This symbol always meant a lot to me...
Trees reflect a link between the upper and lower worlds
The
Celtic Tree of Life is the symbol of balance between these worlds; the
unification of above and below; a symbol of Balance and Harmony. It's
branches and roots form a map of the cosmos wherein all things are
interwoven and connected.
The form of a tree whose roots grow deep into the underground, its branches reaching high into the heavens and sky...
It's something that I truly connect with; that we all connect with really I think. I believe everything and everyone is connected in one way or another. And in that mindset, it makes you feel less alone. Which is something I've been trying to do lately haha.
I'll be honest...there are a lot of times lately where I've just felt totally out of place. My heart's still hurting. But I'm trying to stay strong, and it's been working so far. I still live my life. I still laugh. And I still do feel genuinely happy...But I still have those moments where I think about things and get fairly depressed. I know I shouldn't, and I know it's not worth it..but I still feel unsettled.
I think I've always been this way. I don't like giving up...but I'll admit, sometimes it's for the better. But the more you care, the harder it is to let things go. And when a person feels wronged and betrayed, especially by someone they cared for, that makes things even harder still. But...I'm not out for a personal vendetta. Truthfully, I'm just using this as a way to vent. It helps. I've always been a person that needs to let things out. I have far too many feelings to keep bottled up. I'd drown in my own emotion if I kept it in too long. It helps keep me balanced. It helps me let go of things a lot easier. Face your problems head on. Don't ignore them. They'll never go away doing that. Own up to yourself. Don't be afraid of being judged. We're all connected; we're all the same. The only judgment that could come from someone is a false idea of perfection. Have an open mind. You'll find your truth.
I'll always be here for someone if they truly need me to be. Even if they wronged me in the past. If they truly need someone to listen, or talk to, or just to be a friend..I'll be here with open arms. I can let go of my pain and swallow my pride if need be, but only if they need me to. But, know that I'll never be able to make anyone truly happy..when it comes down to it, only a person can make a person truly happy. But, I'll always be willing to support them on the way, as long as I can see that they're trying. Trying to help someone feel better without any true effort on their part is emotionally and mentally draining. That, I cannot stick around for. But, if you're willing to try, I'm willing too.
So, to those of you that end up reading this, good luck to you. Find your balance...Your roots run deep, but you must still grow outward. I'll be doing the same.
♥
-Anne