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Reuben J. Raya

Reuben Raya


Last Updated: 11/25/2009

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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 22
Sign: Virgo

City: Ontario
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/7/2005

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November 25, 2009 - Wednesday 
We have come too far to let our fulfillment's fall away.
I must refuse to renounce my integrity.
We stand in defiance to their ethics.

Let the grief that they have inflicted serve us our call to arms.
Are you ready? Are you willing to be the catalyst?
We can no longer be indifferent.
Restore this dying world.

From misery we have turned away.
Ignite the past.
Let the bridges burn.

My eyes watch the unholy be left in the distance.
The division of our souls from our blasphemous tongues.
This is our atonement.

From misery we have turned away.
Ignite the past.
Let the bridges burn.
From sorrow we have turned away to the past.
Let the bridges burn.

I have bled for the truth.
There is no surrender.
Move forward. Commit yourself. Destroy all lies.
From ashes to ashes. From dust to dust.

From misery we have turned away.
Ignite the past.
Let the bridges burn, let the bridges burn.

Pretty tight song...
August 31, 2009 - Monday 

Current mood:  cooky/wacky
I watched you walk AwAAAAAAY
Hopeless, with nothing to sAAAAY
I screen my eyesSSSS
Hoping to see you agAAAAAAAAIN

THIS! IS! MY! CURSE! (the longing)
THIS! IS! MY! CURSE! (time)
THIS! IS! MY! CURSE! (the yearning)
THIS! IS! MY! CURSE!

There is love BURNing to find yOOOOU
WiLLLL you wait for... meHHHHHH?
Will you be herrrrrreeer?
Your silence haunts meHHHH
But I still hunger for yAOOOOOOOOO

THIS! IS! MY! CURSE! (the wanting)
THIS! IS! MY! CURSE! (time)
THIS! IS! MY!... CURSE! (CURSE!)

There is love burning to find yoooooooOOU
Will you wait for mehhhh?

Still I want
And I still I ache
But still I wait...

To see you agaaaaaaaaaaaaaain
Dying, inside, these walls (2x)
Can I see yo face in these tears? In these tears
And I see youruh face...
There is love (8x)

xD! LOL!
December 25, 2008 - Thursday 

Category: Writing and Poetry
Who are you?

(I know who I am, do you know who you are?)

Ha...I asked first...

(I'm no one, but I am someone)

Wow... that makes perfect sense. I am truly enlightened
I think i'll pastor a church... actually...
I think I'll go smoke some weed....

(Speaking of church...You're praying for someone)

...yeah...how'd you know?... oh wait let me guess...
You're a psychic! no wait...umm...I'm getting something here...You're GOD!
All powerful and all knowing, right?... let me ask you something

(Go ahead..)

You have the power to heal her... why don't you heal her now?

(You want her to be healed?)

As a matter of fact I do, so why haven't you healed her yet? HUH!? I'VE BEEN PRAYING AND PRAYING YET SHE KEEPS GETTING WORSE!??? WHY!?

(Because you live like you pray...)

What the *&%# is that suppose to mean!? 'I live like I PRAY!?' I MAKE THE EFFORT TO PRAY FOR HER EVERYDAY!...EVERYDAY!... AND EVERYDAY SHE GETS WORSE AND WORSE, I HATE YOU! WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO ANYTHING...ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY!? HUH!? ALL YOU EVER DO IS JUDGE AND DAMN PEOPLE...

(....)

ahhhhh... I get it... I'm born with "freewill" and have "CHOICE"... even though certain outcomes screw me over...some "choice"... I'm still oblivious to what will happen... some "choice" I get... thats some bull...

(I have the power to heal her... but at a cost)

Cost? What do you mean "COST?" You're God...

(I never said I was God ... I am no one, but I am someone...)
(One Hundred in her place is the cost...)

What kind of a sadistic thing are you? Who would even give you this kind of power??? One for One hundred!? HA... That's insane! its idiotic!

(Do you want her to be healed... Yes or No....)

...I thought "Love" conquered all, but obviously...

(DON'T YOU EVER... SAY THAT WORD AGAIN... EVER!)

What? "Love?"

(SAY IT AGAIN AND SHE'S GONE! I'VE KILLED MANY AND SHE'LL BE NO EXCEPTION I LIVED LONGER THAN YOU'RE EARTH AND HAVE SLAIN MANY, BUT HAVE ALSO SAVED MANY AS WELL... CAREFUL...what you say next...)

ALRIGHT! ... just heal her!...

(You don't care about the one hundred?)

Why should I? People are a virus... They live just to survive... No different from the animals... Sleep, eat, get drunk. Do drugs, have sex, repeat. Everyone is dying and wasting their breath... no one stops to notice that death is inevitable... They live like there's no tomorrow... might as well save somebody who really needs it...

(Well, someone you know is in the one hundred... do you still want to go through with this?...)

I don't care... Who?

(You.)

You're joking right?

(I don't joke.)
(I'll only give 5 seconds for you to choose, and if you DON'T choose... she will die... along with you and the 100... So choose...)

(Five...)
No! wait...

(...Four...)
...Let me think a...

(...Three...)
bout this...no...

(TW0...)
I, I UHH........

I LOVE HER!... PLEASE... please... have mercy on her... I beg you... please... She's all I have... I have no one... I am no one... don't want her to go...not now...... not now...

(Now you know how to pray)

Ode to the blind for they see without eyes
to the mute for they speak without mouth
to the deaf for they hear without ears
to the lost for they're closest to being found
September 9, 2008 - Tuesday 

Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
and now I have nothing to lose." - RJR
April 19, 2008 - Saturday 

Category: Religion and Philosophy
Everyone's born into this society that implants idea's, materialism, Sickcare, Fashion etc. We're born into a society that tells people what to think not by force, but by persuasion, coyness and allure. Terms like "you're such a 'know it all,'" or "you think too much" are regarded as plagues in this modern society we live in. All are proof that this society is growing dumber and dumber. Why? because people aren't choosing for themselves anymore but letting people choose for them. People say there's freedom of choice but thats only true to a point.

Freedom of Choice isn't just making a choice to buy something or believe something to be true but rather a conviction to be yourself when under pressure and attacked by people that disagree. Its survival of the fittest. The weak will be like lambs led to the slaughter (people who don't think and decide for themselves) the strong will continue to live because they were true to themselves. Period. You choose whats best for your future, your health, your friends, your education. If you let people choose for you, you'll always be disappointed. Common sense? No if it were common people would be living by it. I'd call it Uncommon Sense.

Reuben J. Raya
October 3, 2007 - Wednesday 

Current mood:  enthralled
Category: Writing and Poetry
Survival of the fittest mixed with corporate ties.
Corporate laws to pass on corporate lies.
Deaths of a few will soon lead to deaths of the many
for measly cents and countless pennies
The war on terror shouldn't be in Iraq, but rather in our cabinets.
Vioxx, Lunesta and prescription drug tablets
The media states not to worry and to remain calm.
What about the vioxx deaths and others that go wrong?
From their ignorant mouths spew, "There isn't a cure."
Yet the food and drug industries remain profit sure.
DMSO a cure for the ages!?
Yet it doesn't show up on front-line pages?
what about hydrogen peroxide or Ozone therapy?
Stated "Not FDA approved"
keeping profits from escaping the market bulls.
As the public screams, "Give me my cake, and I'll eat it too!"
They faintly whisper, "just don't tell me whats in this cake or i'll sue"