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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
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Current mood:  exhausted
As I'm sure you've come to realize if you've read my sporadic blogs before, I'm not about to post anything profound...but merely spill over a bit of myself and know that it felt good just to express what's on my mind-- I've discovered that despite my best intentions to live every day of my life, I've often fallen short of my goal. Instead, sometimes I've let days, weeks, or whole months just happen to me. It's in those times that I don't call my friends, or email, or show up for anything...it's in those times that I feel utterly alone and inclined to have a little pity party (not that anyone would come)--lol--then one morning I wake up and realize I've done it again, and that another piece of my life has passed me by.
I've found myself slowly awakening over the past few years to what life can really be. It doesn't have to be a lonely experience, it doesn't have to be all hard work and uphill battles...at least not all alone. So, to all the friends I've found again, thank you for hanging in there and having faith that I'd figure it out sooner or later. To all the amazing new friends I've made, thanks for being part of my discovery.
I know my life is incredibly busy; and that's my own choosing...though I may not always be happy about it. But I welcome a brief interruption whenever any of you want to remind me that there's still a world out there; and that it's full of people I adore.
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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Current mood:  peaceful
Category: Life
I've come to the conclusion that things happen for a reason. Kismet. Destiny...Fate. Whatever you want to call it, it's all the same thing. Life will give you opportunities, but they're often disguised as challenges or worse. I've had a hard time accepting this; but I think it's starting to sink in through my thick skull. I've been waiting for months for my contract for work, hoping it would be a great deal that would make me extra happy with my job...instead, it made me really re-examine my priorities. Carefully. I was so frustrated at the time I wanted to throw my hands up and walk away...but after thinking it over, I realized that the contract that wasn't what I really wanted was just an invitation to go back to school. It was the excuse I needed to focus some energy back in the right direction. Opportunity in disguise. I can't remember the last time I felt so at peace with a decision I made. So, next time I feel like I've been cheated, I think I'll have to stop and look a little more carefully at the opportunities that I may not be seeing... after all, things happen for a reason. I just have to open my eyes and see why.
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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Current mood:  contemplative
Category: Friends
Sometimes it's so easy to forget the importance of cutting loose from all cares and worries in life for a few hours and just wrapping yourself in the glow of your friends and loved ones. I'm guilty of this; I am driven by an obsession to get as much done in this lifetime as I can, and sometimes my friendships suffer for it. This past weekend, with the help of some really incredible friends and an excess of libations, I remembered this. That said, once sober again, I spent a bit of time reflecting on this (really pretty sad that it's a revelation) and have decided that it is time to rethink my priorities a bit. There's about a million things I want to accomplish in my lifetime; but I guess I never considered that I didn't have to do them alone. So be prepared, if you are a friend, you will likely be dragged off on some bizarre odyssey or experience. Don't know how to (fill in the blank)? Neither do I quite likely, but I'm sure I'll give you plenty of reasons to laugh your ass off if you'll come try it with me sometime. "Life isn't measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away." --author unknown That's my new mantra until it sinks in. I hope my friends will allow me to share some of their moments.
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