title: fuyu hakuchuumu - winter daydream

message: I wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year!

genre: Hardrock/Metal
inspiration: - 

message: 
No special message this time. Just a 'Thank You' 
for the support I got in the last few month 
to those of you who helped me with my lyrics 
and also with the cover art. It's a great pic, I think.
And also thanks for reading.


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title:  bourei // departed spirit

Genre:  hardrock // metal
inspiration: ムック - レミング // オズ

!!!!!RELEASE!!!!!

 

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lyric (romaji: "bourei"; engl.: "departed spirit") release-date tuesday july 7th

 

animexx only: german lyric

myspace/livejournal: english lyric

credits: Photograph by Yumizu-Chan

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vsan

title:  fuyu no kokubetsu - a winter farewell

genre: ballad

insipration: merry - fuyu no castanet

message:

A wonderful Christmas to everyone!
Please enjoy the last weeks of the season
and I hope you'll continue reading my lyrics and blogs!
Good health and stay tuned!
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From trees, tender firs so high, the white dream is falling.
Tragedy plays into delour's hands and blurs like water.
A bridle in the drift is the only thing I'm identifying.
Your memories of yesterday's yesterday turn lighter.

The white december is swallowing everything comical,
which you couldn't get across to you.
Only the beautiful life appears to be aesthetical
and my hand starts trembling when you answer yes or no.

Hopeless, silent cries express my gesture.
Without feeling any finger, I lose this wonderful measure.
Your breath mizzles off in the white snow.
Where should I be, when you go?

Silent night, I spent mute without a gasp.
Watching the snow while it dances.

Holy night, you spend with another one.
Drawing your smile into the soft snow.

Voiceless solitude glisters and glitters in flattened snow.
Your footmark leads into another direction, unlike the one I go.
My tears become ice this winter
and fall off my face like small sparklers.

Hopeless, silent cries express my gesture.
Without feeling any finger, I lose this wonderful measure.
Your breath mizzles off in the white snow.
Where should I be, when you go?

Where will I be, when you are gone?

yogosareta dohyoushiki (blurred road sign)

Sad gestures, your yearning drives apart further every second
from the position of your soul, everything is covered in dense fog, somewhere.
Somewhere, just not close to you though.

Your hands which reach for love, are scattering in the wind like
keen sand which gathers on an old road sign.
Not every route leads to a pleasant goal.
Where did you forgot your heart, where do you want to go?


On the lonely hills at the roadside you're searching for this hope
which filled your heart to the seam with a merry past.
You can see perfect beings but where's your place in society?
Somewhere it'll be, not here close by though.

In your pocket the key to a new me is hidden.
On your long journey you search in vain for an aim,
which seems to escape from you by blurred road signs
everytime.

You still didn't reach the targets of your life.
Search further and stay strong.

We permanently can see a new red, pretty horizon
but move along at any time.
We look for even prettier canopies at the border of the sky.

Your eyes reflect the light of a sad reunion
with old memories.
Nevertheless your eyes reflect hope.

I wish your tears will be dispersed like sand by the wind.
Stay on the route and forget every blurred bit which accompanied you.

In your pocket the key to a new me is hidden.
On your long journey you search in vain for an aim,
which seems to escape from you by blurred road signs
everytime.

You still didn't reach the targets of your life.
Search further and stay strong.
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konohachou (dead leaf - orange old leaf)

Everything hides between bloody shadows.
My arms are drippin' from all the hearts.
I'm searching for new life. New victims.
While dawn breaks my dreams.

The flood of despicable human beings
running from fear and hate. All they can do now
is to hide in their shadows dying in silence.


Bloody old leaves fall from the trees.
When sun meets moon the light is merging.
No shadows can be seen in the hideous world.
No life can be seen in that world.


Crumbling, trembling all mankind disappears.
I've lost myself not in happiness but in rage and
anger. Nobody out there is able to help me anymore.
I've given up, I tremble and crumble slowly apart.

Everything my hands were holding is drippin down now.
While the last hope to find life somewhere explodes
with dawn of new beings.


Bloody dead leaves flying between trees
through which rays merge into new hope.
All mankind is saved in one little shine.
So everyone has to hide again.

Because no life should be seen in this hideous world.

TSUMARI

title: tsumari // blockade

Genre: Hardrock/Metal

Everyone's feeling like a stone but turns now and then
towards the sun to be loved from everywhere.

Nonetheless the dirt of drifty centuries, of a childhood, solidly
clings to you. Where the hell are the times when you talk
against all nature and not contradictory.

It's beyond my comprehension how years of evolution could
get lost in you. You are a rose without blossoms,
one which instead possesses even more spiny stains.

I forget this woefulness which buzzes around me like a
cantakerous cloud. I want to puke and drown all this dregs.
It doesn't go on anymore, your disaccords block me out.
A wall. A steel chain which keeps me from living.

The sear trees lust for water, something like gold which spends life.
Anybody longs for taking a sip from the holy grail.
Nobody knows the past nor loves the present.
Everyone has to look what the future'll bring.

Darwinistic existentialism which runs rampant, which throws
chains after little animals, bruises, scrunches and gores them bloody.
A monster which blockades all ways and blocks out me.
Even when I cry, when I cry and bleed,

I can't keep you to be. I can't keep you to be who you are.

I forget this woefulness which buzzes around me like a
cantakerous cloud. I want to puke and drown all this dregs.
It doesn't go on anymore, your disaccords block me out.
A wall. A steel chain which keeps me from living.

Sad misery which should be forgotten, is conjured up
and  praised by everyone. It's over, this carnage of
pure hearts. This bloodshed of life.
These walls should burst asunder like you do, little grit,

you who all bask yourself in the vermin of mankind.

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sunny street

instrument: Piano


Everything is empty, the colours bleach out slowly.
My heart doesn't run fast anymore. Everything is empty again.

Can't you hear these voices?
All these ticking noises?
Out there - Somewhere
Maybe anywhere, someone
will find me dead.

Everything went again. It's all empty now, nothing more to reach.
I said a prayer. No one listened. I was lonely. No one cared.

I lived my life. you did too.
No it's empty. All the streets.
No voices left behind.
My old scenery - somewhere
out there it's going to be again.

You went, didn't wave, just went. I didn't cry for you.
Never I would do so. Because you did never understood
the meaning of living.
Shoved my heart to love, shoved my mind to lie.
You think the whole world could be made easy.

All is empty now and time stops while ageing all colours.
My heart dots the ecg recording, it won't run fast again.

You may heard my prayer
I prayed for not being liar.
I lived my life. you did too.
No it's empty. All the streets.
Out there - Somewhere
Maybe anywhere, someone
will find me dead.


(thanks to sasa89  for translation of tsumari
and thanks to shiroimashu  for original coverart)

title: hakouei ～tanpopo～  //  dandelion

Genre: -dunno-
inspiration: -none-

Bubbles and small children chase themselves

through wet streets. Do you think I could give

my dreams more space if I shorten my hair?

The pale face comes across with pain like

a battlefield. Please, fight on!

I don't want to lose. I don't want to lose again.

Would you turn around if you'll leave?

To live with all this sorrow is bitter.

Over and over again you consulve and bleed.

That're your methods to show how you're crying.

I don't want to lose.

Why do we yell at each other? Did you do something?

I can catch myself just etiolated, in your pale face

more and more your fears are reflected now.

I'll be silent and watch the soap bubbles.

Your big, black eyes. I lose myself everytime

in them and can see how you rejoice.

This clock you blow out. Where do we live?

It takes my breath away when I see your tears.

Would you turn around if you'll leave?

My heart should make the same steps as yours.

I want not to loose what's important to me.

I'll definitly hold the dandelion in my hands.

Do you think I can give you my freedom

if I lose my hair? Like you did?

Please, please! Don't let me lose you.

Would you turn around before you'll go?

bubbles always burst.

Your dreams won't though.

Genre: Rock/Hardrock

inspiration: -none-

I lost the rain shield for today's rain.

Every little tear drop's running down my skin.

This world is glittering and I don't care.

You let my hand go, my kimono is drenched with rain.

All I got were this stubborn people all around me.

Ignore me, hate me, disguise yourself.

In my glasses the rain drops reflect a world,

glittering and growing of ignorance.

This world is turning around in totally darkness.

It's shining like a sun through all the obscurity.

My eyes are glittering of all the distance

between my little sisters and myself.

I get caught in darkness.

The wooden clogs are not made for rainy days.

I'm here, getting a cold and thinking about me and you.

I can catch your picture in a single drop

which refract the light in all its different colours.

I want to turn around and look into your fulgent iris.

You let my hand go while I'm drowning in the rain.

Full of ignorance you didn't notice that I loved you.

In my glasses the tear drops reflect a world,

a world which is turning and growing.

Even though it lost its glittering, false front.

If the callousness crumbles, I hope to see

the light in all its different colours.

I forgot my rain shield for today's rain.

I don't care if I'm drenched with rain.