Well it has been a long time since I have posted anything here. In case some of you don't know I have a facebook page now. So if your interested find me there, I have found it is much better than this MySpace. So many friends I haven't seen in YEARS, never would have found them in this site....

Anyway it seems that someone just has way to much time on her hands, what with the "new laptop" and all. Yes I am talking about you. Just can't leave me alone can you? If your so damn happy with your life, then live it and leave me alone. I have not done nor said anything to you in a VERY long time. Find something else to bitch about, I am not in the mood nor give two shits about you, your new love, and your new "laptop". For the record who really cares you got a new laptop?

Now as for him going to Worcester Tech, yes I think he can do it also. But he will need to pull a bunny out of his hat to get in. That D he got will hurt him. He needs to get nothing but A's and high B's to get in. Can he do it? I am sure he is going to try.  We'll see how it unfolds.

Now this will be the last one I post, because like I said I am now on Face book and like it much better.

RIP Farrah.

Well so far 2009 is going very well. Things are back on track and I couldn't be more happy. Now just need to fix things with the one person who means alot to me. She knows who she is, and i promise pumpkin I will. 
Another bit of news, after waiting for 3years (after we got home from Iraq), and 4 years since it happend, I finally got my Combat Action Badge for the actions in Iraq. I can now add this to my awards case and look at it. Now I wasnt the only one who got it, Dawn and Mary got theirs as well, everyone else either is still waiting or got returned for one reason or another, typicall Army.
2008 is a year I would rather forget, so I will make the most of this new year and not fall back into the same old comfort zone that ruined 2008. I promise this.
 
Blessed Be,
Mike
 
 

I removed that last blog because I felt it wasn't right for me to do or write what I did. I am sorry for the hurt I caused to everyone involed. Espicalliy Ruth. I had no right to do or write what I did.

I hope that maybe someday everyone will forgive me and my actions.

I do love you Ruth and I hope that maybe someday you can love me again. I miss you so much. All I would like is to be with you again and I will do what ever it takes to make that happen.

 

Blessed Be.

Mike

Well everyone it's official, I will be back living with my wife on Jan 19th. I can't wait, I worked so hard for this I WILL not fuck it up. I did to much to hurt her in the past and I will not let that happen again. Now I am not saying that I am cured from my PTSD (never will be) but I am learning to control my anger and not let it or the PTSD rule my life.

Just thought I would share my news in a blog, since I haven't writen one in a very long time.

Blessed Be my friends.

Well seems she and everyone else is enjoying my last blog. Well I have never seen so many comments to any blog in my life, nor have I ever had so many views (as of right now 8:04 pm I have 47 views just today alone). Had sad is this. Anyway she once again posted two (2) new blogs but no one but her (peeps) LOL can read them. So sad, so sad.

Have a good night all, Oh and June get a life and leave me alone. Get your facts straight before you blast me in my own blogs, Goddess knows what you lied about in your blogs.

 

Well friends she is being her normal bitchy self again. This time she is threatening to take my son away from me due to something that happened here tonight. Lets judt say that my current wife and exwife  2 had words and she (x2) tore out of here like a bat out of hell.  So now she id afraid for "her son" being there (meaning here with me) because my wife has issues. Well wouldn't you if everytime you turned around you were being told what to do by an ex wife? So she has had enough and she went off. You see when x 2 and I were married she never put up with any of my x 1 shit (at the time, now we are friends again). So why should she expect my wife to do the exact same thing she never put up with?

  Well x wifey 2 if you want a war you got it. I will do what ever it takes to make sure I still get to see my son. If you think for one minute you will prevail, YOUR SADDLY MISTAKEN!!!!

  So dear friends she has already posted her side, but you can't read it due to the fact she has it blocked. How sad is that? If she has something to say in an open forum as this then we ALL should be able to read it and compare notes.  My blogs (except for one or two) are open to everyone to read. She can't say the same thing, wonder what she is hidding over there? But I will let you all in on something x wifey 2, I know something your trying to keep from me. More to come later (after Aug 7th 2007)

Have a great weekend everyone.

Blessed Be all

Ok so for those of you who have been following along, June is bashing me again in her blogs. So I responded in hers, she will be given the same in this, if she wants to. Now I know in my last blog (back in Jan) I won't respond to her in my blogs any more. Well I am about to go against what I wrote.

Ok here goes. I have had it with her bashing me up one side and down the other. She isn't the best person to be bashing anyone. She wants her cake and eat it to. This whole divorce thing was her idea and now she has to live with it. But one would think that after a year of being divorced that she would have gotten use to the idea by now. Well I am sure she has, but now she thinks she can tell me what to do and how I am going to do it. Well she lost that right back on Oct 21, 2004. Then cemented it on Nov 11, 2004. She will remember those dates. I will never forget them. Now that I am home I have been finding out things that happend when I was gone. The thing that kills me is the fact that she (my wife at the time) wished I was killed while I was over there, just so she would be..1. well off due to the money she would have gotten. 2. not have to worry about how to tell me she was cheating on me. 3. not ever have to worry about me finding out or coming home early or unexpected and catch her in the act. Her life would have been better off if I hadn't come home. Never mind how it would have effected my kids. They would have been devastated by that. But of cource she only was thinks of herself. Now she is and has said that it was a mistake to have ever said that. Well I am sorry it wasn't a mistake and she did mean it. Well she almost got her wish on May 11, 2004. One more date I will never, ever forget. That is the day (the monday after Mother's Day) My truck was hit with a road side bomb. I was driving back from Kuwait and BOOOMMMM!!!! Luckly nothing happend but minor damage to the windshield, door and mirror. Thank you Nancy Rudd .

But I am getting off the subject here. This is about June and bashing me. Yes I am Patricks father, and yes I am doing the best I can. But she wants me to do what I can not do. Like spend more time with my son.  you see I would love to, if I had the time. Yes I live 5 min away, but so does she. You see what is stopping her from calling me and asking me if I am available to take him on what ever date? Nothing. She seems to think I have all the free time in the world, hell she thinks I am off on my day off from work all the time. Well I talked to my son about that issue not to long ago, and he was fine with it. Now when I have been off on my dayoff I have been taking care of personal issues then I had to go to a union meeting. So I couldn't call her and ask if I could take him. But she won't see it that way, she'll see it as me not careing, or what ever. I have my life to live also, but she would rather I not live my life, and spend ALL my free time with him. Well don't get me wrong, I would love to, but that is just not possible. Now she says she spends time with him and he no longer spends time in the den. Her words-ANYMORE. Now I am sure that this is true....now. But when she was with "the man who broke my heart" he spent his time banshed to the den. Why? Because the man who was the love of her life (insert vomit here) wanted nothing to do with him. Now she will say and has said that he would play with our son, talk to him, joke with him what ever. But that is just not true. She only said this shit to get me to feel guilty. Since I wasn't always playing with him. But that was the past. Granted lately things aren't going well in this household due to personal things going on here, but I do try to do the best I can when my kids are here. Now she is upset that I have been going by the divorce agreement. You see it's ok for her to quote the divorce agreement when ever it suits her, but when I do it she gets bent out of shape and starts to say I don't care about our son, or whatever. I do care about him, more than she will ever know. You see he is supposed to be here this weekend note I said supposed to be. He informed me the begining of the week that he didn't want to come due to something I siad to his mother. Now I am the bad guy. You see he just doesn't understand that what is going on has nothing to do with him. It is between his mother and I. So I have agreed to alow him not to come over. But she went as far as to inform me that if I even call over to where he is that my phone call will not be answered, or if I show up then this person is to call the police then call her. Now I ask you what kind of mother says this? Answer the kind of mother who will do what ever it takes to put a wedge between him and I. She uses him as a chess piece in this. She will not just let it be between us and keep him out of this.

Well I am his father and I will not let him be involed in the fight between his mother and I. But since I only get him for a short time and there isn't really anything I can do about it, I will just have to try. I am doing the best I can as the kids father. She calls me a "sperm donor". Well that isn't true. She wouldn't know a father if it jumped up and bit her in the ass.

Well I could go on, but I won't. June you say I am a bad father, well there are people here who say otherwise. And no one of them is not my wife. it's the ones who you treated like shit when I was gone.

Now I have had enough of your shit. If you think I am doing a bad job, or going against OUR divorce agreement (you know the one YOU wanted so bad so you could be with "the man who broke my heart") then you do what you have to and so will I.

Comment if you wish, leave Kudos if you wish. But I wish you would finnaly LEAVE ME ALONE. This is what you wanted, now deal with it. The grass isn't always greener on the otherside now is it?

Blessed Be.

Well at least I thought she would have by now but I guess not. It seems I hit a nerve with her, Pitty. So I will respond to her book...I mean blog. I may not respond to all of it just the sections of interest. So here goes:

Seems she has several trackers in her profile, well that is interesting, so do I. Now as for the 70 times, so what! People look at people profiles all the time. HELL right now I have someone from West Bridgewater looking alot and Douglas, MA. Do I know anyone from there? No I don't but if those people want to look so be it, I have no problem with it, or should I worry that they may be "stalking"me?

She thinks she is intelligant because she can figure out how to trace an IP address, big deal. That is what the trackers do for you so where is the smarts in that?

So she doesn't change her profile. Well she does, but not as much as I may have made it sound so for that I am in error. But I never said anything about her updating her profile. I said I was looking to see if there were any NEW pictures of MY son. As for that picture if you look at it closely it looks like it is doctored. As for her "having nothing better to do at work than cut & paste pictures together" that may be true. But she does have the time to use her position in her job to use information that is only supposed to be used for her job not personal use. That is a NO NO. She calls and gets info under the guise of her job to get info.

She says I am not trustworthy? Ok does she want to be the kettle or the pot? I trusted her as much as a husband can trust his wife. Now I may not have been the best husband to her but in the 9 years we were together I slept with 2 women, her and my first ex-wife (we were still married at the time). Now I ask you were in that statement does it say I slept with anyone else? It doesn't, because I never did. But can she say the samething? No she can't. Now I know in the 9 years we were together she slpet with.....ready for this? 5 people. Yes I said 5, me, Tom, Jeff, Doug, and someguy from the 181 Enginers in Whitenesville at A.T when she was with them. Now she knows who Jeff is so we will leave it at that. So who is the most untrustworthy person here? 

As for my visitation with my kids, that list I sent to her is the same one that my first ex-wife has and she has no problem mwith it so what is her problem? I have the same weekends with all my kids, as per both of my divorce decrees state, everyother weekend. Now there may not be everyother, but since I have a new wife and step kids, we have it so ALL the kids are together. You see we work out the weekends with the kids father, so everything is kosher. But she doesn't care about that. All she cares about is her time alone, sorry with her "honey", who is never there.

So re-doing the kitchen? If those shelves in those pictures are her/his idea of re-doing the kitchen, then I can just imagine what the rest of the house must looks like. That part about "spending time with Patrick AND Doug (you know as a family)" is pure B.S. My son spends more time alone in the den than he likes to admit. I know this because he and I talked about it along with other things all the time. She doesn't spend any time with him, I.E playing a game or reading or what have you. As a matter of fact she took back a game that Santa got for him because "he" didn't want it. Well if you believe that then I have swamp land in Iraq to sell you, CHEAP!!

June- Yes we both did read your blog, and I am sure you have read Ruth's buy now. So let me make something clear to you. If what you say was a "HEAVY dose of sarcasm" then thank you. I have forgotten just how much sarcasm you dish out. As for blocking you, if that if what you think then go ahead and think that. June you have no idea what your talking about as usual. I can do more than you think I can. Just a friendly reminder. As for use deserving each other, thank you. I will say the samething for you. You and him DO deserve each other. Two cheats and untrustworthy people are best suited for each other. I am sure that pretty soon you will be visiting with Tom like you did with me when we first got together, unless you allready have.. So yes you two are suited for each other.

Blessed Be

Well it seems I am being called a "stalker" by someone. Oh the hell with it my ex #2 has called me that. Isn't that funny? You see she has this thing that can show you just who is looking at your MySpace page. Well so do I, and you know what if looking at someones Myspace page is "stalking" then I guess we all are gulity of that now aren't we? You see before I logged on I checked and BIG surprise she looked at mine tonight, just like I looked at hers. You see I know she likes to blog, alot, so I just see if she has and to see if there are any new pictures of my son on her page. Well there is and I must say it is a lousy picture. Looks like she cut and pasted it together. Now I'm sure she will rebut and say something like she never did anything like that. But at her job she can cut and paste pictures like there going out of style. So you figure it out. Oh well.

Well JN, RN and I have just one thing to say to you. Thank you. Thank you for the nice thing you said "let's just say that I hope you get everything you so richly deserve, X 3!" We will, but not in the way you think. We are very happy and this new year looks very good to us. So again thank you very much. If you are implying to something else, well just know that it won't happen, not by YOU or any of your "little" friends. You are completely blocked by me. You see I'm not as "weak" as you seem to think I am. I have taken care of a few things and I know it will take care of  ensureing OUR happiness.

My wife and I are happy, we are glad to finally be where we belong, together. So if it weren't for you and your infidelity, we never would have gotten the chance to find each other. So I guess, in a way, what you did was a blessing in disguise.  Boy that is a scary thought.

Well gotta go.

Blessing and Light, and yes even to you JN.

 

Well another year is over. Hard to believe it went as fast as it did. This year has brought many changes to my life, my divorce was finalized, bought the money pit (house), got rid of said money pit, got new house now, my mother is now in a nurseing home and will never come out to live alone ever again, got married to the most wonderfull person, the woman whom I have waited my whole life for (and past lives) not once but twice (must have lost my mind somewhere), ex wife number two still up to her old shit, when she doesn't get what she wants from me or she is as nice to me as can be when ever he isn't around, right now she is not getting her way, so you figure it out. Work is the same, except for the fact that I lost the route I always wanted to someone who is pissed at everyone in the exutive board, and since two of them have more senority than her she could only get back at me, so she did. But that's in the past, I have a new route that I like and I plan on keeping it as long as I can.

But like I said it's been a hell of a year. I hope this next one is better. 'specily since I hit 20 years in the military in '07. Now I can plan on retireing from that and get my weekends back.

Well Happy New Year to all my friends. I hope we all can get together someday.

Blessed Be to you all.