well then i'm stressed out. this sumemr is my last one at oak point and is my last summer before grad! like wtf!? im getting old! but im gonna have my own place which is good, but before i know it ill have kids! then ill have 20 year reunions and im gonna feel really old. god im glad im from myu moms side of the family and baldness isnt an issue.

damn snow, its ruined my skate trip to hampton tomororw and i have a bad feeling that within the next houer im gonna be out there in the cold moving vehicles for the plow . march break is gonna be really slow. thank god for my birthday

i need a job soon i cant handel this being almost broke anymore. with any luck ill end up getting my nans car before the month is over so i wont have to worry about that anymore. im pumped to get a car so i can go see Katlin all the time  and go hang with all my friends in town without having to worry about bumming rides.

life is so confusing right now. so good at times but so shitty at others like this weekend. staying at home watching 30 days of night, i wasnt impressed by that movie. and just the long talk with nan that i didnt want to deal with. plus having to go to work soon just adds to my stress.

If you regret something then in your mind you've done something wrong but I believe that you should never do something if your going to regret it later or you think you will. Live your life the way you want to without people persuading you to act or be a certain way, you wouldn't want to look back at your life when your 50 years old and say damn i wish i never acted that way or did that. Forget what everyone else is doing and just go ahead and do your own thing, and never conform. Look back at your life in forty years and say damn I lived a good life and I wouldn't change it if I could. Don't do the wrong thing, have no regrets.

 Since day one when i heard the idea for a skate shop on grand manan i've been crazy about it and always supporting it from contests to selling at the christmas market. Now I have 2 major companies backing me as a flow skater to go along with Point Blank skate shop, now I'm a flow skater for Amphetamine bearings and Core trucks. This is crazy this time last year i was worried about breaking a board or not being able to beat Mr. Cody Parlee in a game of skate but now I'm constantly stressing on how to improove my style and get more and more on camera. I've always considered skateboarding as a way a life, this sport is like any other people will come and go but not me I'd never leave this sport like just about every other one of my buddies, it means too much to me. I got thinking about it and maybe I'm meant for this. Maybe skateboarding is my true calling, i mean I have people telling me that I'm good enough to ride their product for free and support their companies by advertising for them. I just feel like this is one of the best day's of my life coming home and reading that letter caused my heart to stop for a minute, then I almost trampled the cat jumping in excitement. What I'm really trying to get across here is follow your dreams and never give up on what you care about just keep trying and you'll finally get the respect you deserve. I followed mine, it's not putting money in my pocket (yet) but it's taking me down a path that i've only dreamed about going down.

Well the year is wraping up and it's getting to bloody cold to skate, but at least theres still 2 weeks left that i know im going  be tearing it up. I was told a few weeks ago that I need to get my footage together because there is a major distributor called TGM Skateboards thats looking for people to sponser, so me being the best riding for point blank right now I'm getting a shot at getting the sponser. This weekend i'm skating in grand bay with jason and there's a 7 set and hand rail that i've literally been dreaming about shreding up all week. I know now that i;ve progressed so much, that I have to do it I have to do it to proove to myself what Im' capable of and so I can prgress my possible carear in skateboarding. I love skating I do it for fun, I love to film and hang out with friends tearing it up, especially with kainen haha!, but now I want it to be my life. Anyways Grand Bay this weekend and then Grand Manan to finish up the season once my video is 100% done i'll be posting it but until then get pumped to see this. This video will be tighter then corey duffels pants lmao.

Wow, this was my first comp where i actually participated in, I never entered the comp, but I did everything else. I was the organizer, I was the MC, I was the Judge and i planned out the course. This was the coolest thing ever got to do, and I got a free complete skateboard for it (TGM Deck, HDK Bearings, Firm Wheels, and Core trucks). This was the coolest Seeing all these kids going crazy doing they're best trying to get a free deck i have to give pecial credit to dalon, jalien,dan small, and turner they all surprised me with some of the stuff they were doing, it was in the words of dickie roberts "Nucking Futs" but the best time of my life

   I realized something over the last few weeks, that is, life is too short. Death fears no one. He will take anyone at anytime, death dosent just want the old, he wants a variation of people. So give up on trying to please everyone else because people will try to change you and you can't please everyone, just live your life to the point where you have no regrets for ANY of your actions. Life is about doing what YOU love to do, if you like to skate, skate, if you like to party with friends, party like its going to be your last. I guess what i'm getting at really is just don't lose your grip on your values and your life, in the end they're all you have.

Scott