UNANSWERED QUESTIONS

By: Desiree Worden

I sit, staring at the wall.

Wondering why these tears fall,

From my face, to the floor.

I just can't take it anymore!

Why do I feel like this?

Why does it seem I miss,

What my life is better without.

I can't explain what it's about.

Frustration?

Irritation?

Jealousy?

Is it me?

Is this just a battle,

With me that'll

Make me stronger?

…I sit; I ponder.

What is this hold on me?

That's as strong as the sea.

Why can't I let go?

See my face, does it show?

Something…that once was mine.

Something that could shine.

What is possession?

Or just an obsession?

These are my questions.

Any suggestions?

No, they will stay unknown.

My problem…is my own.

My Soul Mate:

-Loves the Lord and has a strong faith.

-Is not afraid to tell me what's on his mind.

-Is never jealous or insecure.

-Loves me for me and asks for nothing more in return then my love for him.

-Is spontaneous and loves to be silly and have fun, but knows when to be serious.

-Someone who does NOT drink or smoke...anything.

-Someone who doesn't party or talk about other "hott" girls in front of me.

-Lets me win all of our arguments (lol jk).

-Does romantic things for me and surprises me a lot.

-Doesn't expect me to call every 5 min.

-Will give me hugs for no reason.

-Loves to cuddle and watch movies with me even if we already saw it.

-Will go to church with me willingly.

-Picks me up at my house when we hang out.

-Someone my family adores and can't get enough of.

-He is organized and smart.

-He will do devotions with me and pray with me.

-He will wait until we are married to want to have sex.

-He is someone I can tell anything to, and I, him.

-Is kind, sweet, considerate, and loving.

-Someone who will forgive me my past, and I will his.

-Is not afraid to show his love for me or to give his heart to me.

.......it's a lot to ask for I know....but this, is my soul mate.

What I've Learned  By: Desiree Worden

After these past few years,

There is one thing I've learned.

After all the fallen tears,

There is one thing that I've yearned.

I do not need a guy,

To make my life complete.

I do not need to lie,

Like girls with whom I compete.

Something you should always know,

Is to stay true to yourself.

Don't linger in your sorrow.

Pain and heartache is like stealth.

You never know when it'll hit,

Until it does, and it will.

You must fight and never quit.

In time, your wounds will heal.

Walk by faith, not by sight.

Turn to God and He'll help you.

He will help you with your fight.

I've learned to develop into,

A stronger and new me.

What I've learned will set me free.

I really dislike giving people gifts.

-I never know what to get them...so it is usually lame or something they don't need.

-Aaaand...after I already give them a gift, I think of something WAAAY better to give them but I have to wait until next time to give it to them...but by then, I have forgotten what i wanted to give them :/

-And it seems like you have to spend money no matter what you get them...and money is one of many things that I do not have lol

What do you think about when you see a rainbow in the sky?

What do you think about when you see a rainbow belt, or earings, or hat?

Society is so messed up....I say this because the only reason that rainbows exsist is to remind us that God is never going to flood the world again. Well, now, when you see a rainbow anything you think "gay", "lesbian", or whatever.

It's just sad....that's all I'm saying. That (no offense to anyone, this is only my view and opinion....you do not have to agree) homosexuals to a symbol of God's love and promise and turned it into a symbol of sin!

The Bible says that a man being w/ another man or a woman being w/ anonther woman is wrong. It specifically says, in Leviticus 18:22, "Do not lie with a man as one lies with a woman; that is DETESTABLE."

Leviticus 20:13 says, "If a man lies with a man as one lies with a woman, both of them have done what id destestable. They must be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads." ***keep in mind that this is in the Old Testament (before Jesus came to die for your sins) therfore...this is why they are still alive.

This is MY blog...to agree with me or not, it is what I believe is true.