Since before any of us were born, God planned for us to share our lives with each other. He knew exactly how our strengths and weeknesses would balance one another, and the depth of love, understanding, and commitment we would learn to feel. He knew that the richness of our separate characters would be developed through the hard times and, that mutual trust and respect would be born as a result of overcoming the trials together. He knew that we would laugh together and cry together...

He knew we needed each other...

To hug, To Help

To Teach, To Share,

And... To Love

I miss you guy more than you can imagen

Battered and broken I walk Trails of tears show the way Alone I am on this journey Misunderstood by all who cross my path In search of a cure I walk Nothing yet fills the void With out her what is left? I just want to end it all End the Tears End the dreams End the emptiness End the pain End the Beat of my broken heart End it all

With one glance it all comes back my gut turns my mind swirls and my heart aches. I want to say something anything but nothing comes out fear takes over. I see your face; I see the way you look at me. You avoid my gaze only making it hurt all the more. I walk away hitting myself all the while.  I think of what should have been said, what I should have shared. As my courage returns your presence has long since faded. It is then and there that I am left helpless alone and broken

Racing through my mind thoughts of fear, thoughts of hate. Tip the scale towards the destination of my final fate. I hear the voices in my head ripping tarring me apart. Teasing my weakness showing me beauty only to replace it with disappointment and neglect. The thought of being whole is but a dream being all alone is the only one true thing.

All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away