Once before I was upset for that whole year I was without dreams. It gets frustrating to hope you can do it again, but latley, I have had nothing to complain about.

      Now usually my own dreams start of by whatever I am thinking before I go to sleep (Usually, the world around me). As my body relaxes the muscles relieving the energy back to my mind it gets stronger and harder to wake up. Have you, someone reading this out of my 200views ever had an experience when someone was describing a dream to you, possibly with yourself in it, and you may havent said it then, but think you actually took part in it?    

*DarkFxodusPrime - Dreams show us the networking our minds are capable of

 Now I think alot, I am a very hard thinker and I like puzzling situations, and I have had alot of mental connection with the people around me, but nothing like this. Usually it has to do with random people you dont know, but in this dream you could swear you grew up with them, even an imaginary figure.

I want you to make your dreams more real, please. Think stronger, know its real, know you can interconnect with these people through dreams alone. However

1. They may experience this *Mental Energy Experience (which im sure is made of many waves and intervales of energy created by out neuroconnectivity to transmit and recieve data)  at a completly different time you did, mabye next year, mabye before you did.

Anyways once you start knowing of this, or believing it to an extent of plausable theory it will start to unmask in your genetics, that switch, will turn on.

Goodluck on your Adventure.

Something great is about to happen that will change my fate, I may need to re-learn things again although I am still familiarized with it all. I feel almost sick to my stomach with anxiety, like all of my life achievements rest today, within these crucial hours. I am nervous and precautious and pressured. I am trying to grasp reality, but I see so little time, everything is so fast.

When I was a child I had severe migrains, the kind that would last a couple days, this was before I entered my first school, but it continued through and depleated in my mid teens. Usually these migranes would start when I would go to bed, looking off into space and thinking about the world around me. heh. As always. I would get a ringing in my ear that would get deeper and I would scream from it because i new a migraine was coming on. Things around me would be to slow, i was to slow,  and everything else was to slow. I hated it so much, the pain. AND REVERSE Where I was too fast way to fast and i couldnt slow down, but i was reacting as fast as everything else, but i felt.. Its hard to explain i was a child.

 If you think about your vision your eyes the way you see, two spherical retinas capturing light you can mentally understand the "outer blackness" of your vision. Its easiest to focus with a familiar, or solid colour backround. the blackness, now can you mentally...view out of your vision to make it appear distant? I had to be really high to do this. Viewing outside my own vision, your left with space that doesnt actually exist; physically. I will leave it at that for now, and let you try to understand. This is not astral projection.

This was from a forum discussion I had on Ghosts, and there existence?

Simply,...wait no

Complexly, we live and experience at the same speed we react to light, and energy, and the energy of our body, in that specific environment.

If you sped up the molecule rate of something you could pass it through another object, eg. Steel Bar, Through a less Dense element. or the otherway around.

If Life, any size(from our perspective) of organism, was moving at a faster molecule rate it really wouldnt be visible to us, or if our molecules and thoes around us are moving to fast, we would pass through this lifeform, and its environment.

My theory simply behind ghosts is alter dimensional energy.
Please read the following theory on the subject of Black Hole Energy
http://www.nasa.gov/centers/goddard/news/topstory/2008/blackhole_echo.html

Alright Done? Good. Now if this type of energy can actually exist, not just to bend light, but specific spectrums of light (gamma and infared etc).

So could life living in that energy spectrum pass through us? Mabye Turbulance of energy, slowing down intervals of time (energy) and speeding it up adds .. Windows, not gates. Being able to see a glimpse of some sort of life from either ( A. An Alter "dimension" or B. Ghosting Trails of previous existing time(energy). Reflecting back? Not sure what word to use there.

PERSONAL EXPERIENCES

hey guess what? I DO smoke pot. Im also aware the dopeamine horomone that the brains THC Receptors release can speed up the neuroconnectivity of our brain, creating more irratic thinking, and a hell of alot more time to do this irratic thinking, a slower precieveable time.

Now Before i go to bed Ill grab one of my crunchy Winnipeg buds and load myself a hit, do a bit of lung pressurizing, and try to stay open minded. Its hard! My eyes focus to the limited lighting at an undefinable aperture and I experience " Waves " of energy, i can swear that i hear, moving away from me, just my eyes ajusting more? ... It doesnt stop. Now after about 30 mins of staring into space thinking about the world around me, i noticed almost lens distortion of figures moving close to me, away, at all different angles. Then again, in space, there is no up or down or direction, turn your head 360XPIE and its everywhere.

Hot Water = Faster Molecules
Cold Water = Slower Molecules

Hot Water on Hands = Heat? Fast molecules creating friction on us (slower molecules) cooling the water, heating the hands, energy transfer.

Cold Water on Hands = Cooling? Cold Molecules giving that sensation on us (Faster Molecule Rate of our hands creates friction on the water, heating it taking energy from our hands.

Ghosts, must be molecules moving much slower then us, for as we feel the cold in that presence, so if we are moving faster, mabye we only exist as energy trails, our mind can interperet like intuition or dejavu. And experience it in the other point of view as a ghost, where as its something you havent experienced yet approaching you at a 45*Degree angle from your bedside upside down. You see faces. It could also be a Monster, like some other unexplainable life, or its trails of energy passing through a minor energy distruption.

Ghosts? Whats to be afraid of.
_________________
-Fx-

Wow ZeitGeist kicked some serious ass. Credibility to the research team and historians involved!

Ok well after seeing ZeitGeist, I understand the current corruption and democracy has its flaws like all form of "Civilized" Society.
However, I Still support the idea of a One World Government - We All Work Together? Free Trade World. Racism will depleat, economic leveling will get worse before it gets better, but eventually better for us all. 

Only Problem? People that dont give a fucking shit, leech from us all, inevitably from our own goodwill. There is always work to do, and even, if its for min.wage at a labourhouse, well thats what I was doing not so long ago. To Make A Living.

Theres unbelievable growth of a dominate DUMB Gene that exists in us all that we must fortake for our childrens sake to exclude and manually shed the age of it all. Rewrite Code. Advance? Soon Enough.

The only reason we work and live the way we do, the reason we try so hard to get there is for the FUTURE of our childrens, children_; and the prosperous eveloution of mankind. We are but so small, and seeing our scar surfaced neighbours, we are fragile life. We must be in a population controless place; space, and that, is when we will see the invision of our Paradise. In the Near Future.

How hard are you willing to work? You would be paid more if everyone in the world was working, we would all work-less, and be paid more, have more time, for living, learning, experiencing the Nature of it all.

- Also please watch the movie at www.zeitgeistmovie.com I recommend the divx torrent for the full experience. ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤ ¤

Chris Campbell © 01.28.2008
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*sigh, I just wrote something really amazing then the browser refreshed, so im going to copy this from Notepad to  Myspace blog just to stop that, and I will try to redo the paragraphs I did previously.

 Today while I was under the sun, in this unusually warm climate conditions, I had realized that I am back in motion. Meaning I was not. I was stuck in a flux of some sort during the winter solstice. I was a drone to everything around me, pretty much a record playing over the same thing, cept i mean in Moving, eating, sleeping, talking, walking, writing, thinking, admiting that it was hell. I feel refreshed, almost like I took on new life in me once again, every summer this happens to me.

 What was I doing this whole time while I was stuck in this hole? Well first off I need to start figuring out what the hell I am going to do over the next 3 years to get two part-time jobs, get an apartment, finish school, and just make the world go round and ...continue.

I have a half-dedicated plan to continue working at my current job in Meat cutting, It has really good benifites, including the wage. However I want to dispurse more into actual labour, because it keeps me busy from procrastionation. I dont complain about my jobsite, about how hard it is, how heavy it is, how frustrating and overall of a bad job that it is because I make it happen. Anything else would just result in living off the people and in not being who I am, I cannot do that. I am a give-er. I wont support feinds, but I will support my friends.

 I FEEL FANTASTIC. Despite my overall "failure" I am gaining so much, and it is so worth it. Having these friends gives me knowledge, and I present this knowledge upon my friends. I AM NOT ROBBING YOUR MIND OR YOU. Anyone to think that would be psycotic no?
The more people we have to work together is the more people we have to help make it better for future generations and yes, I AM 19 years old, but I do have an aspect on life, and you already know my view on were that is going. Alot of people want to make an excuse for afterlife (religion) because they dont want the "cold" truth. Honestly it is not cold at all unless you are a self-centered piece of shit.
 In reality, if we have children, creating life out of ourselves and our loves, we are really just creating both of us, in one. Being human we switched around from mitosis, to a sexual, then to mieosis. So we divided ourselves, then we gave birth to ourselves, then Im asuming the first signs of a "male" were introduced around amphibian evolution, for evident reasons.

DURING ALL OF THIS TIME, our knowledge is passed through our DNA, all of our decision's and every single compound we consumed, every incounter with anything EVER in our life of adaptation to everything around us is added into such a small place its phenomenal. (by a guess the longer you wait to have children, the smarter they will be)? Lmao, I wish.

So Again Will you have an afterlife? Im sure, you will be born into a reconizable world, knowing your parents, looking and feeling like them, and slowly, become a you through all the instances and new things you experience, that most likely, they didnt. You Are Your Parents wether you want to be or not. My best advice is to live with it and make the best out of it, because when your old and grey, you might want to wish you could be born as your daughter, or your son, in a "new world".

Well Im fucking hungry now, im out. 
- DarkFx -

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LIFE

This is some theoretical explanation for life. In rant form.
Disclosure : This may contain relentless information terrible grammar and spelling and is not subject to comments.

 

Life, It is JUST a perception

Just like

 SPEED TIME SIZE

Ok well here it goes.

This is how it works. Alright since we dont know past nanobes, terobes? <.< TO FAST.. Ok, currently if we are watching a bacterium it is moving collecting adapting and probably going through multiple stages of reproduction. Smaller EVEN smaller of what would become this bacterium would be nano bacteria, SO SMALL smaller then anything else we have been able to see, thing is it appears not to move, unless a source of energy is applied. Current of energy or light. Anyways these particles shift and almost appear to be creating the base stages of life. Movement, growth, consuming possibly? Without a doubt. In my mind, i believe that everything consuming s omething must indefinatly find a purpose, or create one. Odd. Seriously, If ENERGY had been lifes first adaptation ( Possibly even smaller currents visible in the light energy, wavelengths of moving time. STOP ...

Moving time? Its a perption. We are moving to the speed of..all what?. Everything? Possibly. I was told today during a "scientific breakthrough" LAWL; that if energy is applied, speed is there right? Wrong, because of the other chemical compounds in the area. WATER. eg. Is HOT and COLD and Lukewarm because the water molecules are moving at a faster speed then in cold water.  So what?  Our hands are not moving so fast, Dont go scrimping around in your sink now, what i mean is that the water molecules are moving so fast against our skin that it creates friction. The reason things feel cold is because WE are creating the friction and this is the sensation we feel when slower molecules are rubbing against us. Water is so light feeling, actually, cold water "feels" denser, as if it has more consitency. This makes sence with expanding ice doesnt it? Well yes thats true, ice molecules are moving so slow that it can actually be damaging if too slow. Frostbite? Fast moving slowmolecules like snow in the wind rite? Well actually because we have an atmosphere air molecules have a speed LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE.

Why is Time a perception?
Everything on the planet may have to adapt to many chemicals that can take thousands of years. Giving them to animals now, would poison them, and they would die. I am sure a long time ago, pot would kill you. I am sure much would be potent, in terms of protien, vitamins and minerals. ( Which makes you think about digestion and the appendix)

Anyways if you think because molecules are moving faster that we cant see them your wrong, seeing this movement has to do with how our eyes adapted (My guess from Vitamin A). Look at vision like a gradient, we have to see as fast as we can react. And think faster then we react. And see faster then we think. Light, is pretty dam fast, and im sure when we can move as fast as light, it will look totally different, and thats something far beyond me describing. However, if light is applying its energy to speed up the molecules of the things around us, they they would be adapted to it. You can heat a rock by applying it to faster moving molecules. OK so theoretically if the rock molecules are moving the same speed they would ...merge? NO they are not moving fast enough because of the matter that is dense! IT IS STILL moving so slow that it cannot go through matter here. IF an immense amount of energy was applied, it would go molten, because it is only a rock, then it would vaporise at a point then "Disappear" these molecules are so far appart we cannot see it.


IF we are so big, and everything is so small, and everything else is so big, and then that must make us small? Well I am not so sure that is the case. IF enough energy is applied, to so QUICKLY speed up molecules? WHAT WAIT? Quickly speed up whats this? Well, you can move molecules gradually, all at once, or at a time? This is the perception we sit it, as fast as we can react. IF LIFE ADAPTED to a very large sun, the amount of energy would have sun a massive impact on life its sickening. If this life has sped up molecules its adapted to, it has a totally different aspect, to us. TO THIS LIFE its as fast as it can react to. This life to us? well we would be visible, very very slow. Not moving. and, to this life, COLD.

So to us what? Would this mean that another life form can harm us because its molecules are moving so fast that its going to create friction and harm us? NO. Because on our perecption and our life adaptation to this perspective. Its molecules are going to move right through us. Which im sure would feel pretty terrible to anything moving through me. ( HERES SOMETHING CREEPY, THE SLOWEST IMAGE CAPTURES OF OUR ATMOSPHERE HAVE IMAGES OF OBJECTS FLOATING < You remember the rods? I thought it looked like GIANT bacterium)

So why cant life harm us if its moving at a faster molecule rate

( 1. MOLECULE SPEED DIFFERENTIATES FROM MASS SPEED )
Wether or not you care we are a mass of chemicals, our molecule speed determines our bodily structure, if we speed up, we fall apart, millions of pieces. These compounds are bound by rules. Rules of how we evolved. And what we evolved to. Because everything we have been introduced for our bodies have found a use for it. Wether its to defy gravity to lift ourselves of the ground. <.< Thats where size eveloution comes in with density of molecules n ... And even combinations of the elements. Different Chemicals ,bound together in a compound. we have adapted much too. BUT YOU CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH in the time you have. we havent been on this rock as long as we hoped we could have. Thats why we are still dumm, we are still destroying, we still are human. Gone so far as in terms of civilisation, technology (which so proudly we created for our own efficienc, and aswell as language to interact. We are only as good as what we have adapted to. Shit? Haha. No.  :)

This is a bunch of random shit isnt it? Enjoying my rant?

Listen seriously just stop reading, your not going to find this entertaining.

OK
US

Pile of Shit that forms some unknown compound

Nano-Bacterium

virus

(bringing in chemcials, minerals, nutrients)

reproduction begins with regeneration ( a genetic level not as well known to man where CURRENTS of energy apply "signals" and pretty much mathematics in terms of pulses of energy in the current. 00101.000)

Now reproduction of a cell beside itself

now reproduction of each cell beside each new cell

Single celled organism, still in stages of maintain structure and chemicals to strengthin that. ( A cell wall sure seems liek a force field to me, whats it made of? A compound of something we consume? well Hydrogens there)

Mitosis

Four celled organism

Multi-celled organism

Meosis

Msny Multi-celled organisms

Now that size in in the picture, this means there is a larger amount of cells to help consume more, like other living cells, PROTIEN. And Unknown traces of vitamins. Anything we consume is instantly recorded to our body, full time  never ending. This is given to our body to determine where and what this certain "thing" could be used for, normally foods people dont like are because they never had the compound before, but you grow a taste on it the more its given to you. Another reason you dont like your peas is, mabye it has been in your gene pool for so long, they are no longer of interest, better compound are elsewhere.

When i said everything is recorded, i mean into the DNA, somewhere, genetically; I mean that it literally is there is some amplitude of a current of energy, stored. Now what is funny is when again you take size into perception, LIFE works at its smallest, and its largest. OUR MIND sure reacts alot like a DNA strand. Do we hold memories by impulses of energy? Not sure, its still so recent of an adaptation of a mental conciousness (Manual Control) that we need the rest of our brain to make all of the other decisions. WHY do we need to think. Im sure if we were all drones, we would be consuming basic things, and not new things, and just the same. NOW since its here will consume it now or eventually. MABYE some long long time from now, in an impossible future, giants will exist, but only in a place they could. Probably with molecules moving much faster then they are right now, on something thats coliding through us constantly, we could care less. We are sure the lighter compounds, not as large or fast or as well adapted because we cannot consume things as fast. As well as there is so much undiscovered it will never end. SO MUCH that will have an effect on us, to well, when we will never have to care.

 

IF WE ARE A WHOLE, if our body has evolved from one cell , to a multi-cell, to a multi-celled human, to reprodution from mitosis to meiosis. Life expands and shrinks, constantly. So Whats After that?

Everything on this planet living has all deprived from the same thing. I BELIVE since we are the most well adapted and evolved we must be the oldest on the planet, or mabye, if we once lived on mars, our "knowledgable" bacterium left behind evolved into what we are know today.

Well on the way, if our "bacterium" was all over the earth, each differnt compound comsumed there would make everything differnt form one another. So we all grew into basic categories.

~PLANTS~
Prokaryotic
Cell Adaptation

~ANIMALS~
Eukaryotic Cell Adaptation

~Bacterium~

All apply too

 Land LIFE
-Insects-
-Mammels-
-Humans-
-Bacteria-
-Flightless Birds-

~Hybrid~
-Reptiles-
-Amphibians-

 Aquatic LIFE
-Fish-
-crustaceans-
-Micro Organisms-
-Shellfish-

Aviated LIFE
-Virus/bacteria-
-birds-

ALL THESE EXPAND INTO DIFFERNT RACES
or
Species from a differnt location, in the same gene pool.

Everything deprived from us how? Teletale features in our sensory, how we consume, and how we adapt. EYES< EARS< LUNGS< NERVES< Every possible thing can be related to another living thing< and so everything has a circle of abilities and flaws. For each flaw, means we need to find something to fix that.

        WE are EVELOUTION of OUR Cells. Our Body is a BIG cell of Cells of cells.
(Our brain is like a nucleolus in a cell. It determines the functions of the cell in means of it almost makes decisions(like our mind). It works along with the nucleus ( the more complex part (like the automatic process's of our brain) and does all the stuff we dont have time to do, or think about. The vessicle works like blood cells, in transportation of waste, and food and movement.
Ribosomes golgi aperatus amd enoplasmic reticulum controls all the energy, all the protiens and lipids ( like meat and fat) These break it all down for the cell to use, this is like a digestive stract. The MITOCHONDRIA, about 2000 in each cell, works like it still does, it turns ATP into cellular energy. Our body skin is evidently like a cell wall, and centriole like the skeleton of our body. EVERYTHING is a similar function because everything is made of the same shit.
AT A DIFFERNT SIZE, SPEED, AND TIME.

This is the
so far written blog of LIFE - MY theories.

PART ONE
by Chris Campbell

Well i just recently joined myspace, and im re-editing my scripting and html because myspace is inconvinient about not allowing java, superscript, or copyright coding....

Anyways im a 19 year old from Winnipeg Manitoba, im a Butcher and a digital animation artist/ photo/cinematography entrepeneur.