoe me up to eventually if im interested in that. So yay i guess. Im just glad to be having more money in. Plus it is fast food experience to add to my resume so now i can do either food or retail. Hurray for diversifying. I also still have an interview with Bristow's sometime but at least im nto worried about not getting it now.

well got a call today from sodexo saying no to hiring me. Then called finish line and they are "going in another direction but will keep my application" .... 

seriosuly WTF IS UP WITH ME NOT BEING ABLE TO GET HIRED AT A STORE LOCATION SOMEWHERE!!!

i have interviewed for cashier , stocker, team lead, asst manager, supervisor, kiosk store manager, and applied at many MANY places here in mankato that didnt even give interviews....

why is it i can get hired over  phone interview for high end retail merchandising companies for like $11 / $12 hr but cant even get hired as a cashier for 7.93/hr ?!?

i so wish i had a car cuz i wouldnt need to worry about this cuz i could live on my merchandising jobs since i could travel to more then just mankato,mn. HELL if i could even be up in Minneapolis again i would be fine and be pulling in like $2000 a month jsut working maybe 4 days a week from it. PLUS i preffer this line of work.

I called another merchandising company that called me last week about work here in mankato....i told her that i was interviewing at a few places first because i really need stable hours and she understood that cuz merchandising is not stable for work. but i told her i would call her and let her know if i would be interested n the work as soon as i heard back from places end of last week or monday. I left her a voicemail today so i hope they still have work here in mankato for me..... cuz it might be enough work to just be able to make rent at least...

otherwise i still have an interview at McDonalds tommorow...(whoopie ican get shot down by fast food too! ) and I did get an email about a management position with Bristow's i applied for and they wanted a response back to set up an interview over the phone or in person. so who knows....im honestly sick of going places and interviewing for the past oh i dont know 1..2..9!! Months..... and being shot down for jobs.... seriouslly...im giving up...its making me think of WV all over again since i went 2 years of not finding a job down there....hense one of the reason i came to MN....

yay for interviews.  the one at buckle was like 2 mins and they said bye....but igot a call about an interview for asst manager at a shoe store called finish line. so instead of calling back i was at the mall so i walked in there and they interviewed me on the spot and i think that interview went alot better. she said when we first started the interview that they do all there contacting for interviews hiring etc on mondays so i would most likely here back this coming monday if im hired. then went through the questions and all that stuff and unlike most people she said she just had to check my reference then i will here back from them. SO that kind of sounds like i most likely have a good chance of being hired <3  

I am like really really hoping i get the job. im so worried about us not having money to make rent and such >.< 

so yeah I have a camera for work now and it takes vid so been playing aroudn with it lately. I upload vids on facebook so add me if you got facebook! Mark Robertson or email is m_robertson@live.com

any way for those who dont have facebook I will occasionally post the vids here in my blog for yu all to share in the fun ^_^ love comments. all vids this round are either with me, alex, or jenny.
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so iwent to the ER last night cuz iwas in excrutiating pain from my teeth..... basically a few days ago one of my lower molats was hurting a little. which sometimes happens because my teeth are horrible and my molars need to be extracted anyway as part of my dental restoration. well it started hurting ALOT and felt like it might be trying to absess. well istarted listerening and using oralgel and tylenol for the pain and to help it get away. well it spread to my upper teeth and now its all gone down hill.

The upper tooth hurts so fucking bad i want to puke. im nauseated, dizzy, and hurt alot. I cant sleep now cuz of it and waiting for vicodin to kick in.  Im hoping monday to call a dentist to get 6 teeth extracted. basically the right side molars 3 on top 3 on bottom cuz they are suppsoe to be pulled anyway. but ive always gotten my dental done at HCMC in minnapolis. So i have to try and find a place down here that will do it. I hope I can find a place... cuz i need these teeth out bad.... keep your hopes up for me that I can get it done this week.... 

ok so some of you may know but last friday I got a call from the doctor I saw with the reults of my tests. Nopw keep in mind he knew nothing about HIV and the tests I needed so I told him what I needed checked and he arranged for the tests.

Well my diabetes test came back as normal so I dont have diabetes. But he wsnt sure hwo to read my HIV test results. He read the HIV rna thing as 859 which is correct for reading. But I asked him what my cd4 coulnt was he said it was 85....

Thats like a drastic change from the 960 of the last reults I got when my trend has always been hiv goes down and cd4 count stays up.... So i ask for a copy to be sent to my HIV doc in cities and a copy to be sent to me. SO this whole time im kind of worried about that cuz under 200 CD4 count would mean I have full blown AIDS.... but in my mind im like he must of read the CD4 count wrong cuz that made no scense....

well i got my tet results copy in mail and I got to looking at it. sure enough he read it wrong.... he read me the % of CD3 cells .... not the actual CD4 count....
My Cd4 count is 810.  SOOO im fine still.

so ya i really dont know how much i trust this hospital lol I pass out when getting blood drawn, i get the wrong thing read to me for my results. at least the Paxil he prescribed is helping with my anxiety/worries i think. Im not as stressed out over em. still have alot of social anxiety though....but any final results are I dont have Diabetes and my current Viral Load is 859 / CD4 count 810

so ya, since im not able to get up to cities like originally wanted too.... I arranged to see a doctor down here jsut to get my HIV testing done to make sure its still fine. I also wanted  to get checked out for diabetes and get some new meds for my anxiety.

well docotr was ok, clueless to HIV and what all i needed to get checked out but i told him what tests i needed done and that if anything is out of the ordinary i would go see my HIV doc in the cities. everything else he can help me with. he put me on Paxil for my anxiety. And then today i haad to go in to get my blood drawn for the tests.

well since im getting diabetes tested also, i had to fast. so i couldnt eat from 9pm last night till my appointment at 9am.  and could only drin kwater. well i go in today and get the blood drawn right. now remeber iget 4 viles of blood drawn for my hiv everytime igo in for acheck up. well had 5 viles today cuz 1 is HIV so shes drawing the blood and my arm aroudn the needle starts to hurt....its never hurt before. she pulls out the needle and immediatly i start getting dizzy...i tell her and shes like i need to you to lay you head down....and next thing i know im waking up to someone holding my wrist...and naother person saying breath through your nose and let it out slowly reptedly and fanning me with a clip board. in other words i passed out...

so yeah i mhaving to lay down....i was scared cuz it never happen before and i couldnt open my eyes, was very thristy all of a sudden, barely talk, and my arms and legs were numb...

i eventually was ok though jsut took like 15/20 mins to be ok again....

so ya there was my doctor visit lol

i will know my test results for stuff by next week i think. they mail them out so yay.

's Answers to Survey Love Life 1 - Are You Single? Nope 2 - If not, who is your bf/gf? Alex 3 - How Long Have You Been Together? will be a year in march 4 - If You're Single, Do you Like It? 5 - Do You Have a Crush On Anyone Right Now? we both have a crush on one guy but he got to much going on right now 6 - First Kiss Cory 7 - Ever Kiss in the Rain? Yeah 8 - In a Movie Theater? Nope 9 - Underwater? Nope 10 - First Love Cory 11 - Have you ever Cheated on Anyone? Jerry 12 - Been Cheated on? Don't think so 13 - Used Someone? ha ha ha not on purpose 14 - Been used? Yep 15 - Lied to your bf/gf? White lies sometimes but they find out latr on what i lied about 16 - Ever Made out With Just a Friend? yep 17 - Ever Had Sex With Just a Friend? I...I... had alot of friends >.> lol 18 - Are You a Tease? little bit 19 - Do you Flirt a Lot? sometimes 20 - Longest Relationship 1yr 6 months 21 - Shortest 1 month 22 - Have you Ever Gotten a Poem? yeah 23 - Ever Get Flowers? yeah 24 - Sweetest Thing You've Ever Gotten A guy i had a short fling with in WV sent me hickory farms for christmas to MN and has been the only guy to get me something I really liked lol 25 - Do you Like Valentine's Day or Sweetest Day? Meh 26 - Do you Believe in Love at First Sight? Lust at first sight 27 - Do you Believe in ? 28 - Do you Fall in Love Fast? Sometimes 29 - Are you a Player? try not to be 30 - Would you ever Hook Up With Someone of the Same sex? Ummm chya..... up the butt , round the clock, on all fours and out the door lmao 31 - Have You ever Kissed 2 People in One Day? yeah 32 - Kissed 2 People At One Time? yeah...came out of that one somehow with an M & M in my mouth o.o;; 33 - Had Sex with 2 People in One day? Yeah 34 - Had sex with 2+ People at One Time? I love 3 ways lol 35 - Ever cried over someone of the opposite sex? yeah 36 - Ever Been Dumped? yeah....1st BF did.... 37 - Ever dumped someone? yeah....cuz he stopped having sex with me, keeping up hygene, and jsut pissed me off 38 - Ever been rejected? yeah....was lead on thinking a guy liekd me and when i revealed i liked him he said he liked someone else 39 - Do you have a lot of ex's? not really just 2.... or 2 and half i guess 40 - Are you a slut? since moneys not left on the table....yes yes i am lol 41 - Ever been called one? yep jokingly 42 - Ever dated someone more than once? nope 43 - Do you ever make the first move? im shy 44 - Double dates or single? only did single 45 - Do you want to get married? someday i guess Myspace Surveys provided by QuizCat.com - Visit for more surveys, Myspace quizzes, tests and trivias... Love Surveys, Relationship Surveys, Girl Surveys, Myspace Surveys,