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Sexe : Female
Statut : Célibataire
Age : 31
Zodiaque: Cancer

Ville : DeLeon Springs
Région : Florida
Pays: US
Date d’inscription :: 6/02/2005

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lundi, mars 09, 2009 

Humeur actuelle :  enjoué

            Your result for The Color Code Test...
           

Color Code: BLUE: The Social Butterfly


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BLUE MOTIVE: Intimacy
BLUE NEEDS: To be good (morally), To be understood, To be appreciated, Acceptance.
BLUE WANTS: To reveal insecurities, Quality, Autonomy, Secuirity.
SUMMARY: Blues are motivated by altruism. They love to do nice things for others. they look for opportunites to give up something in order to bring another person happiness. selflessness rather than selfishness is their guiding philosophy. Blues seek intimacy. They want to be loved and to love. A true blue will sacrifice a successful career to improve an important relationship. Blues crave being understood. They are gratified when they are listened to, when they feel understood and appreciated. Blues may have thier hearts broken more than most people, but they also spend much more time in love. Blues are directed by a strong moral conscience. They have a moral code that guides them in their decision making, their value judgements, and their leisure time. A blue would rather lose than cheat. Ethically, blues are people who should be in positions of power, but seldom are.


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lundi, décembre 24, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  vache

So I would like to know....If people profess to believe in and follow the "Golden Rule" (i.e. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you), why do they get so angry with you when you do to them as they have done to you? Why is it that people believe they can treat you like shit, for months, years, at a time, and then they whine and scream and throw temper tantrums when you've had enough and you do it back to them?

*sigh* People suck. I do believe I hate them all.

 

samedi, septembre 22, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  endormi
Woke up at 6 this morning with this throbbing in my head.

All Gods are One God,
And One God is All.
The faces of Divinity
Are not the same for you or me.

But All Gods are One God,
And One God is All.
The paths that let our hearts fly free,
Are as different as you and me.

All Gods are One God,
And One God is All.
As all rivers flow to the sea,
The Source is the Great Divinity.
vendredi, septembre 21, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  bizarre

The face in the flames,
The howl of the wind.
The substance of earth,
The ocean's flexibility.
I am the element of light.
I am the depths of the dark.
I am ether and time,
The Universal divine.

jeudi, septembre 20, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :disturbed

I was with Sean, in a very large industrial building. There was music playing, bass thumping, guitars screaming. People danced about like retards in the throws of an epileptic seizure. My head began to ache, and we left out the back.

We stood for a moment upon our exit into the open and surveyed the situation. We were high up in the air, on top of what looked like a very sturdy fire escape. It had metal stairs on both ends of the platform, though, and we went down. There were several of these platforms, all with a flight of stairs at both ends. When we made it to the bottom, we had to make our way through this yard. It was old, depressed, looked like the sunlight had never touched it, and may never. There were large, metal skeletons of ancient machines that we skirted around, dropped willy-nilly in strange places.

Finally, we made our way out a towering metal gate. I turned to look back at the stone monolith we had left behind. Everything in my vision began to shimmer, to waver, as though surpressing a shudder.

Looking forward, there were people on the streets. Strange people, mostly dressed industrial or punk. Streetlights bled steady puddles of strange orange light. Doors were open, yawning mouths. We proceeded down the street, close, but not touching.

Out of nowhere, with sickening speed, someone reached out and grabbed Sean by the shoulder. I ripped the attacker off, threw him down onto the ground, and Sean whipped around with his arm cocked to punch the bastard in the face. I looked at who we had.

It was male, strangely human. Paper white skin, huge dark pools of eyes, and jagged pointy teeth. His blonde hair was oily, cut jaw length in the front, parted down the middle and nearly shaved in the back. It fell in his face. His limbs bent backwards, and he appeared as a spider, turned upside down. I grabbed Sean's arm.

"It's just a silly little punk in white makeup," I said. "Not worth the effort."

Sean turned without a word, and we walked away without a look back. We turned a corner. I could hear the motherfucker screaming obscenities at us, promising he would get even.

At some point, we stopped and we were sitting on a step, smoking cigarettes, and I suddenly looked around and screamed for my dog. "NICKY!"

I ran to the end of the street, screaming for him all the way. "NICKY! NICKY!"

At the end of the street, his sweet, scraggly little face peered around. He looked so sad. I ran to him, and as I did, he stretched forth his front legs and showed me. Some bastard had chopped off his left front paw, and it was bleeding. I scooped him up, proud of my poor, courageous little doggy, who came to me even with such a horrible injury.

I began to walk back toward the club. Everywhere I looked, whatever my eyes touched immediately combusted. Sean was behind me, I could feel him there, but I didn't bother to stop to see where he was. Anger welled in my soul, that someone would torment and torture a poor, innocent soul and cripple it out of malice or spite. I could feel heat. My eyes burned, but not with tears. Heat singed my nostrils, as though I were trying to breathe in close proximity to a fire.

As I approached the club, I saw the punk that had attacked us. He was grinning. I put Nicky down on the ground, bent over him, said something. Nicky jerked and shook like he does after a bath, and when I looked again, his paw was healed.

I turned my attention to the punk. I concentrated on him. I unleashed all of my wrath and anger, channeling it directly into him. He stood, paralyzed. His eyes began to bulge as though they were filled with liquid. His forehead swelled,  growing obscenely. His hands disintigrated, one finger at a time, until they laid in piles of ash at his feet. He stared in horror through his stretched out eyes. His bleached out skin began to flake off, hideous holes opening in his face and neck. Fire burst through his chest from the inside. In seconds, he was consumed.

And then... I woke up.

 

vendredi, septembre 14, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  fâché

Apparently, I need another time out. I'm fucked up in my head. I'm tired. My feelings and emotions don't matter to anyone but me. I would never do to someone else some of the things that have been done to me. I would never give people encouragement to do something that would hurt someone I cared about. I either need some new friends or need some distance from the ones I do have.

I guess it's time for me to practice some "tough love" on myself. Pardon me if I'm selective in the next few weeks over who I talk to and who I hang out with. I am not going to be around much. Don't be surprised if I don't answer your calls or don't want to hang out.

Don't call yourself my friend or say you love me if every chance you get, you bury a knife in my back. Call yourself what you are -- a user. A vampire. A leach. But not a friend.

I am not a pincushion.

When the knifes you have inflicted upon me come flying back out of my flesh at you, drenched in my heated blood, you had best take cover. It will be of little help, because your own knives will eventually find you, and the wounds you have inflicted with them will be 100 times worse when Karma comes calling.

And She will come calling. And the death knells will toll your spiritual passing. Pray for a good reincarnation.

 

mercredi, juillet 11, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  fatigué

When you go poking around a dragon's lair, don't be surprised if you find a dragon!

If you are (un)lucky enough to find the dragon in it's lair, don't be surprised if you get singed or eaten! Only the fool would think they may escape without being maimed.

If by chance you find the dragon lonely and friendly, and it sees enough in you to offer it's friendship, don't throw away the opportunity.

If you befriend the dragon, don't ever betray it. It is still a dragon, after all, and betrayals are dealt with more harshly than any other crime.

Dragons are a beautiful force of creation and knowledge, but also a force of destruction to be reckoned with. When a dragon sets about on a rampage of destruction, there will be nothing left of you to mark your passage upon this earth... except, perhaps, scorch marks.

People, I beg of you... don't fuck with that which you do not understand. Especially not when it understands you!

jeudi, mai 10, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :poetic
I am the hurricane.
I am the deep.
I am the nightmare monstrosities that call the inky abyss home.
I am the rippling, laughing waves.
I am the murderous tides,
the currents that rend flesh from bone.
I am where the horizon sleeps,
and where the sun wakes.
I am the amoebas that swim in the roiling nocturnal cauldron of evolution.
I am steadfast life to the prepared,
and certain death to the unwary.
I am typhoon and roaring, screaming gale.
I am quiet depths and crushing pressure.
I am all, for I am The Waters.

And I can slash and sting,
Or soothe and cool.
I burn the wounds on your body till the saline from your tears melds with mine.
I voice my outrage with thunderous chorus,
and sing my solace with melodic chime.
I can peel the skin from your body, leaving nerve and soul exposed.
I can calm and enrapture the hardest of hearts.
I boil and I freeze,
I swirl and I churn.
I am all, for I am The Waters.

AD 5/10/07
jeudi, avril 26, 2007 

Humeur actuelle :  hébété

Well... A lot has happened in my life in the last couple of weeks. I'm feeling a deep need to retreat into my shell. Please don't be upset if I don't respond to your e-mails. I'm fine, I just need some time to evaluate things in my life, and the computer needs to remain on off while I do that.

In addition, I'm going to be very selective about the phone calls I take. If you call me, please do leave me a message. When I finally come back around, I'll remember everyone who tried to call, and I will call you back.

I don't know how long this will take. "Water" time does not always flow the same way that chronological time flows. It may be a week, a month.. (gods forbid) a year. Rest assured, I will return.

In the mean time...

May the Gods and Goddesses light your path with beauty and serenity. May the moon sparkle in your eyes, and the sun glow in your hearts. May you love all, including yourself, and may you value those with value, while learning to see your own value for what it is.

Peace, my children and friends.

~Namaste.

 

dimanche, juin 11, 2006 

Humeur actuelle :  déprimé
Slowly
Losing my mind
but
I don't know why.
Shadows
Torture me
Till
I wish I could die.
Better
To be gone
Than
Left all alone.
Broken
and ill at heart
Knowing
I'm falling all apart.
Slowly
Completely disassembled
The wraith
is
all
that's
left
of
me.