Christmas came early in our family aiden and wyat opened there presents early before our christmas vacation started for me and the boys a week early i stayed with my mom for that week and then frank came home a day early  and suprized me at 5 30 am lol it was ok though i was already up the baby wasn't feeling well and was fussing  anyway christmas morning  aiden opened a few presents that we had brought rom our house. We went  over to my grandmas house christmas eve  adn all the kids in the family opened up gifts ans we had our annual white elephant gifts as well. Christmas morning we all got up and a went over to my aunts house for christmas there the next day we went over to franks mom an dads and opened up gifts with all of his family and then we had a dinner and opened up gifts at my moms with my two sisters dad and mom which was kinda wierd seeing as my parents are divorced and have been for a few years now  but it turned out ok  frank left the next day and went back to va which sucked but he came back two days later thats military for you lol you all know what im talking about marine wives lol anyway so new years frank and i went to the russian club and had fun drinking and listening music new years came and i kissed my hubby of course lol we spent a week home after new years and had a birthday party for my nephew and visited with all our old friends and family it was a fun time but it was nice to gegt back home as well   pistures from the trip will be up soon  when i get some time  thats about it  *JESS* 

So our day started out great we went to get breakfast which was so yummy i didn't expect to go to this place but......frank and i got to talking while we were eating that we should tkae the boys to  a pumpkin patch so that aiden could pick his own pumpkin out of the field by himself.

We got there and  payed the admission which was kinda steap but so worth it to see the faces of both of my boys. aiden running around climbing on everything slides and him playing in the barn filled with hay was so cutei wished that i would have brought my camera.

we watched the pig races and aiden got involved in it was well he got picked out of the   whole crowed to come up front and hold the raceing flag which was so cool lol he got a prize for holding it for our section  which was the pig with the green ribbon on his back which didn't win by the way but it was no none the less lol

then we went to  the petting zoo area aiden was so ex cited to see the pigs and the baby cow there were chicken roosters bunnys geese cows sheep goats and pigs.

we got done with the animals and aiden was all about playing so we to the mini trackor races whcih were just basically trackers for kids no engine  it was like bikes with petals you know and anyone could ride on them daddy of course was helping  aiden cause he couldn't really petal to well lol but it was cute to watch seeing daddy playing right along was nice to see lol

aiden then went to the sand pit to play which of course ended up great since it really wasn't sand it was more like rocks but aiden had fun  as daddy playing with aiden i took wyatt out of his stroller and put him on the tire horse swing  which was neat  and he laughed ana luaghed he was having so much fun i loved it  seeing him so happy !

there was a corn maze which we were going to do but by the end of the da y we were super tired and just wanted to go get our pumpkins and go home lol! so we took the hay ride  out to the pumpkin patch and   had aiden get his pumpkin which of course wyatt couldn't pick his own so aiden picked his out too it was so cute wat ching aiden walk threw the patch he fell  every two seconds lol but he didn't care and of course he wanted to carry his pumpkin himself so i thought we would have a smashed pumpkin bnut we didn't lol

So thrn after that we wentback to the gate after getting our pumpkins 3 of the them lol   and payed for them and went to walmart to get paint so that aiden co uld paint the pumpkins  and we bought two large pumpkins  for frank and i to carve .

so we came home and started carveing and painting it was fun i made a black  cat  on mine and frank made a castle on a hill with bats and a a moon  it turned out great lol

well that about our day yesturday it was a blast !!!!

i love my boysssss!!! all threee !!

Life has been crazy so many things going on and it has been rough the last few weeks but this is how i feel about it !

All rapped up in a song! hope you all can feel the same way about your problems. Cause i dont want to waste my time trying to figure out my life when i know i already have a good one and love is all that matters not the stupid little shit ~love you harvey~ **JESS**

What you got if you ain't got love
The kind that you just want to give away
It's ok to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And when you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem
So small

It's so easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide it swallows you whole
While you're sitting around thinking about what you can't change
And worrying about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
You better make it count cause you can't get it back
Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, and when you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem
So small, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
And what you've out there searching for forever
Is in your hands
And then you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh, it sure makes everything else seem
So small

To succeed in life is to take
A leap of faith will only proove one thing...
No patience and no trust in yourself.
A successfu ending to every story and it is always the best.
No matter if it is finding belief in yourself,
starting a new life for your yourself,
or just moving on in life with your family.
Time is the key.
We all have plenty of keys!
If we choose to take advantage of that and do something great!
Do not dwell on the past.
 and say I should have done that differently.
Look at where and what you are doing now.
Then tell yourself that you did that all on your own.
The feeling alone is all you will need to help yourself succeed.
Those steps all play into what key you use first!

I Kissed A Girl

i love this song lol it was played a million times at m y house "thanks kristen" lol it got stuck in my head i can't get it out now "thanks again kristen " lol anyway chcck it out so funny long story behind the song but thanks to kristen "i know now" inside joke ilove my new friends kelsey kristen holly and ashley you rock

Hey all its been a while since i actually sat down and wrote a blog about me and my family so here its goes. frank and i are doing well threw all the stress and stuff we were going threw.. i have finally come back to solid ground whe ni thought all was goin to fall apert if you dont know me or dont know what im talking about dont worry about  but anyway life is great!</P>

aiden my oldest is such a big boy he turned two two monthsago and he is potty trained already it only took me a week for him to get on his feet with it i love it . He amazes me everyday how big he has gotten how much he knows and continues to learn. He says things i wouldn't expect for him to know yet. i just dont see my little boy growing up so fast were did the time gohe was just born yesturday i sware

love him so much!

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My newest addition to our family isn't little anymore either he just turned 6 months two days ago and i can't believe it has been that long its crazy i wne threw so much with him me being sick and all .i am so blessed to even have him hear and it seems that i dont have enough time in the day to spend with either of my boys  or my hubby but im making do with what i have so now im going to get offf of here and give my little man some hugs and kisses and play with him for a while 

i love my family i wouldn't change a thing

I AM ....

I am ....

You think you know me but you really have no clue .....

I am the girl standing behind you in the line at the grocery store eyeing the new" support our troops " mangets while hinding behind the latest cosmo trying not to cry, while my thoughts are miles away on a military base were he is working 12 hour days to keep us free...

I am the young girl you see in the next car with tears in her eyes because the local radio station is playing " Letters from home"

I am the gril that swells up with pride to see her marine standing tall in his dress blues...

I am the one who spots a marines sticker,lisense plate or flag and feels a connection with it’s owner.....

 I am the women who tires to go about her everyday life and the women who tries to concentrate on living it without him in it ...

I am the young women who pretends he is lying right next to her with his arms around her, even though his side of the bed is still made...

I am a mother of two precious boys , the one who has to explain why daddys not home to tuck them in  as i try not to cry when they say i miss daddy.....

I am the girl who can’t help but cry when she hears his name or the mention of the military at all .....

I am a mother, a daughter, a sister , and aunt , a niece, a grandaughter, a friend and the love of a UNITED STATES MARINE....

                        I AM......