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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Cancer

City: MONROE
State: NORTH CAROLINA
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/5/2005

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Sunday, January 22, 2006 

Current mood:  content

Marvelous people pass in throngs,
Yet I sit alone.
They do not cast me out,
Yet I sit alone.
They glisten with security,
Yet I sit alone.
I’d like to see inside their heads,
Yet I sit alone.

My eyes meet theirs,
All shiny with the same gaze and paint.
I crawl through the window into their minds,
Exercising caution.

Petty concerns,
Short term goals,
Vanity,
Jealousy,
Disrespect.

They live without really living,
So I sit alone.
They think too much about too little,
So I sit alone
Society accepts them,
And yet I still sit alone.

Thursday, December 29, 2005 

Current mood:  guilty
So I over heard a conversation and it turns out one of my friends finds me overly flirtatious........
am I?
I don't mean to be?
Have I been sending my guy friends the wrong message for all these years?

I am not aesthetically pleasing.....my personality is neither desirable nor that which is expected.........

what is this, what's going on here....

Saturday, August 20, 2005 

Current mood:  calm

Addicted to you
hooked on a relationship
of love unreturned

Currently reading:
Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass, an American Slave (Penguin Classics)
By Frederick Douglass
Release date: 01 August, 1982
Saturday, May 28, 2005 

Current mood:  contemplative

-If there's a slide, ride it.

-Avoid conflict

-Drunkness often results in spilling of  drink

-You are never to old to ride the carousel

Currently listening:
Carousel (1956 Film Soundtrack)
By Shirley Jones
Release date: 13 March, 2001
Sunday, April 17, 2005 

Current mood:musical
There is a song in my head the music constantly plays the context often varies it is quite vulgar today The music constantly plays entertaining the hippos in my head it is quite vulgar today and contradictive in its lyrics Entertaining the hippos in my head the music plays on and contradictive in its lyrics it would make a great theme song The music plays on the hippos dance it would make a great theme somg The song makes them scratch their heads The hippos dance but with out rythm the song makes them scratch their heads oh, the many sides of women But without rhythm in this musical torture the many sides of women make hippos clumsy dancers In this musical torture the context often varies despite the fact I cannot sing it there ia song in my head.
Saturday, April 16, 2005 

Current mood:  creative
Send in the clowns make some kids cry unload the car see hte tears roll by Make some kids cry ruin their day see the tears roll by lead them astray Ruin their day kick them in the head lead them astray send them to bed Kick them in the head steal their candy send them to bed that would be dandy steal their candy tell them what hot dogs really are that would be dandy drive them in a clown car Tell them what hot dogs really are take them to the circus drive them in a clown car get front row seats Take them to the circus unload the car get front row seats send in the clowns