Have you ever just sat back, evaluated your life, and found yourself wondering "what if"? What if I would have finished college the FIRST time around? What if I married guy B instead of guy A? What would have happened if I stayed in the military?

Now don't get me wrong, I love my husband and my children more than words can express. We've had our ups and downs, but he will always love and support me, just like I will him. (When we got married some people only gave us 6 months......We're working on 7 years!!!)L.I.F.E.

Anyway, I just often find myself wondering where I would be now if I had made different choices earlier in life. Should I feel guilty for having these thoughts or are they normal? Maybe I need therapy. Any Psychology majors out there?!

I'm new at this so cut me some slack. I've never even heard of a blog before logging on. Somebody help! What exaclty is a blog? Am I suppose to write something meaningful? Am I suppose to actually believe that millions of people are going to log on and find my life interesting? To me that sounds a little conceited. Or is it just a "Dear Diary" that everyone has a key to? Anyway, until I get it all figured out, this is as good as it gets.

Mandy