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samedi 28/11/2009 5:06

Kyuubi
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bizarre

For once this has nothing to do with a crisis or a problem that I've been having lol. Lately I've been very content with many things as a matter of fact a little too content. I've been very clingy lately, not out of protectiveness but because I've been wanting someone with me. Why is that? Because my inner beast is trying to come out lol. You see every woman has an inner creature that represents their sexual desires or the dark parts of their personalities. Sometimes they won't notice it until it actually happens and they'll just think that they just want to try something new, when really it could be something else. I never could understand why any woman would choose to be domesticated, it's no fun really. Nothing's better than letting out that inner beast. Rather than keeping it trapped inside. Why else do you think that I'm called Kyuubi? Hehehe. Especially at night I haven't been myself... Hmm... There's a kyuubi in the closet!!!! Lolz. I guess it's the moon or something, but it's not always her fault ^_-

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lundi 26/10/2009 5:44

Hhmmm...
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agacé

Lately I've been in such a weird statement. I've been switching different emotions so much to where I can't even tell how I currently feel. Right now I would say that I feel slightly irriteble (Sorry if I spelled that wrong) because I'm not sure. All kinds of things have been going on with me these past two weeks. I nearly had an argument with a friend of mine earlier tonight but luckily I managed to stop it before it got worse. It's not like me to do this either. I also haven't been feeling like myself lately. I keep having the urge to hurt whoever fights with me. And my parents and I have deffinitely not been getting along so well. I used to not be so pugnacious towards them, but now it seems like every time they piss me off I just want so badly to give them hell and I nearly do, but sometimes I just gotta do what I gotta do. I all of a sudden just feel that I've been a doormatt to them all my life and I just wanted to take a stand for the first time in my life. But of course, it doesn't work out, it almost never does. I'm just getting so sick and tired of people always trying to put me on a leash. I AM NOT A FUCKING DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know we all have to have authority in our lives otherwise things will go out of order, but I just can't stand it when older adults take their positions for granted and think that just because they're in control means that they have every single right to piss of younger people such as myself. I feel that's what my parents have been towards me... Just trying to find some reason or excuse to get me stirred up and because they've obviously got some insecurities and they feel that they should take them out on me and my sister along with a whole buttload of other issues that they've got. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, but sometimes I'm not too sure if they feel the same way towards me. I'm sure they love me, but I'm not sure if they like me. I just want so badly to move away, but I can't afford it and I can't provide for myself yet. I'm sick and tired of being around two faced hypocrites who do not even bother to tell me anything till I do it and they just turn around and say you can't do that. I mean seriously, that's just so annoying and they always get on to me for the most littlest things and sometimes I swear they have nothing else better to do than to just do stupid shit to me... It's just all kinds of things have been happening. I guess I can say that it's my anger and depression towards them that caused me to nearly argue with my friends... I even almost wound up starting something with Ouka, which by the way I'm sorry if I nearly pissed you off in any way... I know you prolly didn't notice but a few times I actually did get moody, I was just trying so hard not to because I know it's not your fault at all. I've just been having a terrible two weeks. I'm trying to be an adult and my parents just get on to me just because I'm not doing it their way. And Chrissy moved away to Kentucky recently. I miss you honey!!! She's been a sister to me along with Ouka for quite sometime. But I've known Chrissy longer... I really hope that I can see her again and I also hope too that everything works out for her. I swear, one of these days very soon I will find my exit, I will find some way to get out of here and go where I need to go and to take care of myself. I can't just wait for some man to save me, I've gotta save my own life. But it won't be now, but it will be soon. Thanks for reading this and for supporting me... The ones that I can trust.

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lundi 16/03/2009 5:41

What Happens Happens
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sympathique

All kinds of things happen on this earth. Unfortunately one of them is being apart. To lose someone. Of course, there is always going to be a time to be born and a time to die, but there is also a time to be reborn. I won't explain my belief on it, otherwise it'll not be understandable for some of you. But I will tell you this much, whoever it was that you've lost, you will someday meet again. Whether if it's in the flesh or in the spirit. I know exactly what it's like to lose somebody important and whom I loved. I've lost many people in my life. Or so it seems. My mother passed on from cancer four years ago, the reason why I hated Valentine's day was not only the fact that I'm always single on that day, but the fact that she passed on a couple of days before it. I'm already feeling like I'm losing my sister Angel. I know she needs to move on and live her own life, but lately we've been not connected as well as we used to be. And I feel that maybe we're not as close. She was one of my many best friends. And she's the only one in my family that I trust. I could just go on and on about my losses. But I don't need to. I'm not trying to set myself out for attention, I'm relating to anyone who has lost an important person. But you know, it's all right. There will be a time when we'll be ready to go as well. And we'll meet again and again. And never leave each other. There is hope beyond every struggle... you just need to look to it and not doubt or fear. I'm not that religious of a person, but I do believe in an afterlife. But I'm not entirely sure of what it is. I could say that it's Heaven, but you might say something else. It all just depends. I'm not gonna sit here and debate about it either, because I'm not like my parents. Just don't be afraid of what might happen. Because what happens happens.

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samedi 17/01/2009 8:57

Midnight ch.2

Seven years had passed by and the terrible war was forgotten about, well, not completely. No one had forgotten about the betrayal of the family and the vampires, and some had certainly not forgotten about what had happened to the prince. The birthmark located on the back of his neck was not visible, because it was mostly covered by his long raven black hair, so not every vampire his age ever noticed it. His name was Valo Vampira. And although, he was the prince, he was not really very popular or very well praised in his clan. He was the loudest and most playful one, and the most creative as well. No one had ever told him that he had Kissa sealed inside of his heart, he just thought that maybe the kid vamps his age just needed to get to know him better. But other than that, things with the clan seemed to be going alright. Later on that night, when the full moon came out into the black sky, there were two furry creatures standing outside the clan's house near the cemetery. They were werewolves. One male and one female. The two were waiting until the vampires slept, so that they could catch one for it's blood. For the werewolves believed that drinking the blood of the vampires would help them live longer. Their main target was the prince, for he contained the two tailed feline, and they wanted her power to manipulate death and time. Later, it was almost morning, and the vampires were getting tired, so they went to sleep. The werewolves were still observing with flashing golden eyes and white fangs baring, as soon as they saw them asleep, the two crept down towards the nearly beaten up house. They spotted that one of the windows was opened, so they both jumped in. The male and his female partner searched around stealthily through the crowd of sleeping vampires, on the floor, on the beds, in the caskets, wherever they could find a place to sleep. Then the two found their target. The queen lying down asleep in her large casket with Valo right beside her. The male werewolf crept up towards him, while the female stayed back and watched. He nearly succeeded until his partner backed up and hit her back paw into a large rock and began to yelp in pain. He almost had Valo in his sharp claws, but had to let go to shut her up. The female then kicked the rock and it landed on the male's gray bushy tail and he began to yelp too. The vampires immediately woke up to the sound of the wolves' awful howling, and began to scatter like ants. The queen woke up observing cluelessly about what was going on, then she spotted the werewolves which were standing there trying to find ways to escape. She jumped out of her casket quickly, but she didn't wake up Valo. The king came out of his coffin and tried to fight of the male werewolf. He attempted to lunge at the beast's throat, but the wolf managed to shove him against the hard stone wall. The king went unconcious. The other vampires were still running and some of them even tried to fight the wolves, some were successful, and some weren't. The queen Leah took off running from the raging female, while holding Valo at the same time. They wound up outside, still running. Leah was beginning to lose her balance until she realized that she was at the edge of a cliff that led to a creek down below. The queen turned around and saw that the werewolf was still running towards her. she no other choice but to jump, while still holding Valo. The wolf stopped sharply and gazed down at the creek trying to see if they were down there, but she saw nothing but fog, she scoffed and walked away. Leah stood up slowly, searching around for any other dangerous things. She saw nothing. The prince was unconcious. But the male werewolf was right behind her about to jump. He leapt onto her back and began to attack. The queen tried to defend herself, but she then realized that a werewolf would go after any vampire even if it's not their target, and she also realized that if she survived, then she would be too weak to protect him, for she would be injured and wounded, and they could easily take Valo. So she let the wolf kill her. He turned back and glared at the prince and thought to himself, "I swear, you're going to be next." He got the queen's body and his partner and they took off. Valo was left alone.

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samedi 17/01/2009 6:00

Midnight Ch.3

The next day came along and the prince was finally awake. Unfortunately, he was rudely awakened by the beaming sunlight that went right into his eyes. He had no clue where he was at, just being by himself in this creek. Not knowing where his parents are either. He began to search around, trying very hard not to give up. Until suddenly, a cat with short white fur and green eyes approached him. "Do you need help?" She questioned. Valo was in shock that he heard the cat speak. "Am I still dreaming?" He replied cluelessly. The white cat shook her head then reached her paw over to claw his dead white arm. Valo jumped in pain, "Ow! What was that all about?" The cat responded calmly, "You said you wanted to know if you were still dreaming, I was just trying to make sure." He gave her an awkward glare, then turned away. "I'm sorry." She said. Valo put his hand on her head, then questioned the cat, "What am I doing here? Do you know where my parents are? What happened? Did I miss something?" The feline immediately interrupted, "What would happen if your head fell off?" Valo grabbed his neck protectively. "I'm Victoria." She said grinning. "I'm Valo." He responded, slowly letting go of his neck. Victoria told him that she didn't know his parents or where they were, but she led him to a neighborhood up the street from the creek where he was at. He followed her, hoping to find someplace to stay. The two passed by good sized house where a girl and her father lived. Valo thought that maybe he should consider going in there. He and Victoria walked up towards the front door of the house and rang the doorbell. A girl at the age of thirteen answered. She was nearly astounded at the sight of Valo. His aura was cold, his presence was calming, but unfortunately, his voice and his attitude wasn't always. She didn't think that he was a vampire, for she didn't believe in them, but it felt like she did meet one. Valo explained his story to the girl, trying hard not to freak out while telling it, for he was in desperate need to have a place to stay at until he is old enough to provide for himself. She had great sympathy for the young vampire, but felt a bit awkward hearing about him living near a cemetery, and being a prince. She then decided to talk to her father, who was an absent minded person. He was very over protective of her and was very busy with his job and all. The girl tried to tell him about Valo, at first he was very picky about it. In fact, her father almost said no, but then he changed his mind and told her that as long as he didn't have to do all the work for him, then he would be acceptable. The girl was happy and nervous at the same time, she had never taken care of a younger child before, not on her own anyways, but she promised Valo that she would never abandon him for any reason. The girl's name was Revilley. And even at a young age, she became Valo's mother figure. Victoria watched them from the window near the front door, and saw what had happened, she was grateful.

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vendredi 02/01/2009 1:16

Midnight Ch.1

Once upon a time... there was a family. That family was best friends with anything of the supernatural. Or anything related to it. They were specifically friends of the mysterious creatures that today's youth have fallen in love with... the vampires. The head of the family and the king of the vampires were practically inseperable. They always helped each other, provided for each other and so on. But one night, something terrible was bound to happen as the head of the family has a nightmare about the king and his clan betraying them. It was a terrifying dream, but he did not want to speak of it. Instead, he decided that the best thing to do was to kill the vampires. But in the meantime, he acted like nothing was wrong. Three days came by, and the head decided to declare war with the vampires... they were shocked and felt deeply betrayed. As the family gathered their entire clan together as well as the vampires gathering every creature of their kind that was on their side, they fought with pure violence and whatever else they had to give out. It wasn't long until the high priestess of all nightmares whispered into the head of the family's mind and told him to summon the animal spirits... the ones that held each element of the world. They summoned the animals, but they all refused to fight, for that was not in their nature. So they summoned and awakened the death spirit, Kissa. A spirit in the form of a large cat with two tails, pitch black fur with violet markings, and eyes that glowed crimson and were fearful to stare at. The family thought that she'd be their only hope. But it just so happened that as bad of a temper as she had, the cat didn't want to fight either. The head of the family was not pleased at all. But something happened... the monsterous feline turned around and tried to devour him alive and tear him with her deadly claws. But he managed to escape Kissa's grasp and realized that if he kept fighting, then she would summon her partner the firefox and they would be nearly impossible to beat and they would kill him and his family... so he used a sealing technique to place the feline in another place... and they surrendered. The vampires were happy, except for one thing, the cat wound up being placed inside the heart of the king's son, which also caused him to be born with the mark of Kissa on the back of his neck. This all happened at Midnight.

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samedi 13/12/2008 5:15

Kyuubi Kisaki (Queen Nine Tails)
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artistique

A long time ago in the spirit world, there were many things living. The ghosts, the angels, evil spirits, the good spirits, and the daemons. There were many different types of them, some took the forms of animals, some took the forms of humans, and some could change to either one. One particular daemon that was like this, was the fox. The foxes in the spirit world and in the real world are sacred to their god Inari (The Japanese god of fire, rice, and foxes). They were his messengers, and his guardians. Inari had a gorgious palace for his little furry companions... his palace had many gold and silver figures of different relatives and ancestors of the foxes and his own kind. And he had certain rooms to practice arts such as fire and shape shifting, and so on. His most prized fox was a beautiful nine tailed vixen named Kyuubi. She was the queen of the palace. The master of shape shifting and master of fire out of all the other foxes. Kyuubi was tall in appearance, comparing to the others. In human/daemon form her hair was dark red with black at the tips and was pulled back into nine braides, her complexion was pale, and her eyes were a glowing crimson, with slit pupils. She mainly wore a dress that contained a red corsette, with two black ribbons dangling from the sides of the chest area, and the skirt part went up to the middle of her shins in the front, then the back was beautifully cascaded with red, black, and dark purple material hanging in a long train. She also had on black five inch heels, black fishnet tights, and long black fingerless gloves that went up to her shoulders, along with a spiked choker and a ruby heart around her neck. Every fox daemon admired her greatly and she was an excellent queen. Inari wanted to get married to her, but that wasn't what she wanted, for she was only 18 years of age and wasn't ready for marriage yet. Although, she did love Inari, she didn't love him enough to marry him. Later on one night, there was a party for the daemons, not just the foxes but for everyone. Kyuubi was greatly interested in going, so she went to go find an outfit to wear and invited the other foxes over for the party.

(There will be more to this later!!!! Please come back some other time!)

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mardi 09/12/2008 3:26

777
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artistique

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mardi 14/08/2007 9:11

To all the desperate people...
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content

For all you people who are younger, older, and exactly my age. I have so many questions in my head. Mainly questions that I'll have to save till I get to that goul or get to Heaven. But one question has been on my mind, and I feel the need to share it with you. Why are we so focused on finding the "Right one" when you are still very young and not even adults yet. I mean, it's not like I've never done that sort of thing before, because I have, but why are we like that? Really, everyone was meant to be loved. Everyone was meant to be with somebody special. He/She is out there, you just have to wait your turn. But, don't be afraid to see others either. My whole point is that we are still very young, and we should really be focusing on what we need for the future and for our lives right now, but we really don't have to worry about the right one now. It's okay to flirt, it's okay to say, "I think he/she is cute", but just be careful who you say or do it in front of, lol. Our lives are on the earth for a reason. We all have a calling. And if you feel so bad, because you think that someone seems like they're having such a great time with their "lover", just know that they're most likely not going to last, even if they've gone out for almost a year, it might not last. Nobody likes to go through the pain and suffering of a relationship, but if no one likes it, then why do we set ourselves up for it? It's okay to have a relationship, but just know that it shouldn't be your main focus. In other words, you don't need a man/woman to complete you, you are already complete. Flesh, spirit, heart, soul, everything. You are complete.

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