The one thing I hate about coming back to Virginia is that I always feel lost. The people I've known, the things I've done in Ohio...they seem like someone elses memories completely. Big chunks of me are missing. Eva takes up almsot half of my brain and then the rest is reserved for eveyone else I know. Things are just so vastly diffrent in Virginia than Ohio and the more I see that my life is better here the more it doesn't really matter. I could handle Ohio, I had it under control when I lived there..but then again is it better that I've seen a diffrent side of myself in Leesburg? I miss Eva,I wish Ben hadn't been left alone with a woman he hates but what can I do about that now? I want my other half. It seems things only make sense when we're together and it's usaully the only time we behave. What will we do when are seperations have no known reunion? I don't know but I do know I miss Ohio,I miss Eva and I miss that shitty house because let's face it things that are falling apart around you have much more intresting stories to tell than clean and well kept places.

The Best Pick Up Lines...EVER!!!

-Is your dad a baker?..Cos you've got the finests buns I have EVER Seen. ^.~
-You know what would look good on you? Me.
-Do you think I could borrow that Dress/Tux somtime?
-Help, somthings wrong with my eyes- I just can't take them off you!
-Do I know you,- cause I don't recognize you with your clothes on?
-Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
-I bet you $40 your gonna turn me down.
-You be the Dairy Queen and I'll be your Burger King: if you treat me right I"ll do it your way.
-You know the power company is looking for you caoz your so electrifying.
_Excuse me, do you have your number, I seem to have lost mine.
-Excuse me, I jsut noticed you noticing me and I wanted to give you noticed that I noticed you too.
-If I had a rose for everytime I thought of you I'd be walking through a garden.
-It's not my fault I fell in love. Your the one who tripped me.
-There's just one thing your eyes haven't told me yet...your name.
-You must be Jamaican cause jamaican me crazy!
-I"m wearing Revlon colorstay lipstick. Wanna help me test the claim it won't kiss off?
-There was this mocie I wanted to see but my mom said i couldn't go by myself.
-Apart from being sexy what do you do for a living?
-Excuse me. I'm from the FBI, the Fine Body Investigators, and I'm going to have to ask you to assume the position.
-I've just moved you to the top of my 'to do' list.
-Did you clean your pants with Windex? I can practically see myself in them.
-Baby, I'm no Fred Flintstone, but I can make your Bedrock!
-Do you work for UPS? I could have sworn I saw you checking out my package.
-I can see you. [Uh, yeah.] Great! Then how about tomorrow.
-You look like my World of Warcraft character. Want to go back to my place and do some PvP (player vs. player)?
-I can tell by the way your ignoring me that you want me...
-Hello, I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart.
-I'm sorry, were you talking to me? (No.) Well then, please start.
-"Pinch me." "Why?" "You're so fine I must be dreaming."
-Giant polar bear (What?) It broke the ice.
-I'm a Love Pirate, and I'm here for your booty! ARRRGGGHHH!!!
-You must be a magnet, because it looks like you are attracted to my buns of steel.
-I just ate some skittles wanna taste the rainbow?
- Are you tired becuase you've beeen running through my mind all day.

-Did it hurt? When you fell from heavan.