http://bsawinski.tripod.com

Put together that little ditty for all my artwork.
It's simple, easy to upkeep, and does the job.

Check it out, lemme know what you think.
Im doing custom orders too, cause, well, thats how I roll.

Still so much to do.
I been puttin a ton of hours into this page to get it right.
http://bsawinski.tripod.com/

I got the order screen ready, and posted 3 works there. I have to go through my work and resize shit to printing specs. Im using a 3rd party for my printing. While its way less work for me, they takethe lions share of the profits. Kinda a bummer, but im just starting this out. One day ill upgrade.

So there it is. ima go get me some smokes, sit back and take a break from this chaos.

yo ho ho and my bottle of rum.
actully, ima whisley sour kinad guy these days.
i know, im classy.

so, me and the dog been talking alot the past couple days. had a bit of time, takin walks on the beach and such. we came to the conclusion that we both think someone should not have gone to florida. at least not on a whim. we need time to fall into and settle with time away.
  as i texted earlier, it sucks when the apple of my eye is out of sight, even if it is only for a weekend.

  its a lil over 6 months in, and im still very very happy. alot of the chaos has settled, and im liking the world again. spending time with ellie, gettin out and about, a whole lot of bbq'd food this summer.
      im pretty damn content.
    so, as long as everything stays on track, i am happy to say, this, my 27th year of being alive, has so far, been one of the most productive. ive spent it so far just the way ive always wanted life to be.
        so, ima go outside, smoke a cigerette, pop open a beer, sit back and enjoy the night air.
  this is the begining of a goooood weekend.

So now I'm on my couch, but I had a great night last nite.
Bbq w the woman that kicked ass.

The bar next door played the ufc fight for us, let us use the volleyball court, played sum giant jenga.
There was a cathedral built outta the jenga blocks.
I kinda smashed it.

Overall, I had an amasing time w everyone.

Dunno.
Just kinda wanted to express my contentment.

so i went on a little spree and deleted over 100 people that have accumulated in my myspace friends list. people i never talk to, or dont find important.

i mean, i dont really do much on here anymore anyways, but figured id clean house a little anyways.
     
        so, other then that, just waiting for paintball on saturday.
  gunna kill me some bitches.


werd.

so I been doing this awsome seriesz at work. all the pictures are posted on my facebook page. but every day i draw a new way to kill yourself on my dry erase board. im actully kinda proud of it.
  give the employees something t look forward to when they come in.
so if your not on my face book, add my ass.

werd.

Soooooooooooooooo

did the drinking thing in Illinois this weekend.
Just like to state that a smoking ban pisses me off.
god damned hippy commie bastards gotta push their warped sissy-ness on us honest red blooded americans.
makes me wanna smack bitches in the head. If people wanna whine about the smell of smoke on their clothes and all that shit,
let them set up their own lil smoke free bars. dont take away mine.


but aside from that, had a good time. many many jagerbombs and shots of patron.
and the bday gurl obviously enjoyed herself for quite awhile.

It was really nice, and im very happy i was invited out. It was very nice to meet everyone.
very cool when someone opens up and introduces you to all their friends.
I was very impressed with the many circles of friends i met. All good peoples.

Gotta state, from past experiances, it means alot to me personally to be invited into someones world.
To meet and be accepted by friends of someone i find extremely important to me, it truly is significant.

Well, yeah, ima have to post all the pics here soon of the night.
sunday was a day spent sleeping ALL day.
but now im all nappy today.
gotta pound coffee and get my energy back up.

so yeah, good times were had.
oh, and the party was this weekend, but todays the day.
happy birthday!

So if u go into my albums, And go to the folder titles yea And view the last picture Ull see why I'm happy. Jesus Years of handin over my cash to bullshit And boom, I clean my life of the bullshit, I get the things I've wanted. I'm sooooo content with how shits workin out. Besides that I get to have some fun this weekend. Lookin fwd to a lil time away. Yea. I'm trtin to stay vague here to protect the innocent, but still convey my joy. Ahhhhhhhh Oh and btw. Sublime reunited and will be touring. I allready have my date to that show.

       So, attention all,
Ben is off the market officially. I wanted to put it ou tthere, that i am focusing all i am into a woman that is everything i always wanted.
Well see how it goes, but jesus, this girl is amasingly smart, and focused, and sweet and caring. Someone that sees beneath the surface of who i am.
Normally i get scared in these situations, but im going to embrace his and see where it goes. I never should have been lucky enough to land a girl like this,
but since i did, im going to do my best to be the best man i can be for her.
So, i wanted to proclaim my feeling so there is no confusion.
I wake up every day looking forward to seeing her.
I respect her, and relise I have to work my butt off to make her see how much she truly means to me.
I hurt inside right now, deeply, but every day im with her, i feel a little bit better inside.
so, yea, ive said what i want to say.

I love this phone. Srsly. Keeps on learning more fun stuff to do w it daily. And it keeps me busy on lil breaks I take through my day. So easy to upload lil snapshots I take durin my day. I'm kinda nipply. Is it summer yet? Anyone wanna go shooting thos week? Think I might go do that. Aight well, see, um, time to go finish cleaning.

ahhhh, i am feeling so much beter.
i was sooooooo sick, but playing the part of "te guy on the couch" did me a whole lotta good. now im just kinda woozy. im telling ya, the level of service and care around here is top notch.
    plus my buddy kept me company.
everytime i woke up, i had a puppy curled up next to me.
seriously the coolest dog in the world. hands down.
so hopefully i can join the land of the living today.
got soe stuffs to take care of.
but hey, the sicknesss is over. im content i made it though it alive.

Killians red Chinesse food Kung fu flick starring parapalegics U know ur jealous bitches.

Killians red Chinesse food Kung fu flick starring parapalegics U know ur jealous bitches.

So, I'm pretty content. I aint gettin in depth, but its nice to spend time with people I respect. Smart, artistic, people that have common sence and awsome taste. I wasted to much time in life on people trying to change me. Now I'm finally free from childish bullshit and games. Made some bad decisions in life. Done a few bad things. Now I can be me again. I don't wake up dreading my day but lookin fwd to it. Jesus. Beauty is all around me