soooo
im really missing home
lastnight i spent a good time crying about it
i really miss my old friends
my real friends
andi really miss my gma
this week i called her and she was crying cuz i sent her a box with some stuff and he had just gotten it
man hearing her cry really fucked me up
i miss home so bad
i miss my dog man! =[
my little rat
i really wish i culd like fly her out here or something
she would love it here running around
our place is so much better then my old pad in cali
looking threw my old photobucket i found a really old pic of me and my old best friends
i never thought we would part but shit happens
i really miss them

they werent the best guys in the world but they were always the ones that were there for me
loved me and would always be there for me
would fucking kill a guy for me
and almost did a few times lol
id do anything to be back in the smokey room again
deng i wanan cry
i miss my friends so much
one of my best friends just turned 21 yesterday and i wasnt there which kinda really blows
and it sucks even more knowing im not going to spend MY 21st birthday with my friends or my family
like every plan iv ever had for my 21st birthday is completly fucked.
grr
idk wtv
i dont wanan write anymore.
