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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 36
Sign: Libra

City: BREMEN
State: Ohio
Country: US
Signup Date: 8/27/2006

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Monday, March 30, 2009 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zj1vXf44SeA

This is me lol....no one of my favorite songs...

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Sunday, March 15, 2009 
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Tuesday, July 03, 2007 

Current mood:  bitchy
To all those who live in the past quite frankly fuck you, I have had the honor this weekend of hearing a young band play at a outdoor function. This band did not play the kind of music most who attended grew up on and the parties whom I wont mention all though they know who they are said some very rude and unwarranted comments. The young band played very well, they were outstanding in the music that they played however certain parties wanted to degrade them just because they were living in the past and dared to judge them without thought or consideration. To these people I have to say man, what the fuck is wrong with you. I do not listen to the kind of music these boys played however I did not judge them on what I know but their abilies, which by the way alot of older bands could not have even attempted to play the music they did with the precision that it was played, it takes alot more talent then what they would even have dreamed of having. Friends do not judge, to the boys in the band at the party kudos you guys played outstandingly, ya just need to play to a crowd that isn't living in the past generations music. To the ones living in that gereration have some respect for the next generation, our parents thought the shit we listened to was just that, but they supported us anyway. Maybe you need to grow up a little...
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Sunday, April 01, 2007 

Current mood:  confused
Category: Life
Love is truely blind I have no hope of excaping the stupidity of my ever increasing ingnorance. Lie, cheat, talk shit, move out, and yet forgiveness is overflowing. Use me till I can't stand no more. I am as stupid as they come still I wait here like a lost puppy grabbing up every bit of attention I can get. What is wrong with me? HELP!!! I need some kind of shock to the brain to wake my ass up!!  How does one just simply over look the stuff that has been done, knowing its going to continue and still simply close their eyes and pretend its all ok. Love is blind or is it just lack of willingness to address the truth? Maybe lack of self confidence who really knows whay we do the things we do,  all I know is my emotions can not stand much more mental melt down arising throwing me for a inevitable loop destroying what is left of life as I know it....
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Monday, February 26, 2007 

Current mood:  annoyed
Category: Life

Life is what you make of it, thats what they say, but it is more than that now isn't it. The people you choose to have in your life they can make all the difference be it good or bad. They can make you happy or sad, they can complete you or completely destroy you. Why is it that the bad ones we choose are the ones who return like cockroaches, feeding off of our every thought or hope. We think they will change we think we can better that person. A wise man once said you can never truelly change anyone less it be yourself so why do we try so hard. What drives us to be in a situation that is impossible? Why does misery have to have company really I would love to know the answer to this, so if anyone out there has the answers please let me know..

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Friday, November 17, 2006 

Current mood:  crazy
Category: Sports
Its not just a game it's a tradition, a day when fans from all around gather to view the projected ass whoopin that Michigan is gonna get. They bring together good food, good people, good drinks, and a urge to hurl ridicules to Michigan fans far and wide. We eat we party and sit with undivided attention staring at the wide screen tv yelling at the refs and cheering on our team. Its the moment we have waited for, anticipated since day one of the season as we do every year, we dress up in our scarlets and gray or bear shirts with slogans like "FUCK MICHIGAN"  We know the time has come, The Ohio State Michigan game, we will cheer as our team wins again just as they did in years before,  we will party and celebrate for we are number 1. GO BUCKS!!! Stomp Michigan!!  Ok so I get a little ahead of myself what can I say!
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 

Current mood:  awake
Who ever  said that you could not live or function correctly without sleep obviously has never been a parent of six children half of whom are ill. With ears that can hear the sheet crinkle in a bedroom on the other side of the house. You finally get passed the coughing, crying, and bottle making crawl in bed just get comfortable and there is a beep coming from somewhere who the hell even knows what it is and where its from, timing it it beeps every three minutes your ears being as sensative as they are crawl back out of bed to seek and destroy this noise. You seach everywhere determined to find it, two of the children have already heard  it pointing you every which way but loose, an hour later behind the window frame beside the entertainment center, way back on the floor with curtains draped over it a cell phone belonging to the oldest child battery low. You turn it off knowing that the only chance for sleep has surpassed you. Thinking of ways you could torment the child you creep slowly to the kitchen start a pot of coffee, get a bottle for the baby. Talk about how unrealistic a nightmare was with your six year old, promising him he has never been safer, and creating a story that will enable your child to confront this monster in his dreams. Finally after a long period of trying to find what works, it is silent. Back in bed drift to sleep, awake to a small child at the foot of your bed mommy I was just making sure you were ok and that monster wasn't after you. With a smile on your face and love in your heart you hug the child and thank him for his concern, realizing even with no sleep you will rise and function with all the determination that is expected of you and actually be happy you have the opportunity to do so..
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Sunday, November 05, 2006 

Current mood:  discontent

I have sat here many of night deciding should I blog or not. I often worry that I may offend someone with some comment or idea or thought, I have now come to the conclusion I don't care if I offend anyone,  that seems to be a problem in our society. We worry so much what others think that we loose ourselves. With a few exceptions of some very outspoken people who I will say I admire, we hide what we really think or feel to go with the flow. Its bull really, what makes us unique individuals is our ability to think freely, and what makes our nation a great one is our freedom to speak freely so I say blog I will. I will speak freely and openly if your easily offended don't read em'.

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Monday, September 18, 2006 

Current mood:  complacent
When people settle in a foreign country with little or no intention of abandoning their native culture, or, increasingly, no intention of abandoning their native language and native political allegiance, the correct word for the process isn't "reverse assimilation." And it isn't immigration. The correct word in the English language is "colonization." Because that's exactly what it is." - KC McAlpin, Executive Director,ProEnglishIllegal aliens have always been a problem in the United States. Ask any Indian. - Robert Orben
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Monday, September 18, 2006 

Current mood:  gloomy
Coma
In depth reality reaching the narrow passage
of my soul, digging, grasping, reaching to
become whole. Faintly crossing that fine
line that distinguishes what is and isnt
fine. Searching, hunting for that haunting
fact once you enter you may never come back.
Lost in darkness, gruelling fear, for the
nightmare is constantly here. Black is both
day and night, voices echo from both sides
of the light. Come back to us they both
call, torn and distorted which way to fall.
No one to here the silent cry, you can not
live you can not die. There is no peace
that you can explain, you endure everyones
pain. Then the day comes where they are
swearing to eternal love, moments later
they pull the plug. You pull back and gasp
for breath, out of a coma and in to death.
Melody Ann Eck
Copyright ©2006 Melody Ann Eck
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