I drew this on one of those flash paintbrush type programs like me n uriah got on our profiles..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

if your in the mood to draw

then c:lick here to draw on my page

or c:lick here to draw on theUriah's page.

.drawing.is.fun.

....heh...  nice....

..life is good for me right now..

...heres a bunch of reasons why:..

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going to sleep when the sun comes up..

waking up round 2pm-3ish..  

lazying about and napping and performing minimal effort errands till round 5-6ish....

working on MY MUSIC!!!

jaming w/ other people..

recording.. 

remixing...

sitting on my ass..

watching movies..

as creative as i wanna be..

no places to be..  no shit to do..

free from limitations..

free from schedules..

free from time restrictions...

free to create!

wow..   

i could go on...

but i wont..

lucky me huh?

this is my first day of a new something..  not sure what but at least i can see which direction im heading without using a compass..   funny bout my perspectives but i figgure that theres much better things to do than to whine about poor me or how i should've done things differently..  there is no one to blame but me these days.. i am all grown up(whether i like it or not)...  i choose whether i live or just survive..  the fact is that i have fun and enjoy everything i do or i have at least tried to..   there is no failure..  only opportunitys to improve..

bounce back..   you can do it..

this picture will affirm to any doubters the magnitude of my nerdity.

several key things will give you a deeper perspective into the geekyness that makes up my composition.

key elements:

the bob moog button at the bottom of the picture.

the dancing Steinberg logo.

the head of our lord Vader.

 last but not least 2 thumb tacks filed down and stuck in as horns thus completing this macabre cornucopia of electro-geekdom. 

 

sorry..  no2 pencil and scantron not included.

So i was sitting at a bus stop. smoking a cigarette. just an average morning. wake, bake, skate to the bus stop. have a smoke. A bus pulls up.. some people get on, some people get off.. Bus pulls away and one of the passengers who just got off the bus didnt go anywhere.. he just stood there.. facing my direction, but.. it really didnt feel like he was looking at me.. he was deffinately looking toward me.. but not at me... more thru.. he was funny.. staring streight ahead. like an old dog comfertable with his old age while staring at the back of his caterax.. shaking and jiggling his everything with the involuntary control only old age can bring.. seeing this old man gave me a feeling of grattitude inside.. a warmth.. a spark for life.. an appreciation for people.. we are people too.. his bus came... it stopped right behind him.. he turned around as if i never existed and got on the bus. we never exchanged words.. i dont know if he even regestered that i was staring right back at him with an intensity.. (trying to figgure out if he was seeing me.) but none the less, the old man at the bus stop left me something this morning whether he knows it or not.. i hope at that age i will be just as, if not more comfertable with life. sigh..

to give my name some individuality i put a bunch of parenthasis around my name.... i personally think it sucks to have a name so common that i've got to do that.. i was thinking about putting up the name that my family and close friends get to call me.. thats Kalani. im gonna put this up for popular oppinion.. reply.. lemmie know: (((mike))) vs. Kalani ????????????????????????????????????????

quite possibly the most exquizite of all simple pleasures.. the satisfaction of firing a cute little kitty out of a huge cannon.. the suspence as he flys thru the air.. i wish i could change my url to myspace.com/kittencannon... that would rock! i love all the little spatters of blood as he bounces.. what a cute kitty!!!

even though i've pretty much spent all of my time at work this week trying to find a way around the corporate firewall... (and succeeding!!).. even though i was up till 5:30 am the other night.. even tho i spend all my free time adding hot babes to my friends list.. i am not addicted.. in fact.. myspace still sucks.. heh.. yeah.