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Melissa Aka Missy


Last Updated: 12/28/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Divorced
Age: 30
Sign: Scorpio

City: Rockford
State: Illinois
Country: US
Signup Date: 9/6/2006

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December 1, 2009 - Tuesday 

Current mood:  intense
Alright..I am sick of pp and all their fucking bullshit. We all have probelms we all got shit to deal with on a daily fuckin basis..Then you got these idots that try and smooth talk their way into your life..Be known u slimy shit I know whats up. Your all up in my face cuase I am gaining too. Superfishal judgeing...based on what?! What you think is wrong and right..Well BABE thanks but no thinks what works for you sure as hell ant gonna work for someone else..I am all about helping a friend or family member out..and being there..But anyone to think they are that close to me without me telling you I got you..then back the fuck up. You see a warm heart and careing soul. And you use use use. Wanna know why there isnt any good pp out there cause the shitty pp have suceeded in bringing them down to their rottin level. Sick of pp having to say right off the bat "I'm real" earn the fuckin shit don't wear it. Like being real is a fashion trend. and EVERYBODYS real..suuuure. You want respect dont demand it you earn it. A real person will messure you by your soul not the weigh and i am not talking about just body weight. Men this is for YOU! Just cause a female is talking to you don't mean ur gonna fuck her or date her or be anything more then friends if that..and u have simu;lar intrest and she see's there is something u can and are able to help her with..and ur next respose be sexualy demeaning or suggestive..Your scum..and will never get a piece of ass from a respectible female. But lets face it you don't care where u get the sex from..yeah we all know. ANd girls girls girls...you meet a married man..walk away..he ant gonna leave is gorges wife for a simple easy fuck..please. PLLLLEEEAAASSEEE. No matter what he says..He is pacifying ur retarded ass. And he is cheating on his life partner..what makes u think he wont do the same to YOU! Cause with men they repeat their habbets. It's not often they grow up or change.

Drama it's yours all yours.You created it you deal with it. I deal with my own shit and never ever drag the world into it. I vent. I "bitch". I get over it. I will not dwell in a hole where I know there is nothing to enlightin, motivate or spritually move me. And I seek enlightinment motivation and spirtualy evalution. anyway i am dune...i feel a litte better. Fuckin humans.
September 9, 2009 - Wednesday 
September 7, 2009 - Monday 
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August 22, 2009 - Saturday 
Not one person is a island to them selfs. I have come across some of the most unreal shit ever. Human interactions help create us. Not my self and I alone. What a boreing ass person that would be...Admitting u are human is ok. It does not mean u are less then a star. Some were along the line people have gotten really confused shit all twisted..Allowing ur ego to rule you even when u think u have it under controle. Never minamize the people who helped create a sense of u. Each person close to us we posess some aspect of them within us. It is ok to admire a person for more then just their physical. But be wise to whome u are admireing. Smoke screens are a bitch.

Thinking that u are more then human is just silly. A human is GOD. What more can u freakin be what more can u want?? We are tied to earth by our flesh. We can not experince the haman experince any where else. And it is very curtal to our souls to wollow deeply in all the wonders of it. We could never be a island to our selfs. Missing all meaning all connection. You would be nothing but an unplugged light. Any light (wisdom) u could shair would be unnoticed. Hope this helps. Wise souls even sometimes need sight.
June 26, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:  giggly
Only 30 and u already look like ur 40 what ya gonna do when those looks pass u bye?? It's sad really sad when I c a female that never had! You spent all ur time in the bathroom cakein on that makeup and spending nights at the club. You bagged u a man that uses u as a punching bag. With ur nose up in the air u go get urself a tattoo when ur 12 y/o has no food in the fridge. Your lucky I ant that big of a bitch and call DCFS on that ass. She can't quit smokin pot but talks shit about another bitch and what she ant got...hoe please...I know..your grandma was a hoe ur momma was a hoe u just followed suit riiiight....? Or do u like it when u get played and mother fuckers wont stay?? Can't be a female like me nooo neva. I got game tight this shits out of sight. Something u never seen only things u dreamed. Yep I got it all. And for u well it all go's down hill from here...The looks wont pay for the drugs much longer cause the drugs are making u look 10 times older. Losing grasp is a hard hard task.  Just blow another line ya I said it. Oh wait I ment dick!
June 9, 2009 - Tuesday 
Yeah so I am ecstatic about being home. All that lonely lost emptiness gone as soon as I hit the Chicago Skyline toll. just a state of mind and a state of being.  I know who I can and can't trust round here. No more pp eaters in my life..peace to yall lol.  All the pieces falling back into place. My scattered thoughts to the fuckin wind. Weirdness. Indiana brought me down but gave me a new understanding. Shit a few. I do miss some things.. like how easy it is to get whatever u want..but I am better off without. Cleaner body clearer mind feel me. Motivation to fuckin live hello. Staying in that dazed state brought me nothing but loss. I have truely fucking amazing friends here. It maybe just a hand full. But it's more then nothing! I took to long to come back. So I am stoked starting fresh in famiular. Next time I leave home I'll be ready and on my own turms not a forced move.
April 15, 2009 - Wednesday 

Native American
Genocide Still Haunts
United States








By Leah Trabich

Cold Spring Harbor High School

New York, USA


In the past, the main thrust of the Holocaust/Genocide Project's magazine, An End To Intolerance,
has been the genocides that occurred in history and outside of the
United States. Still, what we mustn't forget is that mass killing of
Native Americans occurred in our own country. As a result, bigotry and
racial discrimination still exist.

"In 1492, Columbus sailed the ocean blue" . . . and made the first
contact with the "Indians." For Native Americans, the world after 1492
would never be the same. This date marked the beginning of the long
road of persecution and genocide of Native Americans, our indigenous
people. Genocide was an important cause of the decline for many tribes.

"By conservative estimates, the population of the United states
prior to European contact was greater than 12 million. Four centuries
later, the count was reduced by 95% to 237 thousand.

[ Bald Eagle Drawing by Student ]

In 1493, when Columbus returned to the Hispaniola, he quickly
implemented policies of slavery and mass extermination of the Taino
population of the Caribbean. Within three years, five million were
dead. Las Casas, the primary historian of the Columbian era, writes of
many accounts of the horrors that the Spanish colonists inflicted upon
the indigenous population: hanging them en mass, hacking their children
into pieces to be used as dog feed, and other horrid cruelties. The
works of Las Casas are often omitted from popular American history
books and courses because Columbus is considered a hero by many, even
today.

Mass killing did not cease, however, after Columbus departed.
Expansion of the European colonies led to similar genocides. "Indian
Removal" policy was put into action to clear the land for white
settlers. Methods for the removal included slaughter of villages by the
military and also biological warfare. High death rates resulted from
forced marches to relocate the Indians.


The Removal Act of 1830 set into motion a series of events which led
to the "Trail of Tears" in 1838, a forced march of the Cherokees,
resulting in the destruction of most of the Cherokee population." The
concentration of American Indians in small geographic areas, and the
scattering of them from their homelands, caused increased death,
primarily because of associated military actions, disease, starvation,
extremely harsh conditions during the moves, and the resulting
destruction of ways of life.

During American expansion into the western frontier, one primary
effort to destroy the Indian way of life was the attempts of the U.S.
government to make farmers and cattle ranchers of the Indians. In
addition, one of the most substantial methods was the premeditated
destructions of flora and fauna which the American Indians used for
food and a variety of other purposes. We now also know that the Indians
were intentionally exposed to smallpox by Europeans. The discovery of
gold in California, early in 1848, prompted American migration and
expansion into the west. The greed of Americans for money and land was
rejuvenated with the Homestead Act of 1862. In California and Texas
there was blatant genocide of Indians by non-Indians during certain
historic periods. In California, the decrease from about a quarter of a
million to less than 20,000 is primarily due to the cruelties and
wholesale massacres perpetrated by the miners and early settlers.
Indian education began with forts erected by Jesuits, in which
indigenous youths were incarcerated, indoctrinated with non-indigenous
Christian values, and forced into manual labor. These children were
forcibly removed from their parents by soldiers and many times never
saw their families until later in their adulthood. This was after their
value systems and knowledge had been supplanted with colonial thinking.
One of the foundations of the U.S. imperialist strategy was to replace
traditional leadership of the various indigenous nations with
indoctrinated "graduates" of white "schools," in order to expedite
compliance with U.S. goals and expansion.

Probably one of the most ruinous acts to the Indians was the
disappearance of the buffalo. For the Indians who lived on the Plains,
life depended on the buffalo. At the beginning of the nineteenth
century, there were an estimated forty million buffalo, but between
1830 and 1888 there was a rapid, systematic extermination culminating
in the sudden slaughter of the only two remaining Plain herds. By
around 1895, the formerly vast buffalo populations were practically
extinct. The slaughter occurred because of the economic value of
buffalo hides to Americans and because the animals were in the way of
the rapidly westward expanding population. The end result was widescale
starvation and the social and cultural disintegration of many Plains
tribes.

Genocide entered international law for the first time in 1948; the
international community took notice when Europeans (Jews, Poles, and
other victims of Nazi Germany) faced cultural extinction. The
"Holocaust" of World War II came to be the model of genocide. We, as
the human race, must realize, however, that other genocides have
occurred. Genocide against many particular groups is still widely
happening today. The discrimination of the Native American population
is only one example of this ruthless destruction.

March 26, 2009 - Thursday 


Use to be a bunch of assholes that lived in this part of the building here,

but we systematically removed them like you would any kind of termite or roach



Someone told me once

that there's a right and wrong,

and that punishment

would come to those

who dare to cross the line.



But it must not be true

for jerk-offs like you.

Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole.

but I'm tired of waiting.

Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD,

and shoot you myself.

Because I'm tired of waiting.



Consequences dictate

our course of action

and it doesn't matter what's right.

It's only wrong if you get caught.

If consequences dictate

my course of action

I should play GOD

and shoot you myself.

I'm very tired of waiting.



I should

kick you,

beat you,

fuck you,

and then shoot you in your fucking head.

March 26, 2009 - Thursday 
Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone

Inside sleeping, my heart beating

You know that you tried to hide it

Couldn't you have said what you meant? Oh...



Time heals, time congeals around us

Endless hours of wasted moments

Understanding, not demanding

Your eyes tell what you feel inside



Setting sun can't shine, now you're gone

Inside sleeping, my heart beating

You know that you tried to hide it

Shouldn't you have said what you meant?



YOU LIED!

March 13, 2009 - Friday 

hollowness is not bliss in my empty bed of no rest. Laying in shame when your the one to blame. You mother fuckers are all the same. Knowledge handed down from my ansstrey.


 

I see a shallow spot that brings light  into your darkness.. Hard to express, senseless. Seeping is your mind Your ass will be forever blind. And I, I am the one who holds all this time.


 

This taste of blood in my mouth has me a shade of pale. I'll ignore it in my short life shell. It's an exspirince I can tell.


 

i climbed to the top and I looked below. I have seen.....seen it all before.