SO MONDAY WAS A VERY SAD DAY FOR ME.....

I LOST MY BABY BOY AND BEST FRIEND. HE WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. HE PROLLY KNEW MORE THAN ANYONE KNOWS ABOUT ME. THREW THICK AND THIN HE ALWAYS STOOD BESIDE ME WAS THERE FOR EVERY TEAR DROP, EVERYTIME I WAS SO DRUNK THAT I COULDNT EVEN SEE STRAIGHT, ANYTIME I EVER FELT SO ALONE HE WAS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE, MAKING ME FEEL SECURE. I LOVE HIM MORE THAN WORDS CAN EVER EXPLAIN, AND ITS SO SAD HE HAD TO GO BUT I KNOW HES NO LONGER IN PAIN AND IN VERY GOOD HANDS UP ABOVE!

FOR SOME REASON I COULDNT FIND IT IN ME TO GO SAY GOODBYE FOR THE LAST TIME. I JUST DIDNT WANT TO SEE HIM THAT WAY. SO SICK AND HELPLESS. HE HAD MASSES ALL AROUND HIS HEART AND LUNGS AND A MASS HAD BURST IN HIS SPLEAN. WHICH LEFT HIS STOMACH FULL OF BLOOD.

BRUTIS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN, I MISS YOU SO MUCH BUT I DO KNOW YOUR HERE IN SPIRIT AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HERE!  

R.I.P BRUTIS!!!! YOU ARE MY ANGEL! MY EVERYTHING!!.....

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.


TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.


THREE . Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.


FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it.


FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.


SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.


SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much


NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.


TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.


ELEVEN Don't judge people by their relatives.


TWELVE Talk slowly but think quickly


THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"


FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk..


FIFTEEN. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.


SIXTEE N. When you lose, don't lose the lesson


SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.


EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.


NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.


TWENTY Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.


TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

Here's how to play: once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with ten weird, random things, habits, facts, or goals about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged listing their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you have posted your blog so i can see your answers.Okay...so let's see...lol

1. Ted says I doodle too much, which i do dont have any paper around me cause it will be full of doodleing

2. i have a bad habit of smoking ciggs

3. I'm a total push-over

4. I love to drink alcohol, but not like i used too

5. A goal i have is to be a great mother, and succeed in life

6. I bite my nails all the damn time!

7. I dont wear my hair up cause i hate my ears

8. I still suck my tounge at night.

9. I don't like to wear short sleeve shirts, cause I hate my arms!

10. I'm blind, and i need some damn glasses but cant find it in me to pay $300.00 for some new ones.

I'm tagging:

Morgan

katie

ryan

derek

desiree

Sara

Tabitha

Marcella

Lisa

Devin

 It's such a beautiful day!!

so I'm alittle over 3 months pregnant and damn I'm feeling like crap my tail bone hurts, i can't breath at night what so ever, so my days are very exhausting. But I'm gettin threw it. No one told me you have this much different pain going on while pregnant, cause damn now I'm wondering how I'm gonna feel when I'm farther along. And on top of everything I'm the worlds biggest BITCH!!! I just can't help it, my horomones are going crazy, i guess.

But other than all that I'm really excited I get to experience motherhood, I'm still in total shock though, i just can't believe that I'm really having a child, so crazy, huh!

Could any of you guys ever see me with a child at this age especially the way I love to party. Well now my ways have changed, I'm a good girl no more drinkin, smokin etc....

I just wanna thank all of you guys for supporting me in everything i do and standing beside me no matter what. You're the best better than all the rest!!!! love ya ~