Well that was interesting! Europe, that is.  A complete journey with complete self exploration. It really is hard to describe unless you're in the same head space as I am. Impossible to recreate what it's like to run away from yourself in order to find yourself. huh. Well I hate to be the cliche but I'm a changed person because of it. It wasn't just the journey that did it for me, but the frame of mind I had going into it. It was why I went and not where; if you follow me. Now I am truly ready to take over the world...MWAHAHA!

Goodbye

Kim

I'm leaving tomorrow to Calgary. From Calgary I'm flying to Frankfurt, (yes, Germany). I'm visiting a friend that lives in Prague! Three weeks of my own personal (National Lampoon's) European vacation. This was all a very crazy last minute thing. I bought my ticket two days ago for crying out loud! I'm a small town girl who's never been anywhere! Talk about impending culture shock. This might be completely fucking crazy! I've always wanted to travel, but have been to scared until now. There's always an excuse not to go. But I'm 23 years old and sick of waiting for my life to start. I'm taking control, damn it! I'm gonna take the power back! Shit, I guess I had better start packing! AHAHAHA!

See ya on the flip side SSSSSUCKERS!

KIM

I've been crossed! I Did my Tarot reading twice today and both times it was the same. No escaping fate. What will tomorrow bring?

Kim

I continue to doubt myself and the choices that I've made. I've been running around in circles for so long! Beating my head against the wall trying to decide what to do with my life, or at least where to begin. But I've known all along what I wanted to do; I was deterred by the doubts of myself and of others. Now I'm kicking myself for the set back. Life, it seems, is a series of mistakes that we can only hope to learn from. New Mantra: It's never too late! You only get one life to live. It's not as though you can do it next time around. Go for it! Stop hiding behind your shadow.

Much Love

Kim

I spend far too much time wasting time and not utilizing it to better myself or humanity. I could at least indulge in one of the many pleasures life has to offer. I'm in an uninspired rut. I'm a shut in. A total recluse. Pitiful. Lets hear it for all us sad fu#*ers who've been sitting in front our computers all day! Give me a WOOT! Let us all aspire to getting off out asses. On a positive note I'm learning to spell far better then I ever did in school. Don't laugh, I know it's sad. All these hours in front of the keyboard have amounted to something. Pretty soon I may even stop relying on spell check. Naaaa! Later fools.

Kim