Why are people so interested in what other people are doing? It's funny how when other people haven't seen you in a while its the fisrt thing they wanna know. Can't they just see that your alive and still breathing? What about the people who come right up to you and brag about themselves without the small talk first? Is it really necessary to tell me about how much cash you make at work or to tell me about your music or any carreer for that matter? I think its so egoticstical! Notice how those people are the ones you have no desire to talk to in the first place? These are the type that are most competitive and probably have no respect nor compassion for other beings. It's hard for me to understand. Some like to find out the things you have been up to in order to feel better about themselves. It's like they get off on knowing or seeing others fail.  I dont have much to say about these days, but if you talk about times that have past  i can chat for hours. I may not be doing all the fun things i have come to remember but I am content with myself and those around me. Alot of individuals wanna know if my music is going well. It means alot to me when the ones who ask that are the ones who actually care and not the ones who just wanna know so that they can outbeat me.  I have songs that I not only worked hard on but let out every inch of my emotions on. So, why do those expect more of a person? Im grateful for those who can see beauty in the art thats already been accomplished! The ones that pressure are the ones who are living to fast and caught up in controversy. Everything is a passing phase. Whats inside is the only real thing. Some just hear the music or see a peice of art, Others see the artist and some are able to see the appeal of both. So why are some concerned with just what im doing? If you see that im not bragging then let it go. Im living life that is what im up to and Im in good health and good spirits. Im not taking anything for granted. I've matured. I can only write when i feel it's needed and not rushed.I can only work with those who make me comfortable and are not in it for themselves ,money and competition. It seems as though all the fun has been takin out of my passion for music. There were many opportunities that i have'nt taken. I will not regret that. When The time is right the alarm will sound! I hold patience and confidence within and wait for the right people to embrace who I am and understand my direction. I mean truthfully look at that garbage being played on the radio. where the hell are the elements of hip-hop and what happened to it being an art form?  Therefore, Its hard to be in this game these days. Its funny that we call it just that because thats just what it has become, A GAME! Maybe I can be the one  to vanish this cult-following. for now I dont need to be fabricated. I still love music but I dont love the arrogance and carbon-copied lyrics. Give me a call when it's fun again.

- G

Well... I Won The 2007 LV Music Awards for Best Live Hip-Hop/R&B/Urban Performance: G Child

WOW!! I didn't even know i was nominated. Guess I stay in the house to much and hang out at the bars. I had NO CLUE! If i was informed I so would have been there! Thanks SOOOOO much to everyone. My fans are the best. Times have been tuff on my end and i been struggling to get by with my family. I havent been doing much music. But my motto is "Sit back and let it come to you" I dont go out promoting myself or searching for anything. I found thats the best way for me. I mean u cant go looking for gold in a dumpster cuz yu'll get pretty damn messy rootin' thru all that trash. its nice to try hard and never give up. But u know what, I just try by best I live my life as Gina now and learned to not put G-child first. Friends, family and the ones u love come first. Succsess isn't worth risking friendships and peace of mind! Be True Be Yourself!!

Special Thanks To Glenn Mitchell for accepting the award on my behalf! I dedicate it to you Shaggy! We love and miss You!!! <3 Also all my amazing fans and underdogs who rep breaking the rules and being yourself. Skillz and all my friends who hang on friday nights! It all means alot. oh and cant forget all them 90's hip-hop artists i was inspired by!!! only time will tell....

The Shirt i wore on episode 2 of WRS is now back on ebay!! It was signed by me. True fans out there cop it Now!

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Would if I could get out of this state? Literally, not just my state of mind but to be able to get a little further from this wasteland I call home. Just one day, one night!!!! I long to vacate. I want to feel the atmosphere of another place, to wake me back to reality. I've been stranded for so long now. There is a world, I see this world and I haven't yet been able to get to it. In this world people appreciate me for every aspect of who I am. I often think of the good times im missing out on. As I sit alone in my room I dream of leading a better life. My lifestyle is being lived up in places like ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />L.A. as im writing this. The night life is calling me and I wont answer. I cant! I want to but im stuck here, crying and drowning in my own tears. If only the tides and mudslide of my own flood can drag me to these better places. Could I just give up everything I have and those I know to start over? One thing is for sure id give up the faces I stare at to meet more. Douse that sound greedy? ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

I feel like people need me and I need them. There are so many beneficial ladies and gentleman whom I may never have the opportunity to have a conversation with. I'm so locked in a place I don't fit in at. I need to break free and find myself.    Lack of money, transportation and parents who care to much to let me embark tie me up from going where I desire. Some days it seems as I don't exist. People grow apart from each other and you don't realize that until communication stops. Some forget you and you got to find more people to grow. This isn't about friendship, the urge to run away or any of that. Im content at home and have a ton of great friends I deeply care for. I just need to diminish the person I am to create the person I truly am. Because around here no one cares.

THINK ABOUT IT! If you were raised someplace else you would not be who you are now! That's my issue is that I was raised in the wrong district.

There is a voice inside me telling me I don't belong here. I see on a daily basses how the world goes around and I do nothing about it. The planet spins around and I always seem to stay in one position. Good times roll and some that live them take it for granted. Yeah…I had and have a lot of those good times. I have been blessed a great deal. Its just to bad those days don't last. Maybe someone thinks about all this same shit and says this about me??? Maybe someone looks at my life and is like "Wow she seems like her life is so fun"! Damn, I wonder if there is a place in which these so called Good times do last? I hope one day I can travel this world and see these wonderful cities and meet amazing people. To think that some people have the opportunity to go to the beach when ever they please drives me mad. I wish I was in Boston cracking back beers with Sullie or sparking a blunt with all the tattooed, Mx riding pimps in So-Cal! Will I ever get to Canada? What about the clubs that are open all night in some states? What about this natural impulse pent up inside me? Home is where the heart is but one day I will go away to a beautiful place.

CHAPTER ONE-

If Paris Hilton can write a book so can I!

I was born Gina Lynn Morganello in Bethlehem, PA on May 14^th 1985 and raised in Allentown, Pa from the early 90's to now.

 Some People call me G-child, Some just call me that because that name was exposed to the world attached to my face. Since January 2006, walking down the street has been such a pain in the ass for me. Its ok, I have learned to walk extremely fast and keep the volume of my headphones cranked way up. Usually I am listing to some mad at the world, early 2000's whiney ass pop-punk band. If I wouldn't have my headphones and didn't ignore people while walking at top speed, these are some of the thing I would hear: "Yo, shortie, come here", "Aren't you that girl on MTV"? (They always get the network wrong) "What happened?, your self esteem is so low", "Yo, john Brown was nice, Son"! "Hey! G-child spit for me"! And my all time favorite "My friends want to battle you"! Oh yeah and I cant forget "Yo, I spit too, and my boy makes beats"!

Now, don't get me wrong, being recognized is something I dreamt of since I first saw Kris Kross's "Jump" video  in 1991.

I don't feel like a failure because I lost on a reality show, I just feel like a high school student who dropped out and has nothing to do with there day. Its just shameful to me that people think that just because I was on TV that I am rich and have an album coming out. Though, some reality TV stars maybe living comfortably, I wasn't one of the lucky ones. I blame it on my town and those around me who were full of broken promises I hate meeting new people because I feel as though its setting myself up for failure. Everyone I put my faith in or gave my heart to has betrayed me. Sometimes I feel like I am the devils test rat and that he's watching me to see if I crack.

I am not going to entirely blame my downfalls on my surroundings. I must admit that I am kind of thick headed and want things my way or no way at all, not to mention the fact that I am so stuck in my ways and very impatient. If there's one thing I hate about life its change. I even hate the word in general. excepting it is complicated for me and causes problems for me to dwell on. Ive learned that staring at your troubles only make them multiply, kind of like if you were to get Gremlins wet or feed them after midnight.