I just wanted to take a moment to tell everyone on my Top Friends List how special they are to me!

1. Brandon - My best friend, fiance, and soulmate.  Where would I be without him?  Everyone knows how I feel about him.  He's the best thing to have happened to me.  On April 12 we will show everyone just how much we love each other.

2.  Daniella - My best friend.  She has been there for me when other people weren't.  We spent many days together in high school.  I miss those days but I hope to get that connection with her back

3. Amy - We weren't that close in high school but have grown together in the last three years.  I am considered part of the family by her parents, husband and boys.  She has showed me what true friends really are.

4. RJ - My brother.  He's a pain in the ass but what can I say?  We have gotten to know how to talk to each other when noone else will listen.  I haven't agreed with a lot of stuff he has done but I am behind him 100%.

5. Brittny - My favorite cousin!  We have grown up with each other and she means the world to me.  We can talk about anything and everything.  I thank her for being there when I had "guy problems".  I will be here for you!

6. Ashley - She has grown up right in front of my eyes.  I remember her being such a little brat sometimes but now she is so mature.  I miss her little self.  I will always be here for you Ash.

7. Eric - We literally grew up together.  I remember us doing everything together when we were younger.  He's more than just a cousin to me.  Thank you for everything you have done.

8. Larrye - Well what can I say about you.  Well at first I know I didn't like you.  Now, you are a very special part of my family.  I can't believe I have come from not caring about what you used to say to loving you.

9. Jennifer - My "little sister".  I miss you so much.  I am sorry things didn't work out but know that I love you.  You will always be part of the family to all of us.

10. Ricky - Well, well, well.  I know we didn't get along while growing up but look at us now.  We've become really good friends. 

11. Adriana - I have seen you grow up as well as your two little ones.  If you ever need anything at all I'm here for you.  Just a quick phone call away.

12. Jeremy - We've had our laughs and everything.  He is someone I can tell anything to.  I know a lot about him as well.  Thanks for all the laughs and good times at work.

13. Samantha - Well I haven't seen her in a while but none the less I miss her.  I can talk to her and laugh with her.  I miss you girl. 

14. Jessica L - My cousin.  I'm not as close to her as I am to some people but I love her just the same.  She means a lot to me.  I miss living downstairs from her and just hanging out outside.

15. Adrianna - She's a handful.  Never know where she is.  Remember that your family loves you and so do I.  If you need someone to talk to or anything I'm here.

16. Alyssa - I don't talk to her very much but remember that nobody is worth your tears.

17. Duriel - Woah.  Good time bowling that one time.  Haven't seen you in forever but remember that you have a big part in mine and Brandon's life.

18. Tally - Miss you girl.  Many summer nights together.  I will be here if you ever come through Kenedy.

19. Tomie -  We are two different people and I never thought we could be friends.  Very crazy girl, right here.  That's what makes us such great friends.  She's crazy!

20. Kelsey - Party girl.  She is a very good friend and she keeps in touch with. 

21. Alma - Well she is a great mother to her two girls.  And a great wife to her husband.  I look up to her and hope someday I will be a great woman like her.  I miss talking to her like I used to

22. Ashley Jo - Well what can I say.  We used to talk all the time but have lost contact.  Brandon and I consider you a very big part of our life.

23. Brandon H - You and Brandon spent a year together.  I'm glad he introduced me to you because your a such a great friend.  Thank you for being there for him as well as me.

24. Deniz - I'm glad to have met you and the other girls.  Ya'll are some crazy girls together but ya'll settle down when it is time.  Great to have you as a friend.

25. Lilia - I'm not as close to you as Deniz but I am glad to have met you.  Like I said about Deniz you know how to have a good time but at the same time get things done.  Hope to see you at the wedding.

26. Vanessa B - We were really good friends in high school and have gotten back to friends while working together.  I am very glad to have you to work with as well as to talk to when I need something.  I'm here for you!

27. Jesse - Laughs, laughs, and more laughs.  You are a great person inside and out.  Good luck with everything you do in life.

28. Cyrena - We weren't friends before but since our moms are friends we have gotten closer.  I am glad to call you a friend!

IT HURTS

It hurts to have someone you love pass away,
And that you had no say,
In why she had to go away,
It hurts not knowing why,
And it hurts more each and every day,
Hurting in ways that could leave someone scarred,
Finding out that she passed away hit me so hard,
It hurts to do wrong,
Knowing that she's watching down on me,
Telling me to be strong,
Telling me to do right,
And even though I try with all my might,
I still can't see her no where in sight,
It hurts to accept that shes gone,
And harder to move on,
Hard to move on without her near,
That everyday I shed a new tear,
But I wish she was near,
To wipe away my tears,
And I'm hoping she can hear....my prayers,
It hurts not knowing why,
Why my grandma had to die,
Missing her makes me break down and cry,
Because she left without a good bye,
She left me wondering why,
Someone like her had to die...

OKAY I GOT A PROBLEM AND I NEED SOME ADVICE.  OKAY MY TWO LITTLE BROTHERS HAVE A DOG AND IT'S STILL A PUP.  IT'S A FULL BREED GERMAN SHEPARD SO IT'S LIKE SUPER BIG.  WE HAVE HIM TIED UP IN THE BACK OF OUR HOUSE AND LATELY HE HADN'T GOTTEN LOSE.  WELL LAST WEEKEND HE GOT LOOSE AND HE ENDED UP ALL THE WAY AT THE END OF OUR STREET.  WELL MY OTHER BROTHER WAS ON HIS WAY HOME AND SAW THE DOG {SHADOW} OUT THERE.  WELL HE PULLED INTO THE ROAD AND THEN HE SAW SHADOW GET HIT BY A TRUCK.  SHADOW TOOK OFF INTO THE FIELD NEXT TO OUR HOUSE.  MY MOM AND MY LITTLE BROTHERS LOOKED EVERYWHERE FOR HIM AND COULDN'T FIND HIM.  MY 9 YEAR OLD BROTHER CRIED WHEN THEY DIDN'T FIND HIM.  MY MOM THOUGHT THAT THERE WAS NO CHANCE IN US FINDING HIM.  IT'S WIERD HOW THINGS GROW ON YOU BECAUSE WHEN WE FIRST GOT THE DOG I DIDN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH IT.  THIS LAST WEEK HAS BEEN TERRIBLE WITHOUT THAT DOG THOUGH.  I WAS AT THE STORE YESTERDAY AND HEARD A DOG BARK AND I LOOKED AROUND BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE HIM.  I ACTUALLY FELT SAD THAT HE WASN'T WITH US ANYMORE. 

WELL TODAY I WAS GETTING READY FOR WORK AND GETTING IN MY CAR WHEN I JUST HAPPENED TO LOOK AT HIS DOG HOUSE OUT ON THE SIDE OF OUR HOUSE.  IT LOOKED LIKE SOMETHING WAS IN THERE SO I HONKED MY HORN TO SEE IF IT WOULD COME OUT BUT IT DIDN'T SO THEN I GOT OUT OF MY CAR AND WENT OVER TO THE DOG HOUSE AND TO MY SUPRISE SHADOW WAS IN THERE.  HE WAS JUST LYING IN THERE NOT MOVING OR ANYTHING.  SO I WENT UP TO HIM AND PATTED HIM AND HE STARTED MOVING AROUND AND WHIMPERING.  I KNEW HE HADN'T EATEN SO I WENT AND GOT HIM SOME DOG FOOD FROM THE HOUSE.  HE DIDN'T COME OUT OF HIS DOG HOUSE SO I PUT THE FOOD IN THERE AND HE STARTED EATING.  MY MOM WAS WORKING AT THE SCHOOL TODAY SO I CALLED HER AND LET HER KNOW THAT HE WAS HOME BUT SHE NEEDED TO GO HOME AND CHECK ON HIM BEFORE SHE WENT AND PICKED UP MY BROTHERS FROM SCHOOL.  SO I WAS AT WORK ALL DAY AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH HIM SO WHEN I GOT HOME TODAY MY MOM TOLD ME THEY TOOK HIM TO THE VET.  THE VET TOOK A LOOK AT HIM AND SAID THAT HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY BROKEN LEGS, THANK GOD, WHICH IS WHAT WE THOUGHT WAS WRONG WITH HIM.  INSTEAD THE VET KEPT HIM OVERNIGHT AND WAS GOING TO TAKE X-RAYS OF HIM BECAUSE SHADOW MIGHT HAVE A BROKEN PELVIS BONE.  SAD I KNOW.  SO MY MOM HAD TO FORK OUT $150 OUT OF HER POCKET FOR THE OVERNIGHT STAY AND THE X-RAYS.  WELL THEY TOLD MY MOM IF THAT'S WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM THAT IT MIGHT BE ABLE TO HEAL ON IT'S OWN AND IF NOT HE WILL NEED SURGERY TO FIX IT.  WELL THE PROBLEM IS THAT THE SURGERY WILL COST AROUND $500.  THAT'S A LOT OF MONEY FOR A DAMN SURGERY.  WE HAVE ANOTHER GERMAN SHEPARD PUP ON HOLD FOR US FOR MY BROTHERS, THAT WAS A BACKUP IF SHADOW DIDN'T COME BACK.  SO NOW THE PROBLEM IS

(1)DO I TELL MY MOM TO GO AHEAD AND GET THE SURGERY IF HE NEEDS IT AND I PAY FOR IT

OR

(2)DO WE PAY $12 TO HAVE HIM PUT TO SLEEP AND PAY ANOTHER $50 FOR THE OTHER PUP

YES I KNOW THAT'S MONEY I COULD BE USING FOR OTHER THINGS.  I WOULD BE GIVING UP MY NEXT 3 PAYCHECKS FOR THIS SURGERY.  I CRIED TONIGHT THINKING THAT WE MIGHT NOT GET THIS DOG BACK.  SHADOW IS THE FIRST REAL DOG MY BROTHERS HAVE HAD.  I MEAN THIS DOG IS EVERYTHING TO MY 9 YEAR OLD BROTHER.  HE NAMED HIM AND EVERYTHING.  SO WHAT DO I DO?  I KNOW HOW MUCH THIS DOG MEANS TO HIM AND SHADOW IS ACTUALLY GROWING ON ME.  I WOULD CRY IF WE LOST HIM.  WHAT DO I DO???  HELP!!

SO EVERYONE HAS A TOP FRIENDS LIST AND MOST PEOPLE ARE HAPPY TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE'S LIST.  THEY DON'T CARE WHY THEY MADE THEY JUST MADE IT.  WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD TAKE A FEW MINUTES AND WRITE A LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT EVERYONE ON MY TOP 20 AND LET THEM KNOW EXACTLY HOW SPECIAL THEY ARE!!!!!

1.  BRANDON~~He is number 1 in my life.  He's the best boyfriend someone could ask for.  He makes my days to live for.  Everything he does he does for me.  I'm glad to have him in my life.  He's someone I can joke around with yet be serious when we need to.  He doesn't care how I look or anything like that.  He takes pride in having me as a fiance.  I don't think any other guy would cherish my love as much as he does.  I want to let him know I will always be here for him through good times and bad.  He is the ONE that will complete my world and help me make our lives worth living.

2.  DANIELLA~~Well what can I say about this girl.  She is my best friend.  She means so much to me.  I know me and her haven't kept in touch since I've graduated but I want to let her know she is still and will forever be my best friend.  I'm glad we have stayed friends throughout the years.  We've been there for each other through everything, happy or celebrations, sorrow and pain.  I miss her so much and no one will ever take her spot.

3.  RJ~~There's lots to say on this dude.  He's my baby brother.  The guy I have always looked out for and he's always done the same for his big sister.  When I moved out I thought about him constantly always wondering if he was okay.  I know he's a big man now but to me he will always be my baby brother.  We're always there when one of us needs each other.  I want to thank him for being there for me when I needed someone.  I love you baby brother.

4.  JAMIE~~Now on to the big brother.  I know me and him haven't always stayed in touch or gotten along but we're blood.  I miss him now that he's gone.  I wish I could talk to him everyday like we used to.  We're both older now and have our own lives but he will always be part of me.  I will always have room for him in my life whenever he comes back.  Love you big brother!

5.  BRITTNY~~Growing up has pulled us apart.  We used to be inseperable, always on the phone with each other.  Talking about guys and our lives.  She's matured from the little cousin I used to know.  I still love her and always will.  Always remember I'm here when you need someone to talk to.  We need to hang out more!

6.  AMY~~Amy, Amy, Amy!!!  Since graduation me and her have become really good friends.  We always hung out when I came back home to visit while I lived out of town.  She's my second best friend.  Me and her have shared some really good memories and will make more memories for years to come.  She's going to be the girl I always call and ask advice from.  She's like my big sister.  Her and the family have taken me in as one of their own.  I love all of them.  She's always there when I have problems and I'm always here for her.

7.  CRYSTAL~~You're more than just a cousin.  You're the cousin that's really more like a friend.  We hang out so much that I don't even consider you a cousin.  You're one of the girls.  We could just ride around and talk about endless things.  I miss those times.  Hope we do some more before we leave this little old town.

8.  JOSEPH~~He's the brother from another mother.  I always considered him my brother.  He would always come to me for advice or just to talk and laugh about things.  I'm glad we talked while we could.  I just hope we don't lose touch over the years.  Make us all proud!

9.  ASHLEY~~I know no one used to talk to you.   You were always neglected years back.  You've matured so much and I'm glad to have a cousin like you.  You'll do great in life.  Just stay out of trouble and no more ISS.

10.  LINDA~~Girl I miss you already and I haven't been gone but maybe a week.  I miss being able to talk to you about anything and everything and knowing you weren't going to go back and tell anyone.  I miss having that friendship.  You were the only person I could really talk about anything with back in El Campo.  I miss you and when I go visit we need to go out and party!

11.  JEFFREY~~You were the only one I could tell my dilemmas to and you always had advice for me.  You always wanted things to work out for the best even though they didn't.  Thanks for believing in everything I wanted.  You were always there to cheer me on.  I miss that about you.  Keep in touch and keep your head high.  You'll be just fine out there in the real world.

12.  WILL~~What can I say about you except you were right about us having a really good friendship and we shouldn't mess that up.  I thank you for not doing what most guys would.  You really appreciated our friendship even if we couldn't hang out like friends could.  We both know why that is.  We had our seperate lives that kept us apart.  I fit right in with you and your mom.  I miss her and hopefully I make it back there soon to see the two of ya'll again.  *muah*

13.  CARMEN~~Back in middle school we were really good friends.  We did everything together.  We used to secretly have crushes on people in band.  Talk about ugly guys, daydream about the better looking ones and always fall in love with the same ones.  You were the only real friend I had back at Tennyson.  I wish we would have kept in touch over the years.  It's okay because we reconnected now.  You were the link between me and Brandon.  Without you I don't think me and him would be together now.  Thanks for everything.  Keep the family safe.  I love you girl.

14.  TALIA~~Tally was the best senior friend I had.  We started being friends freshman year and stayed connected throughout high school.  I don't think I stayed friends with anyone else throughout high school.  We were in band together took various trips together.  We even spent times with each other's families.  We were both part of each other's families.  I'm glad I had her in my life but now I'm sad because she's moved on and is moving out of state.  Stay in touch.  I'll miss you!

15.  REGINA~~Regina and I had many fun times together.  We were in various clubs together and traveled to football games together.  In band we were insperable.  I miss talking to her and hanging out with her.  I hope she is still the same person as I knew before she went on to college.

16.  TOMIE~~Tomie and me hung out so much together our senior year.  I know she wasn't my best friend and neither was I hers.  However there were things we could tell each other that we couldn't tell anyone else.  I miss hanging out with her at Ken Kream and getting sugar high's from the sweet tea's.  I miss you girlie and we need to hang out now that I moved back.

17.  TRES~~Tres was the reason all of us high school buddies stayed close during high school.  His parents were part of the group.  We always hung out at his place watching movies, playing games or just eating at his place.  I wish we could still do that now.  He's moved on and I wish he would call more.

18.  RUSSELL~~He was the funniest person I hung around with in El Campo.  I miss him making me laugh.  No one will compare to his funniness.  Keep cracking jokes and I'll see you when we get Sam Houston.  We'll need to hang out.  *miss you*

19.  BRANDON (B. HALE) ~~I've heard so much about you.  You're so friendly.  I've never met anyone who will hug you the first time meeting you but you did.  You made me feel right at home when I went and visited you at your casa.  I hope we hang out more when Brandon takes me up there again.  Thanks for making me feel like I belong.

20.  ASHELY JO (BRANDON'S LIL SIS) ~~I've also heard so much about you.  How can I not when you're Brandon's lil sis.  I haven't gotten to meet you yet but hopefully soon.  We'll need to hang out and get to know each other.

SOME OF YA'LL MAY KNOW THAT I WAS OUT OF TOWN FOR A WEEK AND SOME MAY NOT KNOW.  WELL STARTING LAST WEDNESDAY I WAS OUT OF TOWN FOR A WHOLE WEEK.  WELL I WENT UP TO WACO TO SPEND TIME WITH MY BOYFRIEND.  IT WAS THE BEST WEEKEND I'VE HAD IN A LONG TIME.  I ACTUALL WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SHOW UP TIL THURSDAY BUT HE TALKED ME INTO LEAVING A DAY EARLY.  SO WEDNESDAY I WENT AND GOT MY TIRES CHANGED AND MADE MY WAY UP TO WACO.  I SHOWED UP AT AROUND 4.  HE MET ME AND WE KISSED AND HUGGED AND TOLD EACH OTHER THAT WE MISSED THE OTHER ONE.  WHEN WE GOT BACK TO HIS PLACE WE JUST HUNG OUT UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO GO TO WORK.  THEN I WENT TO WORK WITH HIM AND AFTER THAT WE WENT HOME.  WE STAYED UP UNTIL THE EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING JUST TALKING AND HAVING A GOOD TIME ENJOYING EACH OTHERS COMPANY.  THURSDAY MORNING WE GOT UP AND TOOK HIS MOM TO WORK AND NEPHEW TO CAMP.  WE WENT AND PICKED UP SOME BREAKFASAT AND THEN WENT HOME.  ONCE WE GOT HOME WE ATE AND THEN WENT AND LAID DOWN AND FELL ASLEEP ONCE AGAIN.  SOMEHOW WHEN I WAS UP THERE I TURNED INTO HIM.  AWAKE ALL NIGHT AND SLEEPING ALL DAY BUT IT'S OKAY.  THAT'S PRETTY MUCH HOW MY DAY'S WENT FROM TAKING HIS MOM TO WORK TO GOING TO WORK WITH HIM AND THEN COMING HOME.  WELL THURSDAY AFTER WORK HE TOOK ME TO THE PARK.  OMG IT IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PARK.  HE TOOK ME TO THE FOUNTAIN AND IT IS SO PRETTY.  SATURDAY HE TOOK ME TO THE MOVIES TO WATCH "NACHO LIBRE", I DIDN'T THINK IT WAS GOING TO BE GOOD OR ANYTHING BUT WAS I WRONG.  IT IS SUCH A HILARIOUS MOVIE.  SUNDAY WAS FATHER'S DAY SO WE SLEPT UNTIL 1 WHEN HIS DAD CALLED AND WOKE US UP.  WE GOT UP AND GOT DRESSED AND THEN TOOK HIS DAD OUT TO TEXAS ROADHOUSE.  IT WAS A GOOD RESTAURANT AND THE FOOD WAS DELICIOUS BUT THE PRICE WAS TOO HIGH.  BRANDON DID IT ALL FOR HIS DAD THOUGH.  AFTER THAT WE WENT HOME AND TOOK A NAP AND THEN GOT UP TO GO TO THE MOVIES ONCE AGAIN.  WE WERE SUPPOSED TO WACH "THE LAKE HOUSE" BUT WHEN WE GOT THERE I CHANGED MY MIND AND WE ENDED UP WATCHING "THE OMEN".  IT WAS A REALLY GOOD MOVIE.  MONDAY WAS HIS MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY AND NOTHING SPECIAL REALLY HAPPENED EXCEPT HIS SISTER BRINGING OVER SOME ICE CREAM CAKE.  AFTER WORK WE WENT TO WAL-MART TO BUY HER A PRESENT.  MONDAY-WEDNESDAY NIGHT WE PRETTY MUCH STAYED UP AND TALKED OR WATCHED MOVIES.  WEDNESDAY WAS THE DAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAVE.  I TOLD HIM WEDNESDAY MORNING I WAS GOING TO LEAVE AND HE TOLD ME HOW MUCH HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO.  WELL WE ENDED UP TAKING A NAP BEFORE HE WENT TO WORK AND WHEN I GOT UP I WOKE HIM UP AND TOLD HIM I DECIDED TO STAY UNTIL THURSDAY MORNING SO WE COULD HAVE ONE MORE DAY TOGETHER.  HE WAS REALLY HAPPY AND EXCITED ABOUT MY DECISION.  SO WEDNESDAY NIGHT AFTER WORK WE WENT HOME AND WATCHED MOVIES AND JUST SPENT SOME QUALITY TIME TOGETHER MAKING THAT NIGHT THE BEST.  THURSDAY MORNING WAS THE MORNING I WAS DREADING.  HAVING TO COME BACK HOME.  MY WEEKEND WAS THE BEST THOUGH AND I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO COME HOME AT ALL.  BABY THANK YOU FOR A GREAT WEEK.  I HAVEN'T HAD THAT MUCH FUN WITH ANYBODY I'VE EVER BEEN WITH.  THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND ALL YOU DO NOW.  YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND IF I COULD MOVE UP THERE RIGHT NOW YOU KNOW I WOULD JUST SO I COULD BE WITH YOU.  I LOVE YOU BABY AND ALWAYS WILL FOREVER AND A DAY!  I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

HEY EVERYONE I'M BACK WITH ANOTHER STORY ABOUT MY WEEKEND WITH MY BABY.  YES THAT'S RIGHT I GOT TO SEE HIM THIS PAST WEEKEND.  HE CAME DOWN TO EL CAMPO SATURDAY TO PICK ME UP AND THEN WE DROVE TO KENEDY.  HE MET MY FAMILY!  YEAH SOMETHING I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN BUT IT DID.  HE MET MY MOM, BROTHERS, GRANDMA'S, UNCLE'S, AUNT'S AND FRIENDS.  I DON'T KNOW IF HE REALLY LIKED MEETING ALL OF THEM BUT HE DID IT FOR ME.  MY MOM AND HIM GOT ALONG GREAT.  THEY WERE BOTH NERVOUS ABOUT MEETING EACH OTHER BUT I'M GLAD ALL WENT WELL.  I WAS REALLY SCARED ABOUT RJ MEETING HIM BUT RJ SAID HE WAS COOL AND VICE VERSA.  SATURDAY NIGHT WE WENT TO THE LATIN SENIOR DANCE AND HE MET SOME MORE OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILIY.  NONE OF WHICH HE REMEMBERS.  WE WERE THERE ONLY A LITTLE WHILE BECAUSE HE WASN'T COMFTORABLE.  WE WENT BACK TO MY PLACE AND WATCHED MY BROTHERS WHILE MY MOM AND RJ WERE STILL AT THE DANCE.  SUNDAY HE TOOK ME TO GO SEE "JUST MY LUCK".  HE WASN'T TOO PSYCHED ABOUT SEEING A CHICK FLICK BUT HE WENT BECAUSE I WANTED TO GO.  HE'S THE GREATEST BOYFRIEND EVER.  MONDAY (MEMORIAL DAY) WE TOOK MY BROTHERS TO GO SEE "OVER THE HEDGE" WHILE MY MOM WAS AT WORK.  WHEN WE GOT HOME MY MOM MADE CARNE GUISADA (BRANDON HAD NEVER HEARD OF IT) AND HE LIKED IT.  AFTER WE ATE DINNER WE WENT TO GO SEE AMY AT WORK.  WE WERE THERE ABOUT AN HOUR JUST VISITING WITH HER UNTIL ME AND BRANDON GOT INTO AN ARGUMENT.  NOTHING MAJOR WHERE WE WERE ON THE VERGE OF A BREAKUP BUT JUST A LITTLE MINOR ARGUMENT.  THEN WE WENT HOME AND MADE UP!!  TUESDAY WE LOUNGED IN BED ALL MORNING AND THEN GOT UP AND HEADED BACK TO EL CAMPO.  I WAS SAD TO SEE HIM LEAVE AND EVEN CRIED.  BUT HE REASSURED ME WE WOULD SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN.  HE WIPED MY TEARS AWAY AND KISSED ME GOODBYE.  IT WAS JUST THE BEST WEEKEND EVER.  THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME THIS WONDERFUL GUY IN MY LIFE.  THIS GUY IS THE BEST BY FAR AND NO ONE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO COMPARE TO HIM.  WELL I GET TO GO SEE HIM JUNE 15 SO BE ON THE LOOK-OUT FOR ANOTHER BLOG SOON TO COME OUT.  THANKS FOR READING THIS AND DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH.  BABY, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.  I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND A DAY!!!